Gaynell
"Gaynell, will you help me, please?" tanong sa akin ni Mama habang minamasa niya ang dough na gagawin niyang croisant maya-maya bago magbukas ang bakery.
"I'll help you, honey," sagot ni Papa kay Mama and looked at him with eyes full of love.
Ah, fated pair indeed.
My male omega mother is my male alpha father's, fated mate. Both of them love each other. They are the pair that are written in the stars. They are meant to be forever.
Napangiti ako.
I want to meet my fated pair soon. I want to be like them. I want to be like mom. I want to feel the love coming from my Alpha.
"Aren't you supposedly preparing before you go to the university, son?" tanong sa akin ni Papa habang yakap-yakap ang Mama.
"I couldn't take my eyes away from you guys. You seem to be falling in love with each other day by day. I'm so jealous," nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya habang naglalagay ng ilang tinapay sa paperbag na kinuha ko sa counter.
Kumalas sa pagkakayakap ang Mama kay Papa saka lumapit sa akin at ginulo ang aking buhok.
"Silly, your pair will come. Just wait and you'll see," nakangiting sabi sa akin ng Mama.
"Oh I wish I'll meet him soon. I'm already twenty two," sagot ko sa kanya bago inayos ang tatlong tinapay sa bag.
"Your alpha will come. Just wait," sabi rin ng Papa.
Ngumiti ako sa kanila bago umakyat sa taas upang maligo at makapagbihis na. I chose to wear some jeans and a shirt. At ng makapagbihis na ako ay agad kong kinuha ang aking backpack at nagmamadaling bumaba sa bakery.
"Aalis na po ako," pasigaw ko kina Mama habang nasa loob sila ng kusina.
"Take care, son!" pasigaw na sabi ni Mama sa akin.
Kinuha ko ang paper bag at saka inilagay sa aking bag at saka umalis na pagkatapos.
Every morning, I love buying coffee from this one coffee shop. Masarap ang kanilang kape lalo na kapag paired ito ng tinapay na mula sa main bakery ng mama. I love having them before my first class starts.
"Good morning Gaynell, what do you want today?" tanong sa akin ni Rain, isa sa part timer sa shop na iyon na nag-aaral din sa university na pinag-aaralan. A university that originates as an alphas university. But since there are a lot of lucky omegas born in alpha families which are rich, they allowed omegas to attend that school with one rule, we should check our monthly heat and keep at bay by using suppressant pill.
"The usual," nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya.
"Sure. Just wait a minute," sagot niya sa akin bago tumalikod upang ihanda ang order ko.
"Excuse me, if your done with your order. Step aside and let me have mine," narinig kong may nagsalita sa aking likuran na nakasunod sa pila. Lumingon ako at nagtama ang aming mga mata.
Mom said you will know who's your fated alpha when both of you stare at each other's eyes and you will feel the pull for each other. He said that your body will recognize it and it will trigger your heat. This way, your alpha will know that you are he's pair.
Biglang nag-init ang aking katawan. Nanghihina akong napahawak sa counter to support myself habang nakatingin sa kanya. Sobrang init ng aking pakiramdam and all I want is to release it. I want my alpha to breed me. To impregnate me.
I want him. I want him. Christ, I want him.
"Shit," iyon ang narinig ko mula sa kanya bago ako hinawakan at inalalayan palabas ng coffee shop na iyon.
Napahawak ako ng mahigpit sa kanya. It feels so good being touched by him
"Drive us to Mayread," narinig kong utos niya sa driver nito habang nakaupo kami sa backseat.
Nakapulupot ang aking mga kamay sa kanyang bewang habang nakasandig ang aking ulo sa kanyang dibdib. My alpha's wearing a baseball cap and facemask. Hindi ko nakikita ang kanyang mukha. As if he's hiding it from me. He's not hugging me back. Nakaupo lang siya habang nakabukaka ang kanyang mga hita at nakabaling ang mukha sa labas ng bintana. He's not like my Dad. Sabi sa akin ni Mama ay unang kita pa lang nila ng Papa ay agad hindi mapuknat-puknat ang kakahalik ni Papa sa kanya while whispering sweet nothing to him. So why is my alpha and I like this? Hindi ba siya masaya na nakilala niya ako?
Hindi kaya? Nanlaki ang aking mga mata.
"Oh, not all fated pairs end up happy, Gaynell. There are those alphas who preferred falling in love rather than following their fate. They opposed the stars. They chose chosen pair over their fates pair. ," naaalalang sabi sa akin ng Papa noon.
Does my alpha choose to fall in love rather than wait for me?
"Your greatness, we're here," sabi ng driver sa kanya.
Greatness? Just who's this alpha?
Nakita kong tinanggal nito ang kanyang baseball cup at facemask at saka tumingin sa akin.
Nanlaki ang aking mga mata despite on in heat. This alpha isn't JUST an ordinary alpha. This is the Duke's son, the heir to the throne! He's my mate? O my gosh! But why do I feel like he's not happy meeting me?
"Get off," malamig na sabi niya sa akin bago nagpatiunang bumaba noong mapagbuksan siya ng driver ng pintuan.
Pagkababa ko ay agad akong sumunod sa kanya. My heat isn't painful since he's with me. Nakita kong nakabukas ang pintuan ng bahay at nakita kong nay matandang lalaking na nakatayo roon kasama ang dalawang maid.
"Welcome back, your master," bati nito sa lalaki.
"Thank you. Have you prepared the room that I told you to?" tanong nito sa matanda.
"Yes, your greatness," sagot nito habang bahagyang nakayukod.
"You," sabi niya bago ako nilingon.
"Y-yes, your greatness?" kinakabahang tanong ko.
"Follow me," seyosong sagot nito sa akin at nagpatiunang umakyat sa engrandeng hagdaan ng mansion na iyon.
Why do I feel like he's not happy meeting me? I don't understand why my pair likes this. Being a fated pair to a future duke is unbelievable and yet being treated like this also confuses me. What's happening?
"Strip," sabi niya noong makapasok ako sa silid na pinasukan niya.
"W-what?" naguguluhang tanong ko.
What's this? Ganito na ito? Why do I feel like there's something wrong?
"I said strip. You're feeling painful because you found me," sabi niya habang nagtatanggal ng blazer suit ag white button up shirt underneath it.
As expected for a royal blood and an alpha, he's fit, cut and toned. I should be excited but why do I feel like it's odd?
"What are you waiting for? Do you like me to strip your clothes off from you? Look, I have a lot of work to do. I don't like wasting it," naiiritang sabi niya.
Nakaramdam ako ng takot sa alpha na nasa harapan ko. Is he supposed to be my mate?
Sa isang iglap ay naramdaman kong bigla na lamang ako nitong bihuhat at saka ibinagsak sa ibabaw ng higaan. Walang anu-ano ay isa-isa niyang pinaghuhubas ang mga damit na suot ko hanggang sa underwear na lang ang natira sa aking katawan.
"You're wet down there huh?" walang emosyong sabi niya. I couldn't even hear any lust in it.
Nakita kong tinanggal niya ang buckle ng kanyang sinturon at butones ng kanyang slacks. Ibinaba ng kanyang dalawang daliri ang zipper niyon. I saw him scooping his thing out and it was freaking hard and huge.
"On your knees," utos niya.
Hindi ako nakagalaw. I knew this wasn't right but my body's responding to him and I feel like I'm becoming wetter now. Parang may sariling pag-iisip ang aking katawan. Tumalikod ako sa kanya in all fours.
"Stick your ass out," utos niya.
Sinunod ko siya and before I could even breathe, he invaded me down there. Kung hindi lang napasubsob ang aking mukha sa unan, I'm sure maririnig ng buong mansion ang aking sigaw.
Damn it! It was so painful. Napa-iyak ako sa tindi ng sakit but I never showed it to him.
"F*ck so tight," narinig kong sabi niya while thrusting his manhood inside of me while holding my hips.
At first it was so painful ngunit habang tumatagal ay nakakapag-adjust na ang aking katawan and it started to feel good.
We are in our third rounds noong nagring ang kanyang smartphone.
"Hello?" sabi niya while grinding on me. "Yes, I'm at work darling. Yes. Don't worry I'll be home before dinner. Oh you did? I'm looking forward to eating it. How's our Cameron? Okay. I love you."
Darling? Cameron? I love you? They are living together? What is this? Does he have someone now? And they have a kid? Suddenly I started to ache right through my chest. What's this? Why do I feel like my heart's already breaking up?
"I have someone with me," sabi niya sa akin thrusting deep inside of me. "I love him more than anyone in the world," sabi pa niya. "I'm a man who doesn't believe in a fated pair. And you are my fated pair and also in pain so I have to do this. Don't get your hopes high because I am merely doing this to ease your pain. I don't have any plans on taking you nor leaving my chosen omega. After this, forget that we are a pair but for the sake of pleasures your body can give me, I'll be your bed mate" sabi pa niya.
And so I agreed. If this is the only way to be with him, then I forget all the rational ways of thinking about this because somewhere deep inside me, even for a little, I have hope that he will accept me as his pair.
Sabi ni Mama finding your fated pair is the most beautiful and happiest thing in the world. He said that fated alphas will protect their fated omegas no matter what. Their bodies, mind, soul and then heart are connected. They will cherish each other forever.
So then instead of being happy, why am I in pain? Why do I have to endure all of this? Why does my alpha don't want me? Why do I feel like I'm just his tool for his sex?
Ah, do I have the right to complain? I agreed to this kind of set up. So I don't have the right to complain.
"Welcome back, your greatness," nakangiting bati ko sa kanya pagkababa niya sa kotse.