"A bad dream"
~2001 July 4~
~5:58 am~
Warm... it feels like it's was ages ago that you felt this good warm it was warm.
"Y/n!!!"
'...'
"Y/N YOU IDIOT I SAID WE NEED TO GET UP EARLIER OTHERWISE WE ARE GONNA MISS THE FLIGHT"
I heard shouting but i couldn't care less because i felt so good 'if I knew dying feels this good I would commit way earlier'
But suddenly i felt cold.. "Y/N!"
"Wha..t? Don't you know how to let someone Rest In Peace?" It was silent for a while. "Y/n what the fuck are you talking about?" I slowly opened my eyes "wh-.... YATO?!"
I jumped up and hugged him. But sadly hugging wasn't his thing so when I tried to "attack" him he pushed me away "owwww what was that for?" I said while looking at him angrily.
He just looked at me shocked "Y/n are you on drugs?"
'Bitch what-'
"No I'm..- i just wanted to hug my big bro what's wrong with that???"
He looked at me with disgust
"Whatever just get ready we have one hour left"
with that he walked out without closing the door. "YOU LITTLE...WHOS GONNA CLOSE THE DOOR?!" He was far but i heard him saying "fuck you"
'This idiot I swear it was better without him wait...so that means I'm dead? It isn't bad at all I feel so much better now!'
"Hm well I'm happy then" i stood up from the floor and looked around 'oh this is my old room...ew why is everything so....pink whatever' with that i walked into my bathroom and looked at the mirror
"............" silent.... "AAAAAAAAAAA"
My brother ran inside my bathroom
"WHAT IS IT ARE YOU OKAY Y/N?!"
He stopped when he saw me.
"y/n..? What happened did you broke your nose or your leg oh wait stay here I'll get the aid kit" he was about to go outside.
"what nooo I'm fine , i mean nooo WHO LET ME HAVE THOSE UGLY BANGS?! My head looks like a fucking mushroom" i said while crying.
My brother turned my way again and just stared at me like 'what the actual fuck?'
"IM so uglyyyy" i whined "glad you realized it y/n now what is wrong with you? I thought you were about to die!"
"Hahahah you must be very dumb then now get out I'm changing" he scoffed at my annoying behavior "fine but don't be surprised if I leave you here accidentally and i mean it"
he said and showed me a middle finger. With that he left but this time he closed a door.
I looked at myself again in the mirror.
"Gosh I need to fix it up even a bit why would my 11 year old self do this with herselffff" i whined and started to search for the hairbrush 'wait why am i my eleven year old self ?'
I quickly looked at myself at the bathroom mirror 'HollY COW- what is the date...' i decided I'll just ask my bro later 'but for now I'll dress up or my brother's gonna kill me.'
~6:08 am~
After I brushed my teeth and took a shower i went inside my bedroom and searched for a cute outfit. 'Okay what the fuck is this shit?' I thought while picking up a glittery green shirt with and unicorn on it 'ew I'm Gonna kill myself again if this continues like this...'
~6:16 am~
Finally i found a normal and acceptable outfit that was comfortable and actually looked somehow. 'Alright I'm done now let's ask big bro what's the date'
I walked out of my room my brother was making pancakes for breakfast "oooooooh can I get some??" I asked my brother looked at me and i guess he was thinking for a while then i realized he was watching my clothes 'I don't like that face'
My brother looked at me like he was about to kill someone and oh god i really just wanted to eat pancakes. "Yeah sure what happened with your unicorn shirt?"
"YATO I'm grown up i don't like those stuff those are for kids" he was confused when I realized what i said i thought i fucked up but he just laughed. "Pffft yeah whatever you say where's your suitcase?"
"Oh it's next to yours" i pointed at the suitcases. He hummed"hmm okay now here eat so we can go to the airport"
'I wanted to ask him something...i forgot I don't care then..'
My brother sat in front of me and looked at me we made eye contact "hey..i know you don't want to move but i promise in Japan you'll make a lot of friends and I'll get a better job there so we don't have to live poorly i even promise you you'll have a little sister like you always wanted"
he said smiling I looked at him and smiled back at him 'my brother was a pain in the ass but i really loved him and I'm glad I can see him again but why do i have deja vu ? '
I started eating again my brother was still glaring at me that made me a little uncomfortable 'but get it I guess ' he then also started eating when we finished. We stood up and started washing the dishes.
~6:35 am~
"Oh yeah what date is it?" My brother didn't bother to look at me and was still washing the dishes I don't think he was listening "yeah of course" he said 'heh? This bitch isn't even listening'
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~7:25 am~
We were waiting for a taxi now my brother was annoyed because there were a traffic jam near so we were already late I guess it also didn't helped that I kept asking dumb questions like "what year is it? "Are we moving to Japan?"
"Where's Shiru ?"
I think he had enough and shouted at me.
"could you please just shut up for a few minutes?! And who the hell is Shiru anyways?"
'Yeah right they didn't met yet..but why does this feel so realistic what if I didn't actually die..? but then what happened? Was I in a come and dreamed all of that ? No because it was also so realistic..'
The taxi arrived so we sat inside the car and the driver started driving to the airport. "Okay we still have 2 hours till the plane starts.
It was still a jam so we needed to hurry but we were now on the airport.
~8:02 am~
The XXXXX airplane is arriving at 2001 july 4th at 8:20
I looked at it and my eyes widened '2001? WIAT WHAT' am I reliving my memories or was it just all a bad dream or some shit...or did I time travel like in that one movie ?!'
"Y/n are you deaf move your fat ass it's our turn" I realized my brother was calling my name "huh? Yeah I'm coming" I said running to my brother and getting on the plane.
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