broken home||c.h.

December 2016

*The final show of the tour.*

Molly's P.O.V

Ok, I have mixed feelings about this.

It's our last show, and I'm excited to be able to like be done with it, but then at the same time, I'm sad cause I've had a ton of fun with going to different places almost every day and being able to hang around with the guys and goof off.

I will miss the feeling of performing. Every crowd has been amazing, but the one that sticks out the most is the one in Madison Square on the first night.

That arena is basically my dream arena to perform at, and there I was. Although the second night was a bit rocky, Madison Square Garden will hold a special place in my heart.

So our last show is in LA. Who know that would work out so well. The last show is in LA, and I'm soon moving into my condo. It's like the timing was right.

Today we got up extra early so that we can get our stuff from the bus since this will be the last time.

Since last night was our last night on the bus, the guys and I had a karaoke night. We played a ton of songs and just sang along to the lyrics on the screen. Then when everyone went decided to go to the bunks, Cal and I decided to spend our last night in the back room. All we did was chill and talked about all the stuff that happened on tour, and it was like any other night in the back room.

I just can't believe 8 months went like that. Like it's insane to think that we started touring a quarter into the year, and here we are at the near end of the year about to play the last show.

I'm going to miss the backroom chats we'd have. Along with the morning chats we'd have in the hotels.

At the same time, it's been over 7 months since Cal and I became official. 7 months, like where did the time go?

Anywho, I headed into my last soundcheck. Once again, mixed feelings. I mean, since that live about needed songwriting lessons, I actually got some. Cal helped me write one, and then I'm planning on getting that recorded as soon as I head into the studio.

One thing I learned about writing is that I was told to write from the heart.

That could be an advantage for me because I can write my songs about the year I went through. There was a ton of stages I went through, and with those songs, I could be able to put my first EP in a few months.

God, I'm excited.

*After soundcheck*

Alright, so. Soundcheck went alright. It was a bittersweet moment, but it was fun while it lasted.

Now I'm watching the guys do their last soundcheck. I felt like being on the stage again since it'll be the last time I'm on any sort of stage for a long while.

They weren't even playing their stuff. They're just fooling around, which is funny because watching them fool around is a whole other level. They were literally learning the NSYNC's 'Bye. Bye, Bye' choreo to kill time. So I decided to chime in.

"Alright. Are y'all going to continue soundcheck, or should we start getting ready for meet and greets?" I say.

The reason I say this is because I have a teeny tiny surprise for Ash.

So, remember when he told me who he was talking to?

Sooooo, I ended up finding her, and since he said she's in LA, I made it so that the two of them can meet.

Here's the craziest thing in the world.....she doesn't even know Ash is the drummer of the band.

How crazy is that? They've been talking for 7-8 months and she never picked up the fact he's in 5SOS.