The Text

Harrys POV

The sound of an incoming text brings me back to reality, it's been at least two hours since I got home from the bistro sure I had ice cold water spilled on my crotch but over all, that went well I mean it really could have gone a lot worse. I glance at my phone and see that it’s Alissa

To Me
Alissa
Hi I'm on my break so I don’t have a lot of time but thank you for that I'm glad you liked it I'll send you another later so you can have a listen. You said you’ve seen a lot of artist... Have you ever met Harry Styles?

Why is she asking me that? Did I somehow give myself away? I mean I hadn't said anything at least I don’t think I did... Fuck why is she asking me if I've met me? Okay Styles keep your cool this doesn’t mean she knows you are you she could just be curious besides she did just meet you

To Alissa
Me
Harry Styles? Um yeah, I know him he’s a pretty great guy why do you ask?

I can say that right? I mean I think I'm pretty great it's not wrong to boast a bit...

To Me
Alissa
Oh, I just met him and thought everything was going great till I completely humiliated myself in front of him

To Alissa
Me
Oh, come on it couldn’t have been that bad what happened?

To Alissa
Me
What did you think of him? Was he cool? nice? a total dickhead?

To Me
Alissa
It was horrible Ed I mean I spilled ice water in the crotch of his pants and then fucking touched his dick while trying to dry him off 🤦 I mean he was super sweet and totally cool even after I practically molested him! Which honestly just made me feel fucking worse...

To Alissa
Me
You did what? You touched his dick???

She totally did, fuck even the ice water couldn’t stop my dick from getting hard as a rock from feeling her hand and the little pressure she applied.

To Me
Alissa
Yes, Edward I touched Harry Fucking Styles dick! I swear I even heard him moan a bit... I'm so fucking embarrassed

To Alissa
Me
Wow that’s crazy! 😲 you heard him moan?

Fuck I mean can't say I'm surprised she heard that cause her face was right in my face it took everything in me not to lean into her and kiss her when she looked at me hands still on my dick

To Me
Alissa
I mean I think I did... I was practically in his face bending over him to get to his pants! I just reacted I didn’t even think! Fuck!!!! Years and years of loving this man and the day I get to meet him I do something like this... typical

Wait!!! did she just say she loved me? And for years? What? I need clarification right now!

To Alissa
Me
You loved him for years? What are you talking about?

To Me
Alissa
Ugh I was a huge One Direction fan well if I'm being honest, I was a huge Harry Styles fan... his face was all over my walls and 1D always somewhere playing in the background I even went to some of their concerts and everything

To Alissa
Me
So, you aren't a fan now? Just when he was in One Direction❓

To Me
Alissa
I mean I'm still a fan although I no longer keep up with him and all the things he does, I was crushed when 1D broke up like so many other fans, I've heard a few of his newer songs and he still sounds amazing I guess I just out grew him or something? plus loosing long hair Harry was devastating.

Long hair Harry? I mean long hair Harry is still just me... I'm never going to understand why people where so obsessed with that particular phase. I mean it was just hair.

To Alissa
Me
Long hair Harry and short hair Harry are the same person Ali. I don’t understand... also you out grew him?? What's that supposed to mean?

To Me
Alissa
Shit! I have to go my break is almost over I'll text you later to explain I mean it’s a whole thing! I'll never understand how people couldn’t see how much he changed over the years in 1D. He changed so much you could literally see a new person come on stage every time he changed looks and stuff but I have no time now I'll explain later 🤗

To Alissa
Me
Okay love well you are definitely going to have to explain that to me but I'll talk to you later have a good shift 😊

To Me
Alissa
😘🖖

Seriously every time she sends that live long and prosper it makes me crack up, she’s a huge fucking nerd I can just tell but there's another pressing question I have to ask her because her response will have an effect on this friendship. I type in the message and hit send knowing she won't answer now but I still want to know the answer.

To Alissa
Me
So, do you only like Star Trek or do you also like Star Wars?

It's an important question to ask because I love Star Wars! I drop my phone on the couch and get up walking to the piano so I can keep working on this new song for my new album I mean that’s the whole reason of me being in LA!

But I can't stop thinking about Alissa the girl with a wicked sense of humor, cute smile, great lips, soft looking body, with a delicious smell and beautiful mind. I’m still not sure how I'm going to explain this shit show to her but I knew I needed to meet her before telling her the truth about me being Edward. I hope she understands because of who I am, I couldn't just go in blind not knowing if she was a fan and if she was... what kind of fan. I mean I've had my fair share of dates with fans and they’ve ranged from the crazy ones to the nicer ones. Don’t get me wrong I love all of them, the fans I mean, they keep me motivated and just make me want to be the very best I can be; but sometimes it’s a bit much. When they faint or scream it makes me so uncomfortable not being able to help or comfort them, so I try to be as approachable as I can... I mean I am who I am because of them.

I don’t even know what I'm rambling on or talking about here because I'm not asking Ali on a date... Or am I?