TVD Preferences & Imagines

// trigger warning, please read with caution or skip this if you feel the need. x

KLAUS: No one ever planned to be depressed, but that was your life, and as much as you tried to embrace even your flaws, you couldn't. Nothing felt right anymore, you just didn't care, and you were certain no one else cared either. So somehow, you ended up with self-harm part of your normal life.

"Love, is everything alright?", Klaus asked on one evening, clearly suspicious. Still, you nodded your head and promised him to tell if anything bothered you. He smiled at your response, and grabbed your wrist to pull you into a hug, but it made you whimper so he quickly dropped his hold.

"I suddenly feel like you have told me a lie", Klaus frowned, and knowing that you couldn't lie your way out of this, you sighed and nodded down at your long sleeves, causing him to warily lift them. At the sight of your scarred wrists, a shaky exhale left his mouth.

"I'm going to have to ask you to stop this nonsense, alright? You'll hurt yourself far too terribly one day, and even if you think otherwise, it isn't a good thing. You deserve so much more, Y/N. Will you allow me to help?", he begged and planted one, ginger kiss to your aching wrists, before going up to your lips and kissing them after promising to be there for you and help you through every step.

KOL: "Darling, let me kiss your thighs. You know I love it", Kol begged and usually, you would have let him but this time, it was different. You hated your thighs, and the frustration you felt because of them drove you into cutting them and it was still a new thing, so Kol didn't know. And the idea of him finding out this way wasn't very ideal to you.

Before you could stop him, Kol revealed your thighs and started to kiss you from your ankles and got higher, but at the thighs he stopped. His eyes stared at the cuts, he stopped talking and breathing and he stayed still and seemed shocked.

"Why?", he asked quietly and turned to look at you. You could actually see tears in his eyes, which completely broke you. You wanted to apologize, but he didn't give you time to say anything.

"You are so beautiful and gorgeous and your thighs, they are perfect. You are perfect, and I promise, I will help you see that", he vowed, in fear that one day, you would get seriously hurt. You nodded your head and tried to smile, as he pulled you into a hug and cuddled with you through the night. "And if you ever feel like hurting yourself, just tell me. Call me, wherever I am, and I'll talk you out of it. You'll get through this, I promise."

KAI: You could not stand your life. You were constantly mixed up in supernatural stuff and being with Kai wasn't easy either. As much as you loved him, he could act like a brat and the problems you constantly had with everyone and everything made you resort to self-harm, the depressing thoughts creeping up to you.

"Something is wrong with you. I can feel it. Tell me, please", Kai begged after you two had sat in silence for a long, long time. You shifted your eyes from your toes to him and opened your mouth but nothing came out.

You silently showed him your wrists, making him realize how much worse the situation was. He thought it was something easier to deal with, but finding out about this drove him to tears — for possibly the second time ever — and he grabbed you tightly but was gentle with your wrists.

"I'll help you. I'm sorry for making everything so hard", he whispered, and showed you more love than ever, kissed you deeply and swore to always be there for you. Not only as your boyfriend, but as a friend and your rock, your support.