Letters To Him ||? JK ff

( guys this letter is written in the moment that Yui was actually experiencing the day . I can say that this letter is just her thoughts cuz she couldn't have time to write it after , this will be explained later . Thank you )

To Jungkook

this is the last letter i will write to you . Guess what day is this ,.....?

1 July 2020

My birthday

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1july 2019

Taehyung: happy birthday to Yui .

Me: thanks Taehyung  . Do you know where Jungkook is ?

Taehyung: sorry he couldn't make it . I have a idea how about we go and take him with us at the cinema .

Me: yeah lets go then

I and him were talking while passing the streets to Jungkook's house .

I got a call . Oh it was JungKook . But how did he got my number .

Me: hello

Jungkook: i said we weren't friends after this i hope you don't hurt yourself fault your self i just had to do it . Im in pain a kind of pain that it cant be gone . Don't try to save me anymore .
Im sorry .

Me: ... Jungkook ya Jungkook

He hang up .

Me: Jungkook is going to........... just follow me . I think i know where he is .

Remember when i found Jungkook beat up many times . Well he was on the same building . I thought it was that the location .

Taehyung: you were right lets hurry up before anything happens

I couldn't breath from the running . As we arrived i saw Jungkook he looked awful .

Me: Jungkook come this way don't do anything crazy . I know your being bullied . Your hurt you fake smile everyday  . And you knew that i found out that's why you said that we were the same . So please let us help you .

Taehyung: don't leave me . No one can replace you Jungkook . Who can ? Your hurting us  . JungKook PLEASE DON'T GO JUNGKOOK

Taehyung cryed . I've never seen him in that condition . He was just in the floor now . His legs shakes and he couldn't stand in feet anymore.

JungKook: im sorry im sorry im hurting you . I just don't want to saty here anymore

Jungkook: Kim Yui happy birthday . Im sorry for ruining this . Please don't forget me .

He took a step backwards and then fall i saw a letter on the ground i picked up as i ran down

Me: no no no no Jungkook please . It shouldn't end like this .

Taehyung : just come back .

He was wiping with his shirt the tears but still they weren't stopping . I hugged Taehyung as we both cryed .

After that day we didn't talk to eachother . I didn't told him about the letter .

Jungkook where are you??

1 July  2020

I met Taehyung taking the letter with me . We were in the same place Jungkook died .

Taehyung: today Jungkook is been a year without you  but why does it feel like a hole life

Me: im 17 now . Were the same age . Aright i thought that we would be friends in the end but i was just lying at myself

Me: Taehyung ah this is a letter Jungkook left . I wanted to show you today

Taehyung: you kept tis the whole time .

Me: we didn't talk to eachother how would i gave it to you ?

He opened and stared to read the beautiful head writing from his friend . This lost friend....

Dear Yui dear Taehyung

Im dead now . You tried to save me don't think that you didn't . Im sorry for going . I just couldn't resist in this hell . It was fun to have a good friend and a girl beside me . We spent our childhood together i was and still glad to have you there for me . Even if i didn't say anything.  J didn't want to hurt you

Yui I've seen you a lot of times . Maybe i really hurted you the day i said we weren't friends i just didn't want to hurt you more . You always looked after me with Taehyung .

I have only one wish . Don't forget me . Please remember me  im afraid of being left alone  even now . I really will miss you . 

Live don't do the same thing like me . Taehyung tell Yui you like her and Yui please stay there for him .

Your friend Jeon Jungkook

Goodbye

Me: Taehyung are you having second thoughts like me ?

Taehyung: why you didn't read all the letter ?

Me: only the start i didn't have courage . But what do you think?

Taehyung : i think that i really like you

Me: no i didn't ....

Taehyung : i know you liked Jungkook . I know you and me . Were both hurt and bad so i will wait . Untill we get better .

Me: let's write Jungkook letters again . Lets keep him alive in our hearts .

Taehyung: JUNGKOOK WE WON'T FORGET YOU EVER

Me: I LOVE YOU JUNGKOOK . I LOVED TO SEE YOU , YOU MADE ME HAPPY . I SMILED .

Taehyung:I LOVE YOU TOO MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND . LET'S PLAY ANOTHER TIME HIDE AND SEEK . I WILL BE WAITING YOU HERE

Me & Taehyung: LET'S MEET IN OUR NEXT LIFES AND THEN PLEASE STAY LONGER WITH US

We called you so many times . I think you heard us . I think you will always be there with us .

Jungkook let's meet at the old tree like before

I love you
We love you

Our dear friend Jeon Jungkook

The end

But our life still continues on
Story's never end
Cause every end has a start
That's life

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