Kimmy’s POV-
I was driving around aimlessly for a few minutes until I decided to go to the beach. I drove all the way there, parked in the parking area, and I just sat in my car, thinking.
When I first got out, Brian and the guys took me to this cave to have a party. The girls didn’t know me that well and didn’t come, but now we're a close knit family. It’s amazing how much something can change in a year.
Like my feelings for Jimmy.
My feelings are actually undecided what they are exactly. My feelings are like a rollercoaster all the time; either I hate Jimmy’s guts, or I strongly like him.
I got out of my car, and slammed the door shut, then took off walking down the beach, trying to clear my head. Jimmy and I are similar and many ways, we will fight for and protect the ones we love. We both deal with depression, and we both have been through shit in our past, like most people do. Even though he teases me and actually hate my guts, I can’t help but feel a strange attraction to him. And honestly, I find that another reason to hate myself.
Brian was right.
I know his life isn't easy. He keeps up with me, and he has to deal with his love life, bills, and being in a world famous band and touring, even though they are on a two year break and recording a new album. If I just........did away with myself, then everyone’s lives would be so much simpler.
They're carrying around an extra load on their shoulders: me. And I feel bad about it. I can’t even help Brian with bills, even though he has no troubles with it, considering his career, but still. Every time I've secretly looked for a job behind Brian's back, I always get turned down just because they think I’m insane.
I’m NOT insane.
I saw the entrance of the cave, and I noticed a fire going. I got closer to the cave, and noticed a figure sitting down, staring out at the ocean, his knees pulled up to his chest, and his arms wrapped around his knees. I realized who it was immediately; It was Jimmy.
Brian’s POV-
Where the hell are they? I said quietly, to myself. I sighed and pulled over to the side of the road, and shut off my car. I ran my hands roughly over my face. Zack and I have been searching for a few hours, and still came up with nothing. Sometimes I really hate me and my big mouth. I felt really bad about being a total ass to Kimmy. I know what all is wrong with her. Her depression and the scientists at the hospital had written her off as insane.
My sister is NOT insane.
I got her out last year because when you reach eighteen, they can legally put you in an insane asylum. And my parents pretty much disowned her. Well, my father worries about her, and sometimes calls me to ask how she's doing.
My phone rang snapping me out of my thoughts.
I answered "hello" and Zack said, "Hey, I think I found them! Their cars are at the beach." I smiled, even though he couldn’t see me.
"Okay, I’m on my way, but I’m gonna call the girls first."
"Okay, well, I’m waiting."
I hung up then thought: The caves! Why hadn't I thought of that? As soon as I got Kimmy out, we threw a party for her there. And occasionally, she goes there to draw, she really is an amazing artist. I remember when she painted the picture of her nightmare, the hospital called me and they sent me home with this elaborate picture of her nightmare. They feared it would only trigger the dreams again. If she found it, that could be what caused the dreams......... Nah, couldn't be. I pulled out my phone and called Caity.
Caity’s POV-
The girls and I were sitting on the couch watching a movie, worrying about Kimmy, who left a few hours ago, when my phone rang. The girls all looked at me as I fished my Iphone out of my pocket, and answered without looking at the caller id. I recognized the voice on the other end immediately. "Hello," I answered.
"Caity, listen. Kimmy and Jimmy ran off and Zack and I have been searching for hours. We found them, though. Get the girls, pack an overnight bag, and go to my house, please." Brian said.
I thought I was worried before, now my level of worry was increased tenfold. I said, "Okay babe, love you." I hung up after he responded, "I love you, too".
Midge's POV-
What was going on? Kimmy disappeared a few hours ago, and the girls and I were all worried.
"What’s wrong?" Amy questioned. She definitely does NOT need to get depressed. Matt would probably get mad if we upset her. She cuts herself. The girls and I know every little thing about each other. Everything.
"We need to pack an overnight bag, and head over to Brian’s house." Caity spoke up.
The girls were all tempted to question it, but I said, "Girls, let’s just do what Caity and Brian said. Something must be wrong, but we have to remain calm." I usually try to comfort people I care about during times of worry. But, the only thing is.......I’m worried too.
Kimmy’s POV-
I approached Jimmy cautiously, afraid of what he can do when he gets mad. No, he would never lay hands on a woman when pissed off beyond belief, like earlier. But, I still wanted to know what that was all about.
I plopped down in the sand next to him, and started out at the crashing waves, and children splashing around in the water.
"I’m sorry," Jimmy mumbled, almost inaudible, but I caught it.
I turned to him and said, "It’s okay, Jimmy." I did something that surprises even me; I wrapped my arms around him in a comforting hug. Apparently it shocked him too, because he was stiff for a second, then responded by wrapping his arms around me.
Brian’s POV-
I parked next to Zack’s car, got out the same time he did, and slammed the door shut as soon as I was out. I walked over to him, and he said, "Well, let’s go." I nodded and we walked towards the cave, but I was frantic. And then I realized: the sooner I get to Kimmy, the sooner I can apologize. So, I took off running to the cave, Zack hot on my trail.
I sped up when I saw the cave, and a fire going. I took off running full speed ahead when I saw two figures sitting down........hugging?
Amy’s POV-
We all were seriously worried about Kimmy and Jimmy. We all did what Caity told us to do, and we went to our cars. We waited for Julia to lock up the house first before we took off to Brian’s house. I hope Matt's still there.
I sped up, and arrived at the house before the others. I guess that’s Matt rubbing off on me, speeding and not giving a flying fuck about the speed limit. I parked my car and grabbed my bag, then jumped out, and ran into the house.
"Matt!" I yelled. I walked into the front room, and he was on the couch with JC.
I threw my bag down on the floor, ran over to him, and sat down on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the lips. I turned around and kissed him back just as passionately. Then, the door opened and the girls filed in. Midge went over to Johnny, and sat on his lap.
I pulled away from Matt, and wrapped my arms around his neck, like a hug. I was sitting sideways on his lap.
Midge and Johnny are so cute together. The whole height thing is adorable too! They both have so much in common, kinda like Kimmy and Jimmy.
Kimmy’s POV-
Jimmy and I sat in each other’s arms for at least an hour until…
"There you guys are!" Brian shouted from the beach. Jimmy pulled away from me, and jumped up.
"NEVER touch me again, bitch." Jimmy snapped, and Zack and Brian walked into the cave.
What the hell?!? Okay, if he doesn’t stop with this bipolar bullshit, he is gonna be the death of me!
Brian and Zack made it in front of me and Jimmy. I’m tired of this. I jumped up and glared at Jimmy. He was glaring right back at me, so you know what I did? I slapped him, like before, but harder. Brian and Zack winced and I turned on my heel and walked speedily over to Brian and grabbed his arm, and pulled him with me.
Jimmy yelled, "Bitch!" at me, I didn’t even bother turning around; I flipped him the bird over my shoulder and continued dragging Brian with me. We got to our cars, and without waiting for my brother, I backed out, and sped twenty over the speed limit and got to Brian’s within a minute. He only lives a few miles away from the beach.
I parked my car in my usual place, and I noticed Matt, JC and the girls' cars were here. I got out of my car, and slammed the door shut. I stormed into the house, still pissed off beyond belief with Jimmy. I’m tired of getting mixed signals from him! It’s confusing the hell outta me!
Oh, and only to make matters worse, Midge was on Johnny’s lap, and Amy was on Matt’s lap, all loved up and couple-y like.
I stood in the corner of the room, glaring at the wood floor. The door opened, and Brian walked in with Zack. They walked over to their girlfriends and put her on their lap, wrapping their arms around them, much like Matt and Johnny were doing to Midge and Amy. I was jealous of them. They actually have someone that loves them. I probably won’t ever find anyone that will fall in love with me. I mean, who wants to be in love with an insane girl, right? Oh, and don’t forget, a girl that gets possessed and still has nightmares! Who all do you know that would even glance that girl’s way?
No one. Exactly my point. No one would even give me a chance because if they know my past, like the scientists, they will officially write me off as insane. But, the thing is, I’m NOT insane.
The door opened and Jimmy walked in, and when he saw me, he glared daggers at me. I didn't even bother, nor did I even want to. I’m not going to let Jimmy get to me. I may have feelings and a broken heart, but it’s still something nonetheless. And I'm not going to have what little I have remaining get taken away.
No, not a chance.
"Okay now, guys. We're going to do the Ouija board now. No ands, ifs, or buts. We all are doing it because I know we all care about my sister," Brian started
Jimmy said "I sure as hell don’t give a shit about your slut of a sister."
I glared at him and said, "Go to hell, man-whore."
"AS I WAS SAYING," Brian said loudly. "Johnny, do you have it with you?" JC nodded and Midge got up off of his lap, and took his place while he walked out of the room, and a second later, returned back with the box.
Well, here goes nothing.
Brian said "Everyone up. Matt, Zack, JC, help move the furniture, please." They did as they were told, and they moved all the furniture to the large, open spaced kitchen where the ghost, spirit thing almost killed me yesterday. Well, technically, this morning.
The guys walked back into the room and Johnny said, "Everyone get in a circle."
We all did what JC did, and formed an almost perfect circle on the floor. JC sat up the game, and Brian switched off the lights with his remote he had. JC told us step by step what to do, and we did exactly what he said.
Was I scared? Hell no, I was locked in a freaking mental hospital since I was nine. Some people there were scary, scarier than this game.
After JC said, "Well, there hasn’t been a response and I asked if there was a spirit here with us and everything. We can always try again in tomorrow. It didn’t work-" But before he could go on anymore, the house started shaking and things began falling and hitting the floor.
"What’s going on?!" Amy yelled, and Caity yelled, "It’s a spirit! There really is one here!"
Midge said as calmly as she could, "No, It’s just an earthquake. We're in California, remember?"
The girls seemed to take the answer, because they didn’t question it anymore. A few minutes later, the shaking stopped.
"Guys, let’s just go to bed and try again tomorrow," Brian stated.
Zack said, "Yeah, we probably didn’t do something right.
We all got up, and Brian said, "Sleep in the rooms you would normally sleep in. Jimmy, you're in Kimmy’s room again tonight. Try not to murder each other. "
Greatttttttt, just what I wanted. I rolled my eyes and stomped up to my room, exhausted. I didn’t even say anything to anyone on my way, I was exhausted. I made it into my room and changed quickly before Jimmy came in, and I flipped off the lights, crawled into my bed, and covered up. Hopefully tonight won’t be a re-run of last night, was my last conscious thought.