Multifandom Imagines (Requests Open)

Jealousy| John Ambrose

"hey Lucas" you smiled as you leaned against the counter, mimicking him.

"hey girl" he replies, turning his head to the side to face you. "what's up? How come you didn't join us?"

You knew what he was talking about, you smile lightly faded and you forced it upon yourself, in hopes that he wouldn't have noticed. But you were wrong. "I guess I just..didn't wanna intrude" you whisper so only he would hear. Though the music in the background made it slightly difficult.

Lucas rolled his eyes, "didn't wanna intrude, seriously?"

You stayed quite, "okay, spill" he says firmly, making you turn your head to face him. About to question, you knew if you could tell anyone about your problem, it was Lucas.

Letting out a breathe you didn't realize you were holding, you start talking, "I like John"

Lucas raises an eyebrow, "John?" he questions.

"John Ambrose McClaren" you finished.

Lucas chokes on the ice cream sandwich he was eating. "you like McClaren" he gasps dramatically.

It was your turn to roll your eyes. "yes I like him. I always did since middle school."

"Does Lara Jean know?"

"no, I never told her." You start playing with your hands, unable to continue the conversation.

"why not, if you liked him since middle scho-"

"I didn't want to ruin our friendship. She and Gen broke off cause of a boy and I didn't want the same thing to happen to us, so I never told her."

"And you think she won't find out"

You completely ignore his statement and continue rambling, "you know, sometimes when it's just me and him, he makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl he knows. And then when Lara comes along, it's like he forgot I even existed. I don't want to hate her, I really don't but he makes it so difficult every time I see him with her. I wish he talked to me the way he talks to her. I wish he would see me the way I see him."

You place your head on the counter in defeat. You feel Lucas hand on your shoulder, rubbing it in comfort. "I'm sorry, I really don't know what to tell you. All I know is, you've got to tell Lara the truth. Before she finds out another way"

You nod your head, knowing he was right. "too late" you hear a faint whisper, causing both you and Lucas to turn around. You see Lara standing there, shook. She turns her heal, jogging her way to the door.

"Lara please just listen to me" you shout, following her track.

"Listen to what, how you lied to me. All these years you lied to me." Lara tried to turn back but you didn't let her, "I didn't want to lose you. Especially not over a boy. He wasn't as nearly as important to me then our friendship"

You notice Lara let out a tear with your words. "You know I would've never been angry, I wouldn't have ever let our friendship go over a reason like that."

You nodded your head, feeling ashamed you lied to your friend all these years. "do you still like him?" she asks, to which you simply nod your head. "do you?" you ask.

The question causes her to look up at you instantly. "no, of course not. I love Peter"

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"Whose ever idea it was to invite everyone to dig up the time capsule, is-" your voice trailed off as Lara gave you a death glare, to which you immediately changed your answer, "is a genius, I mean everyone back after years right?"