In Love with a Assassin // L.F

⚠️⚠️WARNING TALKING ABOUT SUICIDE AND CUTTING IF TRIGGERS PLEASE SKIP IT WILL BE VERY DETAILED... I WILL PUT A 🌸 EMOJI ONCE THE DETAILED SCENCE IS OVER BUT IF HOSPITAL TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DONT READ AFTER THAT. ⚠️⚠️

I locked myself in my house making sure Hyunjin, Jisung, and Jeongin wouldn't come in. I went into the bathroom to find a razor. I took a minute for me to think about what I was about to do, but its what's best for everyone. I just was a stump in everyone's life no one needed me.

I took the razor blade and figured a way to take the blade out. I took it and cut it into my skin as far as I could.  I found some random pills and took a handful of the pills and forced them down my throat. Next thing I know it was black.

Minho POV

I found myself running and following Felix back to his house. I was trying to catch up with him. He locked his door. I didn't want to disturb him but what I said really hurt him.

I knocked on his door and knocked again. I knocked on his door about 20 times and no one answers. I saw there was a window slightly opened so I decided to jump in. Felix had clearly been home his bookbag was on the floor by the front door. I heard something that sounded like it fell onto the floor in the bathroom.

When I ran into the bathroom there Felix was laying on the floor. His wrist was bleeding he had cut wounds all on them.

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I picked up his limp body I tried to find keys to the car that was in his driveway. I finally found them and carefully put him in the car. I zoomed all the way to the hospital.

"HELP HELP" A doctor rushed over to me. I explained to them what had happened and they rushed him into a room and did the best they could help.

3 hours later

"Lee Minho" I ran to the doctor. "He's in a stable condition if you would've been 15 minutes later he would've died. Are you his guardian" That question made me panic, yes I'm 18 but his parents left and I never was his guardian. "Yes, I'm watching over him till he turns 18 his parents left him not to long ago". The doctor asked for my ID so I showed it to him. He let me in the room and I was the only one allowed to go in at the time.

30 minutes later they brought all his stuff in and his phone happened to be in there. He had missed calls from Hyunjin, Han, and Jeongin. I called Han first.

Han: Hey Felix you okay, your on speaker Jeongin and hyunjin are here

M: Um hey it's Minho

HJ: WHAT THE HELL MINHO

J: What happened to Felix

M: Well he tried um

Han: I know what you mean what hospital

M: In the only one allowed in the room since I found him, I also told them I was the guardian or watching over him something like that.

J: YOU DID WHAT

Han: dear lord

HJ: Were still coming we will be there in 15 minutes

Han: hospital?

M: the 4419 one

Han: okay see you there bye.

Once they hung up I was caught in my thoughts. Was it what I said. It was probably because I bullied him. I mean I liked Felix forever now but I mean how can I tell him when Chan wants to bully him.

I sit next to his bed on his arm that is showing I see old scars on his arm. I couldn't hold it in anymore and started crying. It was all my fault for his pain. I never wanted it to go this far.

Felix POV

When I woke up it definitely wasn't what I was excepting. I wasn't even excepting to wake up but I did and Minho was crying. His arm was wrapped tight around my body-hugging me. His head was buried into the nape of my neck. Wet tears were falling down his face onto my body. It was all too strange so I thought it was best I pretended to sleep.

"Felix I am beyond sorry for the bullying. Chan, Changbin, Seungmin, and I don't want to bully you or any of your friends. Once word got out to us that Jeongin liked Chan and Chan admitted to liking him back it was our only choice to push you guys away. What we all do you guys cant get close to us you just can't. We are dangerous and our boss would do horrible things to you guys. I never wanted to push it this far. I'm so sorry I don't hate you or I don't wish you werent here I'm sorry" more tears spilled down his face.

It was silent for what felt like 5 minutes I was about to stop pretending till he started talking again. "Sorry for saying I'm watching you till your 18 too" that's when my eyes shot open. "Wait what" trying to make my voice as much as it sounded like I just woke up. "What did you hear" by his voice, it was clear he was scared. "Only that you said you watching me" I was obviously lying but he couldn't tell.

The next few minutes were awkward. The doctors walk in and break the silence. "Felix we will be doing checks on you for the next 2 months and get therapy or we can send you to a mental hospital but that is up to Minho because he is the one watching you but Minho if you choose the next 2 months we need you to come in for paperwork to become his legal guardian unless you know someone else" my eyes go all the way open at the doctors new. "If I do not reach requirements then I have someone else in mind" his face was uneasy. "Felix you need to be here for one more day, Minho saved you, you would've died" the doctor smiled and left the room.

"You can choose" Minho voice was quiet and shaky. "why the hell did you save me you didn't fucking want me here in the first place" I was pissed furious all the words that describe mad put together. "I'm sorry" I knew he was but everything made me so mad. I didn't want to go to a mental hospital or to stay with him. I had to decide but staying with Minho was better than a mental hospital.

"I'll stay with you" his face lighting up a tad bit. "Ok bu-" that when the loud house comes running in. "FELIX AHHH ARE YOU OKAY" all of them loud and clinging to me. "Shut the fuck up and be quite my head hurts" I groaned and they all apologized to me. "I'm just going to go," Minho said about to slip out of the room. "Hell to the no your staying here loverboy" Han said grabbing his arm.

Minho and I looked at each other. Minho's eyes went to Han who was smirking and mine went to jeongin and hyunjin. I lipped 'loverboy' to both of them and they just shrugged. They asked if I could explain what happened so I did.

Once I finished, everyone was on the verge of tears but Minho was crying. "Dick" Jeongin whispered under his breathe."I mean yes he is a dick and a douche" han started, "he's also a jerk, stupid, mean, asshole, dickhead, and more" hyunjin finishing han sentence. Minho didn't even budge or move if it was usual he would've probably ended up beating their ass. "Yes he might be all those things but he saved my life," I said leaving the 3 knuckleheads agreeing.

"Hey Felix are you okay," Chan said walking in with changbin and seungmin.

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I'm so sorry to write such a sad chapter if it's not accurate or bad i'm sorry also I had trouble writing it. I'm so sorry if it triggered anything