JIMIN POV
Getting back to my room was
an ordeal but I was fueled by adrenaline, anger and embarrassment every step
of the way.
Now I'm leaning against
my closed bedroom door, breathless from the pain in my back as I try to clear my head.
I'm safe in here, away from
their questions and their
arguing and the confusing
way they make me feel.
I should probably put on
some clothes but I'm tired
and my body aches.
All I want to do is lie down
on the bed that's just a few
feet away and pretend like
this day never happened.
I'm fighting back tears as I
climb into that bed and I'm
not sure if it's from the aching muscle in my back or from
the way I keep letting myself
get caught up in whatever it is that's going on between these two Alphas.
Sure, they're both hot.
Jaw-dropping kind of hot.
But it's more than that, too.
More than the money, even.
They're interesting.
Intriguing.
So alike and so different at the same time that being around each of them is fascinating but when they're both together?
It's like a drug.
It's intoxicating.
And it's making me question everything I'm doing.
I've never, ever let myself go with any other man the way
I have with both of them.
For different reasons and in different ways, they make something come alive inside
of me that feels so good I
can't deny it.
A knock on my door makes
me jump and wince in pain
from the sudden movement.
"Go away." I call out, not knowing or caring which
brother might be on the
other side of that door.
I'm annoyed with both of them.
Even if I weren't, I'd still be embarrassed from my own behavior over the past couple
of days.
"Jimin, we'd like to talk to
you." It's Guk's voice but did
he mean they both want to
talk to me?
"Please, Jimin." Jungkook's
voice answers my question.
"Please let us in so we can
talk about everything that's happened."
Ugh. No.
That does not sound like a conversation that I want to have.
Ever.
"I don't want to talk about anything." I say.
"I need some time to myself."
It's as blunt as I know how to
be probably too honest, if I'm being rational about it.
But I'm not feeling especially rational or especially
diplomatic right now.
If they want to fire me over
the way I'm talking to them
now, that's fine with me.
I'll go back home and never
think or speak about this trip again.
But even in my head, I know
that thought is a lie.
The two men on the other side
of that door are the only people I've thought about day and
night since the first time we
all gathered in my office.
I sure as hell wasn't going to stop thinking about them now that I've slept with both of them.
"Jimin..." Guk's voice calls out again, tentatively this time.
"Please just hear us out."
"It won't take long, I promise."
I sigh.
Another thing I've come to
know about these guys is that they're not good at taking no
for an answer.
"Fine." I instantly wonder if
I'm making the right decision.
My good judgment always
seems to take a back seat to
my desire when I'm around the two of them.
"You can come in but only
for a few minutes."
The door opens before I've
even finished the sentence
and they each flash an
identical bunny smile as they step inside my bedroom.
"We want to say we're
sorry." Guk begins but
Jungkook cuts him off.
"I'm especially sorry."
Jungkook steps forward and pauses, making eye contact
with me for several long
seconds before he continues.
"I was acting like a jerk
earlier and I hope I haven't
given you the wrong impression."
"I'm not normally like this
but I just got so jealous
seeing you with Guk."
As much as I appreciate the apology, I have to try hard
not to smile at the sudden realization that Jungkook
wants me badly enough that
he's jealous over the thought
of not having me to himself.
"Thank you." I say, giving
him what I hope is a
sympathetic look.
I'm sure neither of them are used to apologizing for their behavior, so I don't doubt
that this is difficult for them.
"I appreciate that, truly."
I look from one brother to the other as an awkward silence settles between us.
"Is that all? I'm kind of tired..."
"No." Guk steps up next to
his brother, closer to where I'm lying in the bed.
"That's not all." He looks at Jungkook and then back at me.
"We want to, uh, make you a proposition."
"Okay..."
I'm not sure if I like the way
this sounds but I said I'd hear them out and I suppose that means sitting through what
ever this proposition might be.
"I'm listening."
"We don't want to fight with
each other anymore." Guk continues.
"And we don't want to put
you in the middle of any more uncomfortable situations like
the one that just happened."
Jungkook joins in.
I give a wry grin.
"Yeah, I'd appreciate that."
"Right, so..." Guk takes a
deep breath and glances at
his brother.
Jungkook nods once.
"Like I said, we have a proposition. A question."
They've clearly worked out whatever is going on between them but the vibe I'm picking
up is nervous and uncertain.
I wonder if I'm getting better
at reading this unspoken twin body language or if I'm just imagining the whole thing.
Guk kneels next to the bed
and places a hand over my covered leg.
"Jimin, we want to know if
you might be open to the
idea of sharing."
I blink.
"Sharing? I'm not... what?"
Is he asking what I think
he's asking?
Jungkook speaks up first.
"You don't have to answer
right away but if you'd be interested, we would both
like to spend time with you."
"Together, Intimately."
Yeah, this is definitely what I think it is.
I can feel myself blush at
the question.
I've never had anyone ask
for a threesome, so I'm not
sure if this is how it normally works or not but it feels very different from anything I'm
used to.
"You both want..."
My voice trails off, I'm not
sure if I can even repeat the question.
"We both want you Jimin." Guk rubs my leg to emphasize his words.
"Jungkook and I are twins, so we're good at sharing."
"And we want to share you."
Jungkook takes another step forward so that both men are taking up my whole field of vision.
"If you'll let us."
I don't know what to say.
Part of me knows that I should stick to business and put aside any personal feelings I might
be having for these men.
But another part of me, a part that has been touched and satisfied in ways that I didn't even realize were possible
before this week knows that
this is too great of an
opportunity to pass up.
When else in my entire life
am I going to be asked by
two hot billionaires for a few weeks of mind-blowing sex?
That sort of thing just doesn't happen in my world.
And when I think about it like that, the answer becomes clear.
"Yes." I nod, mirroring the
smile that instantly appears
on both of their faces.
"I want that, I want you both."
"I think we can make this
work."
As they both move closer to
me, I can feel the heat and
the sexual tension fill the room.
I know I've made the right decision now.
I'm nervous, excited filled
with anticipation.
But I know that if nothing
else, this is going to be hot.