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I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired of being sick.

It never stops. The pain in my body never goes away. I've been worse than usual because now that I don't have a thyroid, I have hypothyroidism. It's making my pain and fatigue worse along with slowing my metabolism down to a crawl which is making my body struggle to function. I've been having fainting spells which further points to my thyroid, or rather my lack of one, being screwed up.

I've been taking my thyroid medication and I get it takes time to get the dosage right in order to correct your hormone levels, but fuck me I'm over it.

I'm over my thyroid issues. I'm over being exhausted all the time from Chronic Fatigue. I'm over being in constant pain from Fibromyalgia. Most of all though, I'm so fucking frustrated knowing that even when I fix my thyroid issues, I'll still feel like shit because the pain and fatigue are never going to go away because I'm chronically ill.

It's just one of those days where I just want to give up. I have no other option but to push through, but I really don't want to. I will, but I wish I didn't have to.

I don't know anymore. I'm honestly beside myself. I don't know. I just don't know what to do.

Ignore me, I'm just being a whiny bitch. Excuse my rambling.