At Your Service {REQUEST-SUBMISSION CLOSED}

Warning- This One-Shot is not meant for all age-groups, it contains extremely dubious-consent and other unacceptable patterns of behaviour.

17k+ Words, so brace-up and enjoy

He had a beautiful smile, you could admit that. At least in the ten seconds of meeting Kim Seokjin, the self-proclaimed Worldwide Handsome, that was all you could make out of him. When Taehyung, your cousin's boyfriend told you that he had some of his bandmates coming over for dinner at the apartment that you and your cousin shared, you had thought that it would be Jimin and Jungkook, Namjoon even. But when you opened the door to Jungkook and Jin, you were a bit surprised.
You knew them, but except for Taehyung, you knew the rest of BTS no better than how much the rest of the world knew them. Jungkook sported a nervous smile while Jin's plump lips managed to form such a sweet and endearing smile that even when he introduced himself as 'Worldwide Handsome Jin', you did not mind and you could not disagree. Jin's smile turned into a laugh followed a  series of chuckles from everyone else present in the room except you and that was when you realised that you had been staring at Jin and holding his hand that was extended for a handshake, a bit too long "It's alright I'm used to this you know." he said smugly- earning laughs from other, but you, on the other hand, were embarrassed to the point that you wanted mother Earth to open her arms and pull you in. With heated cheeks, you bumbled with your words, making you mentally curse and hiss at yourself- you were a lost hope after all. 

But it did not help the way your heart had fluttered when you looked at Jin laughing- the attraction was immediately there, you had some idea at least. And then throughout the dinner when he made ridiculous dad jokes, gave some downright friendly burns to both Taehyung and Jungkook and even let them bully him anyway, you were certain that you were attracted to Kim Seokjin, you knew it and you knew it well. But he was Kim Seokjin- The Kim Seokjin of BTS who received and rejected marriage proposals on his Vlive like fruitflies. He was way out of your league. So throughout the night, you mostly kept to yourself, you were already nervous about meeting Taehyung's friends and you were not very good at being in the spotlight. So it was just you listening to the guests talking, laughing along and helping spending time in the kitchen for preparing and serving the dinner. You hardly spoke with anyone and every time Jin would ask to try initiating a conversation with you, you felt your cheeks and ears heating you, your heart beating at such an incredible speed- it all felt rediculous, you were never attracted to a man so intensely, so soon and it made you feel all too vulnerable under Jin's mischievous gaze. He was handsome, he made people bend to their knees in front of him with his charm and beauty and he knew it. He was like the male equivalent of Aphrodite and he knew it.

So as he left the apartment with a wink and flying kiss on your way, leaving you wide-eyed and a blushing mess, you swore that you would not let yourself be carried away like that, you had been hurt so many times before and told in the past that how you did not deserve any good man- you were determined not to risk your fragile heart again. Kim Seokjin was husband material, sure, but he was way out of your league, he was too good for you and he would not even bat an eyelash before walking away from you once he was bored, or even better, he would never be interested in you in the first place. With such thoughts in mind, you strengthened your resolve to not let your heart be hurt again. Kim Seokjin deserved way better than you and could easily have any girl and you would not let even an ounce of expectation or imagination stay in your heart.