Corner store / M.P

Mattia pov

I quickly made my way to my room and locked it, I grabbed my bed sheets and threw them on the floor

"Fuck" I scream as my hands ball up into a fist

when I went to the corner store to talk to elena I made things worse and it's all my fucking fault, I never know when to shut the fuck up

It was three days ago when me and elena got into another argument but it's just starting to hit me and make me realize how I fucked up, I miss her, a lot

I punch my wall and push down my game chair, with all the anger I had for myself I didn't even know I had tears falling down my face

I threw all the things on top my drawer and slid down my wall as I crunch my body into a ball

"Matti are you okay" a voice said from outside my room which I'm pretty sure it was my mom

"Yeah" I responded

"What was all that noice" my mom said

"Nothing, just give me space please mama" I said

"Ok baby" with that I heard my moms feet steps fade away

I grabbed my phone and went threw my saved contacts. I stopped scrolling when I saw elenas name, I sat there and just stared at it, what has this girl done to me, I click her name and start typing 'I'm so sorry for what I did a couple days ago, I didn't mean too come at you like that, I just miss you so much and whiteout you I'm not myself, can we please meet up?' I re-read it three times before deleting the whole thing and decided on calling her, I watch my phone as it rings, then hear the voice mail

"fuck" I whisper to myself

I sit and think on what to do now, I got my phone and a hoodie, I decided on going to elenas store, I'm sure she's there, as I unlock my room I see kairi and Alejandro

"Woah where you going that your in such a rush" Alejandro asked

"I'm going out" I said

"Holy shit what the fuck happened too your room" kairi said as his eyes explored my room

"Nothing" I say with no emotion

"Where you crying ?" Alejandro said causing kairi to look at my eyes

"What's up with you" kairi asked

"Nothing is fucking wrong so don't even think about asking again!" I snap

"It doesn't look like nothing!" Alejandro shouts back at me

"It's Elena ok that's it" I say as I lower my voice

"You? Are fucked up? Over a girl?" Alejandro furrowed his eyebrows

"Yes ok now shut the hell up" I groan

"Im guessing you were going to go see elena right ?" Kairi said

"Yeah" I quietly said

"Why though, I thought you were mad at her" Alejandro said

"Well not anymore, the only thing i feel now is guilt" I said

"What did you do now" kairi asked

"The day after you guys were here I went to the corner store and I shouted at her and told her all these fucked up things and she told me to leave" i said

"What did you expect? For her to fall in your arms" Alejandro said

"No- you know what, just mind your business" I said