you saved me but you didn't want me
?? TW ?? suicide, ptsd
! lower case intended !
! short story !
! sad ending !
! 3/7 of the one sided series !
shskdhdjdbd this book is longer than i expected ? so it's a book not a short story but a short story...
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i got up and stared at the black tv in front of me. i drank all my worries away again last night and i'm back to where i started.
i called yoongi multiple times but he never answered one of them.
not even a text back.
i got up and put a sweater on and went on over to his apartment.
me being me remembered his code and put it in.
938 740 373 916
i opened his door and found him sitting at the piano.
"yoongi, can i really explain?"
"how the hell did you get in? and no i told you multiple times no and still your not listening."
"i can really explain this."
"by the looks of it you just drank more last night, i thought i would talk it out with you today but judging from how you look i won't."
"yoongi if you just let me explain-"
he pushed all the things off the piano and screamed.
"if you had something wrong that happened the other day hyomi i told you multiple times to come to ME but you went to drink instead,"
"i told you multiple times to come cry to me and i will help but no, you chose to drink once again even after all that happiness we had in those 9 months,"
"you still chose to fucking drink!"
"i'm really sorry yoongi didn't realize what i was doing i wasn't in the righ-"
"you weren't in the right mind? is that what you were going to say?"
"let's say it became a habit again but you never told me so one day i find out and you keep doing it would your lame ass excuse be you weren't in the right mind?"
"everyone says the same shit! don't ever try to contact me again, it may seem like i'm overreacting but if you were in my shoes you would react the same way if your friend you have been helping for the past 9 months decides to relapse."
he pushed my shoulder with his and slammed his door shut.
