After a very satisfying sleep, I woke up with a groan and stretched out my hands with a yawn. It feels so good to sleep in this bed I mean, you could sleep in it all day with out complaining. Looking to my side, I surprisingly landed my eyes on sleepy Lin. I was so surprised to see him.
What? This is his bed knuckle head.
No, I thought he was going to be at the office or something. I slowly walked out of the bed and tiptoe to the bathroom not wanting to wake him up. Good enough when I peeked on my panties, there was nothing like blood on them meaning I'm done with my periods. I mentaly thanked God for this and I took off the empty pad and discarded it into the trash.
I grabbed my toothbrush and put on some toothpaste and started scrubbing my teeth. I then walked into the shower that I'm currently obsessed with and his blue soap oh my God. I then turned on the shower and started washing up. Its been too long since I washed my hair because foolish Me didn't pack her shampoo. How much did I forget?
I just decided to wash it with just water because I didn't want it to get, you know, greasy. After I was done, I walked out of the stall slowly and dried my self up and threw on one of Lin's shirt. I hate to admit it but I love wearing his clothes. His dreamy scent covered me like a comfy blanket.
I love it.
I walked towards the bed and sat on the edge of the bed looking at the innocent and cute Lin. I smiled at the sight but my smile dropped for some reason. What am I doing? Is this even right? Is this the path I decided to take? I know as a girl, I've made alot of decisions with out my parents and I also did some things they were against but I only did the things because I need to but do I need to do this? What does he even think of me?
I don't even know what is between us. Are we friends? With benefits or maybe just fuck buddies. Lin cut me from my thoughts with a hiss. I looked down at him to notice a drop of water from my wet hair fell on his face.
"that is so cold" he said and I think i need Jesus because his voice was the sexiest thing I've ever heard.
Why do guy's voices have to be so dreamy in the morning?
And as for me, I sound like a boy going through puberty in the morning. I couldn't stop the smile that creeped up my face. I love his voice. "sorry" I giggled. "sorry?" he tilted his head to the side.
"yeah sorry, I was just admiring your beauty. You look so innocent while sleeping" I said and he chuckled
Shit
"so then what do I look like awake?" he asked "a sin" I said, I didn't lie about that he really looks like a sin to me. Something forbidden. Something I can never have.
"let me take that as a joke" he said "yeah it is" I giggle "well we've got to get ready for tonight" he said getting up to sit and rest his head on the headboard. "tonight?" I asked furrowing my brows. "the gala" he stated and my eyes widened "oh, I totally forgot about that" I chuckled "so now you know" he said and I lean in and steal a kiss from him and then pull him out of the bed. "get up sleepy head" I said.
"I am up" he defended and ran into the bathroom. I gave him space and walked into the kitchen "good morning Lee" I said "good morning Natasha" he smiled "what are you making?" I asked "oh this is called Hotteok" he said "looks like pancakes to me" I shrug "kinda" he said with a chuckle.
I pulled out a stool and sat comfortably then grabbed my phone and opened the app Instagram. I scrolled down the screen and landed on my daily crush 'Min-Ho' he's actually my Instagram crush, he has extraordinary pictures and I have liked all of them. I'm not a stalker he's just so handsome and he's clearly twice my age or even more but that makes it even hotter.
Suddenly my phone started ringing and I sigh at the name displayed on the screen "hello" I breath out "hey babe" he said. Suddenly Lin appeared and I didn't know he was besides me Untill he cleared his throat "what is it?" I asked "just wanted to cheak on you" he said and the shrug was loud enough for me to hear through the phone.
"ok, then?" I asked "I miss you" he said "Jordan listen, just stop these things please" I said "I'm really sorry Natasha. By the way, I called home and your mom told me you aren't home yet" he said and I gasped "what? Why did you call home, you would have called me" I said "well I waned to surprise you and you know we need to talk" he said "I told you we don't need to talk about that anymore, I'm so done with that. Look, I forgave you and moved on, you should too" I suggest.
"there is so much more you need to know" he said "on top of it stop calling me names, we aren't together anymore" I said and I side eyed Lin who is staring knives through my skin. "ok so when are you coming back I really need to talk to you" he said "I'll tell you when I get back" I said and hung up the call.
"so who was that?" I really saw that coming. "some one I know" I shrugged as Lee placed our breakfast right in front of us. I mouthed a thank you and dug in "do I know them?" he asked "kinda" I shrug "is it the blonde guy?" he asked "he's name is Caleb and no it isn't him" I shook my head.
"then who was it?" he asked sipping from his orange juice. I asked for milk by the way. "I told you already, it's some one I know" I said and he seems to get the message through my tone and didn't force it. We stayed quiet through the whole meal.
"thanks for the delicious meal" I said to Lee "my pleasure" he said and I ran towards the bed room where I saw Lin heading.
"hey" I said to the man wearing glasses and typing on his laptop. He responded with a nod. I've got to open up to him. I just think I have to even though it isn't necessary.
Man he's just so sexy. No focus Tash
"it was Jordan, my ex" I started and then took a deep breath "we broke up the day I stepped my first foot in Maxwell because he felt guilty about what he had done" I added "you don't need to tell me that" he said raising his head to face me. "I know but I feel like I have to" I said.
With a sigh I went on "I found him in my bed with my bestie at my 17th birthday which really hurt me by the way but I found it in my heart to forgive him and move on with our relationship. But things changed afterwards. He became so rude to me, he didn't want me arround me and always said that he doesn't deserve me, he pushed me away but I loved him so much that I didn't care. I wanted things to get back to normal and I never even complained about what he did because he's the only person I had loved that hard"
"I don't know what made him think I hate him for some reason and he said he wants us to break up because he feels so guilty. I tried to talk sense into him and tell him I got over it and, I don't care what happened, it's all in the past but he didn't listen and just went on with the break up. He now thinks it is the right time to start over yet I already got over us" my voice stated to crack but I swore never to cry for a man in my life.
"I'm sorry that had to happen to you" he said tapping on my back and how the heak didn't I see him approaching me. "yeah, it did. He wasn't a bad guy, the villan was the girl I thought was my bestie" I sigh and he pulled me into his embrace and I relaxed in his touch.
"I'm sorry I was too hard on you" he said "what do you mean?" I asked "I was pressuring you on telling me who it was yet you weren't ready" he said "nah it's ok, I feel kinda relived after telling you" I smile into his chest "is it the boy we met at Sancho?" he asked "yap" I said popping the 'p' and he nodded "he isn't a bad person, he was just confused and also I am not ready to fall into a relationship with him again. I need my time, you know" I shrug.
"it's ok, but you can't deny the fact that he hurt you that only is enough to make him a bad guy" he said cupping my cheeks into his palms as I flutter my lashes up to him "may be" I said and he took off his glasses to hold my face in his palms once again then pulled me closer and then turned into a passionate kiss that made my breath go away.
There is this thing Lin has, he is like a magnet to me. His touch is enough to break me and put me to my knees in all ways. I feel this strange feeling arround him that draws me closer and closer to him. Isn't this all happening fast?.
He pulled away and I sent him a sweet smile that he returned. "now let's get ready for tonight baby girl" he said. I nodded with out hesitation and he walked towards his tabel and shut his laptop.
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Time had went by and all I was doing was makeup. I've never made glam makeup by my self, it always used to be my mom or Carly and I hate to say this but also Lora was a queen of makeup, she knew the secrets in the art of makeup which I admired alot and I was stuck with simple makeup.
But this time I have to do it my self. I looked at my self through the mirror. To be honest I wasn't satisfied with the look but I can't risk more hours of makeup, it had become boring. I did my final touch which was my lips. I like giving my lips the most attention because I just love them duh. I out line them and then put on my gloss just giving me a classy look.
It's simple and you can say it isn't so cool but I like it on my lips because it makes me look sexy somehow and I think it is classy.
From the early 2000's
But I don't care. Now it is time to do something about my hair and I just decided to just bun it since the dress displays my back and some stubborn short strands escaped from the front but I let them be since they look so good. I then walked towards the bed and I meet the dress I'm about to wear.
I let out a sigh and grabbed the dress. I tried it on and Lin went crazy over it saying I'll look so good in it and I also believe it. I mean black is my color. I then pulled on the dress and I love the way it hugs my curves perfectly. I smiled at my reflection. I look, like a celebrity going to a red carpet. I love the look tho, my makeup matched the dress some how. I put on my jewelry lastly. And there came Lin with a whistle on his lips and I bit my lip.
I swear I'm going to tease the fuck out of him tonight.
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Sorry for the cliff hunger.
I figured some thing out and I'm sorry for this big mistake. Natasha's mom is Latin American not Spanish. I had planned it all along and I can't realize the big mistake I made. I'm deeply sorry for the confusion I caused. Hope you don't mind.
Also don't forget to Vote and comment I really need your opinions.
I huge sorry to my beloved Lora. I've got a friend called Lora (the fact that she's the villan in the story) she's one of the sweetest people I know. I just couldn't think of a name . So Lora if you come across this don't kill me. I love you so much sweetheart 😘
This was literally a 'sorry' session hehehe but thanks for 300+reads *puts hand on chest and snifs* this means alot to me
I love you
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