Pleasure within the Shadows

I awake in my bed and listen for sounds.Im starting to feel a bit sick,my head aches and my stomach hurts ,probably because I didn't eat  I sit and wonder how I got here the last thing I remember was using the restroom .I rub the sleep from my eyes and when I open them I notice a human shadow like figure sitting in the emerald green and gold colored chair in the corner.I stare in shock and disbelief and it finally noticed I was staring because it opened it's mouth as if to talk but then disappeared into thin air .I quickly get up go to the kitchen grab a glass ,some wine ,and slump into one of my beautiful dining chairs.I turn Cheers on the tv and watch in a painful silence.My cat was nowhere to be found and I was all alone in the big house wishing just a little that thing would go away but at the same time I wanted to make it come back.After a full glass or two (or four)I walk unstable to the door that leads to the garden I sit on the floor and  take turns staring from the wall to the ceiling .I hear a voice in my left ear as the smell of cologne comes back but only faintly this time it asks me how far would I go.