Uneducated Submission

***NEVEAH'S  P.O.V***

I huffed as I closed the last of my suitcases. Running my hands through my hair I stared at the now half empty dorm room. It all felt so surreal, I still couldn't fathom it; Royalty was pregnant and in hospital for the next month and I wouldn't even be able to be with her because I had more pressing issues to deal with.

I sighed grabbing my suitcases and heading to my car after locking up the dorm. I had no idea if Jax would even still come with me to see our babygirl. I couldn't blame if he didn't, because if our positions were reversed and he told me what I told him, I'd have probably punched him.

Throwing my suitcase into the car i hit my head against the driver's wheel. I needed to get Jaxon out of my head, after all it wasn't the first time he abandoned me or his child.

Checking the time I realize I have some time to kill before I have to get to the airport so I decide to visit Royalty at the hospital for a bit.

On the way there I try to process everything that's been happening lately. It seemed as though we can't catch a break. The more I thought about it, even though I didn't want to admit it, most of this drama was because of Laila.

It made me wonder if she could have hurt Royalty.

Afterall, she was the last person with her and if someone did attack Royalty, wouldn't she at least remember who she was hooking up with?

I groaned in frustration. I loved Laila, but our relationship was putting a strain on my other relationships and friendships.

Especially Jax's.

I shook my head before parking my car and entering the hospital. For right now I'd just go check up on Royalty; my problems could be dealt with later.

Heading to Royalty's room I stopped for a coffee when something, or more someone caught my eye.

It was a small glimpse but I could have sworn I saw Laila walk past me just now.

Quickly retrieving my coffee, I decide to follow the person, in case it was her,but why would it be?

Wasn't she supposed to be across the border?

Wading my way through the sea of other visitors, doctors and nurses I tried to keep her in my line of sight when she suddenly stopped and turned around.

My heart fell as I realised it wasn't her. Why did I even want it to be her so bad, if it was maybe she had just got back and wanted to visit Royalty. Heading back to Royalty's room I knew deep down the real reason I thought I saw her but I just couldn't bring myself to admit that.
 
She wouldn't physically hurt Royalty, she couldn't, could she?

Nonetheless, why would she go that far to put Royalty in the hospital? Over some petty drama that we moved on from?

Or at least that I hoped she moved on from.

Shaking my head I plaster a smile on my face before entering Royalty's room.

"Hey love", I greet her.

She turns around and looks at me from under her sheets,her face lighting up.

"Omg did you bring me coffee?, I swear they won't let me have any here just some watered down shitty tea", she rambles grabbing the cup from my hand and gulping it down.

I laugh, "Nice to see you too"

She grins at me still drinking.

"So how's life been so far here?", I ask sitting next to her on the bed.

She puts down the cup and lays her head on me;I brush her hair back.

"Besides the totally nasty food it's been pretty boring"

"And the baby?, How've you been holding up?", I ask solemnly.

Her face falls and she looks away from me.

"I genuinely believe this baby's gonna kill me", she says with a small smile.

I internally facepalm and chuckle at her.

"But really, sometimes I get these pains out of nowhere, and they're so unbearable,  but the doctor said it's because of the attack that my pregnancy may be harder for me.",she says holding her stomach.

"And Zane? Have you guys spoken yet"

She scoffed. "I don't think he wants me to keep the baby, he says it's too dangerous for me to continue but I know he just doesn't want a kid right now and probably not with me either"

I glare at her, "Don't say that, Royalty yeah you guys have had your ups and downs but come on do you really think that? He loves you Royalty and he may not be responsive right now but the pregnancy is dangerous but I know he'd be happy if you kept it", I tell her holding her hand.

She smiles at me,tears in her eyes, "Why couldn't you have gotten me pregnant?"

I laugh,leaning my forehead against hers.

"I dont wanna go on this trip", I mumble softly.

She snaps her head to me and looks at me, confused.

"Why? I thought you were excited to go see Rosalie with Jax".

I sighed leaning back in the chair.

"I'm excited to go see my baby,just not with Jax. And it'd be pretty shitty of me to tell him he can't come. She's his kid too", I say running my hand down my face frustrated.

"Why? What happened?"

"I told him about Laila and I ",I trail off.

She purses her lips looking away from me.

"I'm sure you'll get through this.  It's just 1 month",she says nervously.

I chuckle.

"Yeah 1 month with a man I said i have no feelings for after sleeping with him".

She grimaced, "Well that certainly bruised his ego".

I shook my head with a small smile.

Leaning forward she grabbed my hand, "Cmon Veah, I know you. You're a bad bitch, you got this girl. If I can go through this pregnancy for a month without you then you can survive this too. I know it", she laughs.

I smile at her. I could always count on Royalty to be optimistic through anything.

Getting up I hug her and kiss her cheek.

"I'm gonna miss you bitch", she says.

I pout, "I know, me too. Just don't get too fat while I'm gone" I joke and she glares at me pointedly.

I laugh exiting her room and let out a huge exhale.

Now to go deal with my babydaddy issues.