Multifandom Imagines (Requests Open)

Jealousy| John Ambrose

"I have to agree, get idea Lara Jean" John comments, smiling at her.

You frowned as your gaze fell on Peter also carried the same jealous expression as you. Not even two minutes later, everyone including Gen had shown up. You all were now sitting in the treehouse, in a circle, opening the time capsule. One by one, everyone started collecting their items they put in the capsule. Chris finally took out a little black book and your eyes turned to horror as you jogged to grab it. Placing your head in your hands, you cringed at your younger self. "what is it?" Lara questioned.

"it's a little book of poems I used to write"

Everyone laughed as you started reading some in your head, "that's really cute" John says.

You smile, blushing at his words. You lift your gaze up and your heart shatters, realizing he wasn't talking to you but Lara. Guess you were too lost in your book that you didn't hear the conversation that was talking place. Unable to top the tears that built up in your eyes, you decided that was your cue to leave.

Quickly wiping your eyes before anyone noticed, which failed because Gen had her eyes focused on you. You stood up, grabbing your belongings and quickly making your way down.

"y/n, where're you going?" John asks as you started making your way down the stairs.

"leaving" you reply quietly, as you hear a few other people agreeing with you, stating it was their time to leave as well.

You started speed walking to your car, mentally noting that Lara could go with Peter and you really couldn't stay another minute with John in the same room. The tears that you had wiped off started coming back, and all you could do was continue to wipe them off.

"y/n wait, just stop" John cries behind you. The voice only caused your feet to stride faster.

Just a few steps away from your car, you were stopped by a gentle touch on your wrist. Knowing who it was, you didn't want to turn around or let him see you cry. Wiping the tears with your other hand, you turned around aggressively, which seemed to surprise him. Probably because you have never been that aggressive with anyone, especially not towards him.

But the anger and hurt that you felt all these weeks, just started building up and today was your breaking point. "are you okay?" he asks with hesitation in his voice, trying to gather the right words.

"no John, I'm not okay. And right now I just need you to leave me alone" You had never meant to shout but him constantly trying to get you to talk was getting on your nerves.

"I don't understand what the problem is. I mean did I do something wrong, cause everything was fine a few minutes ago."

You cursed in your head at how oblivious he is. Why can't he see the undeniable feeling of jealousy you have right now.

"yes, its you, okay. You're the problem, you've always been the problem. And I try so hard to ignore it but you make it so goddamn difficult. Just leave me alone" and with that, you hop in your car, driving off. Leaving John just standing there, incredibly confused.

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The next day, you were supposed to volunteer at Belleview and as much as you didn't want to go, especially since Lara wasn't coming today. You forced yourself to go. You were in the basement, clearing up the last junk you had found. It was peaceful but was blessed by the beautiful sound of a piano. Signing loudly, you knew who was playing it.

A few moments of war just inside your head, whether or not you should go there, you decided you had to.

Making your way quietly towards the sound, you stood behind him, his back was facing you as he sat on the stool, his fingers carefully falling on the keys perfectly. You just stood there and admired him when he seemed to acknowledge your presence, his fingers continued to play as he spoke his next words, "you have quiet the ability to remain sneakily silent"