Broken

Discoveries

"No joke Nathan I seriously thought that was a man." I was beyond embarrassed when I was trying to get past a teacher. Instead of saying excuse me Ma'm I said excuse me sir. In my defense she looked a lot like a man.

"Guys don't have boobs-"

"Hell yeah they do their called man boobs," I inquired. He let out a chuckle and shook his head at me.

"What are you doing later?" He questioned. I had to think about it cause I remember I had something to do today.

"Oh! I just remembered me and Greg are studying at the library."

He gave me a funny look and smiled.

"Your smiling wide you know that?" He blurted out smirking. Shit am i?!?

"You like him?" I was silent and tried to prevent another smile from breaking out. Do I like greg- of course you do stupid!

"Yes," I sighed feeling my cheeks heating up.

"You guys should date it's obvious you two like-"

"Are you insane? I'm dating you and people will start talking?!?" I can't belive he just suggested that. Won't people start talking again and then drama starts. I hate drama now since I do care now.

"Look you really like him and whether you do something good someone will always try to say something to bring you down. Don't let someone's judgement stopping you from being happy." He had a point. I can't believe we became such close friends.  I'm glad he helped me realize just how much I matter. 

"That's true but then I guess we'll have to break up," I joked making him pout.

"Like that baby... it hurts but I guess a Farwell-"

For some reason I felt the instinct to atleast give him a Farwell kiss. He kissed me in response which left me surprised. We broke away and it was just a kiss. I didn't think too much about it and quiet frankly it felt more like a friendly kiss. Is that even possible? I'm terrible at describing but it's what I was able to come up with. Someone cleared their throat catching my attention. My mouth fell open seeing greg stand there looking emotionless. Usually he's smiling or atleast giving a facial expression bit right now it's just blank.

"Hey greg," I greeted him untangling my arms that were wrapped around nathan. I guess this isn't helping me much since I like greg.

"Sorry for interrupting I just wanted to tell you Mayra I won't be able to make it today," he stated bluntly. He started walking away and I ran after him. Why is he canceling. It's not like him.

"Greg wait why are you-"

"Mayra I can't do this. Your dating Nathan and we tend to flirt a lot. Don't you feel guilty since here you are kissing him and then almost kissing me yesterday?!?" He asked outraged.

"Greg it's not what it seems like that was a Farwell kiss. We just broke up," I blurted up. His shoulder relaxed and realization hit him.

"Oh... I'm sorry-"

"You don't have to be. Nathan understood that i really just want to be with you. He actually pushed me toward you because he wants me to be happy. That can't happen unless I'm with you."

Who would of known I would fall hard for my tutor. Yeah he's a football player but he's pretty nerdy but I don't care.

"Woah. Didn't expect that to be honest. It's quite nice to know that person your going crazy over is going crazy over you. How about we go out to dinner today? I'll stop by your house. "