Why am I never enough??

after a while i get up going upstairs and i open the door and grab my blanket and pillow then i lean over kobe and grab my charger and air pods and he drags me on top of him

Y: let me go i really don't have time for this shit kobe
Kobe: i'm sorry y/n just lay with me
Y: no i'm going to go lay with mattia you can sleep up here by yourself
Kobe: if you walk out you're just showing me that you aren't serious about this relationship

i roll my eyes now beyond irritated and i lay down putting the cover over my face trying to calm myself down then kobe snatches the blanket off of me

Kobe: why are you crying
Y: because i'm trying so hard not to fucking punch you bruh
Kobe: what did i do
Y: once again you didn't believe what i said and now you're forcing me to sleep in the same bed as you all because you can't admit you fucked up and if i keep talking to you then i'm going to knock you the fuck out so please leave me alone
Kobe: i'm not even doing anything and i said i was sorry it's my fault that i didn't believe you and i understand that but you getting mad at me isn't going to help so give me love
Y: kobe stop playing i'm really about to slap you
Kobe: come on give me some love
Y: kobe i'm really trying but you are pushing me

kobe keeps messing with and i feel my blood boiling and i'm shaking trying to stop myself then he gets in my face trying to make me laugh and next thing i know i slap the shit out of kobe then i look at him trying to apologize but he just cussed me out then laid under the cover turning away

Y: i'm so sorry but i tried to warn you
Kobe: shut the fuck up talking to me
Y: baby i'm sorry
Kobe: i don't care go lay with mattia
Y: no i wanna lay with you baby please
Kobe: yea after you hit me so no leave me alone
Y: kobe come on i didn't mean to
Kobe: ok
Y: so you don't forgive me
Kobe: no not at all

my eyes start to water and i start feeling bad so i get under the cover and me and kobe go to sleep with our backs facing each other and once i woke up i pulled out my phone then i posted on my spam

bitchyhotline: not kobe being mad at me 💔 i'm sorry baby
liked by derekfansonly and 300000 others

loves.y/n: why??
bitchyhotline: i slapped him because he was pissing me off^^
derekfansonly: what's the picture
bitchyhotline: me and kobe kissing^^
whoskbreezo: this isn't going to make me forgive you
bitchyhotline: but i'm sorry baby^^
*load 2500 more comments*

after i posted it i tried talking to kobe since he commented but he ignored me so i just laid there until i got up and put on a white crop top without a bra under and some really short black jean shorts and i put on my ugg's and grab my keys after i sprayed myself with perfume

Kobe: you aren't going out like that
Y: why do you care you won't even talk to me
Kobe: doesn't mean you're going out like that
Y: or what
Kobe: i'll show you

after kobe showed me lol i got up going into the bathroom then i took a picture of all the hickeys covering my neck and i posted it on my spam and i tagged kobe in the caption and after i showered i went out the bathroom laying down on the bed about to go to sleep until tiktokroom reposted the picture

tiktokroom: we see y/n and kobe are on really good terms 😭
liked by y/n.baby and 640000 others

y/n.baby: and is that's my baby
derektrendz: they nasty ash
kbreezo: just marking what's mine 🥴
kairicosentino: not them doing it while everyone's home
y/n.baby: i don't care if y'all home or not dummy^^
mattiapolibio: my boy kobe putting in that work
kbreezo: you already know^^
officialjale: um chile
angelmogaka: haha i love them
*load 36000 more comments*

after i comment on the picture and kobe does the same i playfully hit him then i cuddle with him and we both go to sleep

really short chapter 😴