Your love is worth it transformers LS (Book 2)

Ella's POV
I looked around, letting my eyes adjust. I could tell I was in someone's arms. I looked up and I saw ironhide. I smiled. Baby! My baby. My soulmate. He cupped my cheek with his big hand. "Ell?", He said. I looked into his eyes, they were so blue, I love them. I gazed up at him with love in my eyes. I cupped his cheeks in my hands. "I love you. I love you. So much, so much baby", I said. I pressed our foreheads together. I smiled. He leaned down and kissed me softly. But it was filled with love and passion. I smiled in the kiss. I've waited too damn long for him to kiss me. I mean I've been days without kissing him or the others. I cupped the back of his head. Running my fingers through his hair. After a few minutes, we pulled back. "Hi", I said breathless. He smiled at me lovingly. I loved that smile.

"I love you, you scared the shit out of me Ella, I thought I lost you. It scared me so much, I can't live without you. My sweetspark. I'd die without you", He said softly hugging me. I giggled in his arms. "I did promise you I wouldn't leave you, remember? I promised you, I never tend to break it if it's in my power. I love you guys more then my own life and the universe combined. And that's saying a lot, ha, but no matter what, I love you. You guys are you soulmates", I said smiling lovingly at him. He smiled back at me lovingly. "And you are my beautiful sparkmate, I never want to lose you again", Ironhide said leaning our foreheads together. "And I'll never will, my promise is forever, just as long as you keep your end of the bargain, that goes for all of you", I said smiling. He smiled at me, the smile I loved more then anything. "I'll always keep my promise", He said. After a minute of being in his arms I remembered, I had other soulmates. I pulled away from him, god it hurts. I am so going on vacation after this. I groaned getting up. But soon I was face to face with my puppy faced soulmate. My jazz man. I smiled. And before I knew it, I was pulled into a bear hug by him. He held me so tightly. But I could understand why. I almost died, or well I think I did for like a couple minutes. But that doesn't matter now. I'm alive. I heard him sniffle. Awww baby. Don't cry or your going to make me cry. I cupped him from behind the head. Running my hand through his short hair. "It's okay, I'm here, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, I promised you didn't I?", I said with a smile on my lips. He sniffled again. "I thought I lost you, I thought I would never see you again, you scared the living hell out of me baby. I thought I would never be able to hold you like this again. Don't ever do that again, please, I won't be able to take it", he said. I could hear his voice cracking with every word. I knew he was about to cry and so was I. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. He let one go. So I did I. He cupped my cheek. "My beautiful sparkmate", he whispered before placing his lips on mine. I smiled in the kiss, I placed a hand on his cheek. I leaned more into the kiss. He held me closer to him. I wrapped my other arm around him. And a few minutes later we pulled from the kiss. I smiled at him with love in my eyes. I love him so much. "I love you jazzy", I said softly. He smiled at me before kissing my forehead. "And I love you baby girl", he said softly. I smiled and placed a hand on his chest. Feeling his spark thump against his chest. He smiled again and pressed his hand onto mine. "It belongs to you baby girl, it beats for you", he said. I smiled lovingly at him. "And mine beats for you", I said with my teeth filled smile. I turned around to be face to face with ratchet. I smiled.

"Ratch", I said softly. He walked over to me and engulfed me into a hug. I placed my head on his chest. Listening to his spark thump against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me. I wrapped my arms around his back. He held me tightly. "You have no idea how scared I was, thinking I lost you and I couldn't do a thing about it, I failed you, I wanted to do something, but I had no idea how, I didn't know what to do, all I could do was stand there, I didn't know what to do, I'm so so sorry sweetspark, believe me I wanted to do something, but I didn't know what to do, all I could do was watch as you.........you............you.............", he couldn't finish his sentence. I looked up and leaned my chin on his chest. I gave him a stern look.

"You did not fail me, I knew what I was doing, it was on me, not you, what happened was my fault. I was the reason why were all in this mess and I thought I could make things again, none of this is your fault. I love you ratchet and nothing is going to change that, even when the day my heart stops beating, I will still love you, nothing is ever going to change that, nothing and no one. I promise you", I said. He looked like he was about to say something. But I just put a finger to his lips. "Nope, I already made up my mind, so just shut up and kiss me", I said smiling. He smiled lovingly at me. "Yes ma'am", he said. Then he placed his lips on mine. I hmm'd into the kiss before smiling. I cupped his cheek. He cupped the back of my head. I closed my eyes. Savoring the kiss. His lips were warm and soft like they always are. We slowly pulled back. My eyes still closed. "Have mercy", he whispered. I giggled and opened my eyes. "You totally stole that from full house", I said giggling. He chuckled. He kissed my forehead. "I missed you honey", he whispered to me. Awww. "I missed you too baby", I said kissing his cheek. I looked down at the ground. My eyes widened, the matrix.

I grabbed the matrix, which was still in the dust form. I started to walk towards Optimus. I had my A game back on. I was so doing this. My legs were still felt like jelly. But nothing was going to stop me from doing this. "Ella?", Sam said shocked, he was shocked that I was even up at all. With the way I just came back from the fucking dead. But I ignored him, I needed to get to Optimus. I needed him back. And nothing was going to stop me from getting him back. And no one was going to stop me. I gripped the tarp and tore it off him. he laid there not moving at all. I crawled on top of him. I crawled towards his chest and spark. I saw his optics. They were still grey. Which meant there was no life in them. A tear rolled down my cheek. Ima going to bring him back. "I'll bring you back baby, I promise. I'll make things right again", I said. My voice cracking with every word. I took the sock and poured the dust into my hands and watched as it magically absorbed into my hands. My eyes widened. Holy shit that was freaking amazing! I could feel the hum of the power in my veins. It felt really weird. But really cool. I looked back down at Optimus. Another tear rolled down my cheek. "I'll bring you back, I promise, I'm not going to let you break your promise to me. You promised me Optimus and your freaking keeping it", I said as more tears rolled down my cheeks. I pressed my palms to his cold metal chest. I could feel the power rushing through my hands to his chest. I could feel a hum as it transferred from me to him. I'll make things right again. I promise.