Why Me?!?!

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Hiiiiii,

Damn. I haven't updated in 2 years

Sorry about tht its just as u can tell I'm lazy as and tbh I don't care.

I really want to delete tht other book like fr. I'm not gonna update cuz I have no ideas and freaky it was a piece of shit.

Butttttttt wat I'm here for is just to update and vent about my life.

So 2 years ago I was in 7th grade😄
Thts cuuuute

But now I'm a sophomore in high school and have grown to know tht

I fucking hate people.

Seriously I tried to be nice and shit. Tht didn't work.

After I moved back from Georgia to Virginia Beach, I've learned tht everyone here is snobby as fuck.

Don't get me wrong I still missed the beach

Just not the people in it.

So I went back to my old neighborhood to go to taco bell (thts not all but) and I was sitting with my family and suddenly this cute group of boys walk in and stare.

I was in my own world until one annoying smirk I haven't seen SINCE 7TH GRADE came up to me LOOKED ME IN THE EYE and said

Hi Simone

I wave back awkwardly and smiled. The way he and his group of friends looked at me made me think I was a piece of steak in the lions den.
So when I left I was pissed the fuck off.

Why? U little cuties ask

Is becuz when I was in Elementary school with tht dickhead I had the worlds BIGGEST crush on him.

And he made fun of me for it. Like a dick head. I had a fit and cursed him but didn't get in trouble for it.

I haven't forgotten that day

It was the day I knew I hated rejection, the reason why I don't ask boys out

I can't stand it. I'll literally cry cuz of it. But thts life

When I saw his smirk it just brought up a big ⚠ warning ⚠ in my head

That was all I could think about the rest of the day was him. And wat happened almost 5 years ago

It was the worst day of my school life.
Ever...

But yea. I need to get tht off my chest cuz I was really feeling some way about it. I mean I'm almost 16 and I'm still stressing over a elementary school bully.

Like wtf??

THANKS FOR READING
I just wanted to say something that has been on my chest for about 3 days

~if u want to vent to me about any thing just tell me oor if u want anything on here

Bye lovelies 😉😉😉😊😀😁