Alpha's Troubled Love (BTS Jimin FF)

Namjoon eye's trail over to Yn as Jimin read what was written in the book. Though he was listening to Jimin, his main focus was on Yn as he saw a change in her vitals on the machine. And just when he was about to tell Jin, fearful if this was another indication of an attack, he spotted the movement of her fingers in his peripheral sight. Her fingers curled lightly before they balled into a fist, grasping at the covers under her before relaxing again. And though Namjoon was no doctor he knew this was a sign of her slowly awakening.

In the past few days she had made no movements or showed any signs of being alive, so when he saw this small movement and a tear slide down her cheek, he couldn't help but turn back to the group happily, even if the tear was off putting. 

As his sights landed on the group, he quickly noticed that he was the only one who had seen a change in her, as the others continued to talk about something. And now only tuning into the conversation, he could tell the discussion was taking a turn for the worse as the atmosphere became gloom. So even though he was busting in happiness, he held back what he was about to say in the hopes of not making things worse. After all, he had only seen her move once, which necessarily didn't mean she was going to awaken. He didn't want to give false hope to the others who were ready to kill for her to awaken.

But as he watched Yn move again, her eyelids tightening as though becoming conscious of the light, he could not hold himself back. Taking the chance Hoseok gave him, interrupting him on his pep talk, he glanced over to Yn before saying: "Well I think we can ask her soon because she's moving." And almost immediately everyone shot over to the bed, eye's wide and sighs of relief being released as they watched her move slightly. Everyone stood readily, almost like they were about to watch a monumental moment as no one blinked, eyes not moving an inch away from her body in hopes of not missing her awakening.

"You guys..." Jin sighed exhaustively, "I get your excited, but you're all acting really creepy. Either stop crowding her or I'll have to kick you out of the room." He warned seriously, giving everyone a stern look. As much as he understood the excitement of seeing Yn finally waking up after the state that she was found in, he also couldn't help but pity her as they all looked at her with passion. The poor girl was probably going to be burnt to death by their gazes alone, Jin thought as he watched everyone involuntarily move back. The only one who stayed close to YN was Jimin, who was still sat on the chair next to her bed, hand around hers. Jin watched as his fingers caressed her hand, shakily picking it up to his lips as he watched a tear glide down her cheek.

"She's crying." Jimin whispers, eye's zoning in to the glistening of the tear which was taunting and punishing him despite having no power to physically do so. But nonetheless, his heart still tightened at his gut feeling telling him he was the reason for her tears again. And though he knew he had to and was going to make it up to her, no matter how long it took, he couldn't stomach the idea of Yn not possibly of giving him a second chance. It was something that kept haunting him ever since he saw her bloody body on the floor, and the reality set in that she wasn't able to stay with him forever. There was only so much time until they could be separated for eternity. And the thought scared him.

He looks at Jin, eye conveying the message he wanted to ask, as his hand hovered over the slow moving drop of salty liquid, almost mocking him  with it's speed. And as he see's the small nod from Jin, telling him it was okay to wipe it away and no harm would come to her if he did so, his fingers gently danced over her cheeks removing the foreign being on her skin. But as he moved his finger away, eye's prepared to see the dry patch of her cheek, he was met by another tear that took the place of the previous. And as he went to wipe that one, another took its place. And then another. And another. And it wasn't long before tears were trickling down her face at an alarming rate.

"Jin Hyung, what's happening?" Jimin cried out, his hand shaking as he tried to wipe the tears that wouldn't stop falling. He panicked thinking he did something again unknowingly slimming the chances of ever being accepting again. And it didn't help that the machines blared in alarm again behind him, random numbers flashing in red and white depending at which he looked at. He watched the squiggly lines scribble on the black board, the amplitude of the wave shooting for the stars.

"Move out of the way." Jin called, moving the frozen Yoongi out of his way, rushing to the machines to see what was happening. Unlike last time she wasn't flat lining. Instead her heartbeat was going at much higher rate that was normal. "At this rate, she going to have a heart attack." Jin whispered to himself, but the whole crew heard it loud and clear and were instantly panicking. "What? Is there a way to stop it!?" Taehyung question hand frantically moving in worry, not knowing what to do. 

But Jin didn't answer him as he ran to the cupboard, punching in the code as he pulled open the door, sorting through trays. He pulled out arrays of needles and bottles with labels covered in black writing all reading 'anti-arrhythmic medicines', before scurrying back to Yn's side. He tipped the bottle head, using the extremely thing needle to draw up the medicine up to peak, before reaching for Yn's arm and preparing it for the invasion. But as he brought the needle to her arm, tip yet to pierce the first barrier of her boy, a scream shot through the air as YN's body flung upright- her eyes shooting open. 

"Yn!" Everyone shouted, Jimin quickly gabbing onto her arm, holding her upright as she took large gulps of breaths. Her hands travelled to her heart before travelling to her stomach, as she grasp at it in pain. But the pain was physical pain. No it was the emotional pain that still ghosted her. "Jaemin..." She whispered quietly, her eyes lifting up to the group scanning everyone who was eye wide and confused as the next. "I met Jaemin..And everyone else." She simply said as her eyes rolled back, body going limp once again. 

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Hey! I'm back!

I was feeling really under the weather thus the reason for my absence. I'm not 100% but better to the point I can write (clearly) so updates will continue as normal. But my college is starting on Tuesday so updates are going to be at random times instead of similar times like the previous week, but it will be daily.

Anyway this is coming to the end soon. Hopefully by next Sunday (20th) by the latest, it'll be complete.