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"I don't feel good, so please leave me alone." I said when I got home. My parents nodded and I ran into my room.

I took out the laptop and started watching all the videos I had with him. Tears were streaming down my face, while I put my self in a warm cover.

I don't have an idea of what's happening next. Noah always knew how to make my day and thinking about the entire week without him making sure I was happy was really scary.

Just to make the night even better I noticed all the messages he sent. I was too afraid to open them, so I just sat there silently crying, waiting to fell asleep.

"Y/n, there's someone for you." My mom said knocking on the door. "It's important." She continued.

I sighed and walked towards the mirror. I looked like someone who fell from the top of Mount Everest.

I tried to fix my appearance and then I walked downstairs, without wanting it.

Probably Noah came just to remember the big mess I made and to make clear that our friendship is over.

"I just came to give you this." Heather said trying to smile while handing me Noah's sweater. "And to say goodbye, they sent my mother to the wrong office, so we are already moving." She continued, unsure about what to do or say.

I looked at the sweater and then back at her. I took Heather upstairs and started sobbing into her arms.

"I'm sorry that I treated you like shit, I was just so mad about the fact Noah liked you and not me." I said shaking. She hugged me back and tried to calm me.

"Y/n I completely understand. Believe me, he's gonna see what he's missing." She said smiling. I hugged her before seeing Heather left in a cab.

Funny how things turned out, huh?

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That night I fell asleep hugging the sweater. I knew it was wrong because I had to get over him, but I needed to feel like he was near me.

I didn't go to school. Going there would only increase my pain.

My mom was still sure about the fact I was sick, maybe I was really getting sick.

I looked at my desk. My phone was still there from the last night. I got up and opened it. I was about to read the messages that Noah sent to me when it started ranging,

Chloe was calling me. "Hey, what's happening?" I asked. I glanced at the window to see that it was raining dogs and cats.

"Y/n, you need to come to the hospital right now! Noah was coming to your place when a car didn't saw him and-" She hasn't finished the sentence that she was already crying.

"I'm on my way." I said running downstairs. "Where are you going? It's six p.m. and you're sick." My mom said.

"Noah is at the hospital." I said running out of the door. I called a cab and prayed for it to arrive as soon as possible.

If I'm going to lose him without apologizing I'll never forgive myself.

I jumped inside the cab and told the driver where to go. I watched it outside while I was sobbing thinking about him.

It's all my fault. I should've never been so rude to him. I looked at the sky behind the window covered by raindrops.

Please don't go.

As soon as I got inside the hospital I asked for him. "Breath and say the name again." The lady at the office said. "Noah Schnapp." I said shaking.

"Room 314," She said looking at me sadly. I rushed towards the elevator, but the door just closed. "Fuck." I yelled and ran towards the stairs.

I started searching for room 314 and I suddenly saw Chloe sitting in the hall. "Y/n!" She said when she saw me. I hugged her so tight. "You can go inside." She said pointing towards the door.

I nodded and slowly pulled down the handle. I saw him lying in the bed. I felt like I was about to faint.

On the table near the bed a bunch of withered flowers. A little piece of paper was put between the leaves.

❝To Y/n, the loml ❃❞

I fell on my knees and took his hand. "Noah I'm so sorry. I've been so rude and look what happened to you. It's all my fault. I'm really sorry." I started mumbling between the tears.

"It's ok." I heard someone whisper. Noah's hand grabbed mine and I looked up seeing him smiling.

"H-how is y-" I started but he pressed a finger against my lips. "Y/n, I pretended to be in a coma" He said miming the quotation mark.

"I knew you would've never listened to me if I just got at your home so I had this idea." Noah said. I get up and gave him a dirty look.

"Noah Cameron Schnapp, I swear-" He cut me off by pressing his lips against mine. "I was scared of screwing things up by telling you my feelings." He said when I broke the kiss.

"I want to kick you because you scared the shit out of me, but I'm going to hug you because I love you." I said before holding him so tight. He chuckled and kissed my forehead.

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