Y/N POV
There was something hard under me. I can't remember what it is, but it wasn't uncomfortable. Then I felt myself moving slightly up and down as my senses slowly returned. Then, I heard a heartbeat. It was so warm and comfortable, I snuggled back into it.
I heard someone chuckle from a distance away, but I was too tired to care. I shifted slightly, trying to get closer to the warm, but I felt a twinge of pain between my legs. I whined and felt my heart stop, the memories rushing back as I squeezed my eyes shut in embarrassment.
“Yah, hyung, shh, she is still sleeping,” I heard rumbled from the chest below me. Jungkook. In my mind flashed the intimate moments we shared and I tried not to blush.
“Kookie, our girlfriend needs to eat, she even cooked for us,” I heard Yoongi growl out. He must have come to bring us to lunch… lunch I made who knows how long ago.
“Fine, I will wake her up. How long did we sleep?” I heard Jungkook asked, sounding embarrassed.
“Just fifteen minutes, don't worry. I can reheat the food, but be prepared to be teased.” Then I heard the door shut.
“Y/N-ah, you don't need to pretend to sleep anymore. Open those pretty eyes and look at me,” Jungkook said and I froze. He knew I had woken up. “I felt you stir and the your breathing change. I know you are shy so I let you pretend.”
I opened my eyes and looked adoringly at him, realizing how loving and caring he was. I felt his breath hitch before he pulled me up off his chest and gave me a searing kiss.
“If you keep looking at me like that, I will want to go another round with you,” I blushed as I ducked my head. Slowly, painfully, I shifted to the edge of the bed to get dressed. I was vaguely aware that I was wearing a large tshirt and boxer briefs. Not mine. I looked at Jungkook who pointedly got out of bed, avoiding my gaze leaving the room.
Yes, they were still insisting I wear their close when staying in their room. Shaking my head I gathered my strength to stand up. I yelped as my legs gave up and I became a heap on the floor. I heard muffled voices and the bedroom door that Jungkook had closed on his way out swung open.
“Shit, what did he do to her?” I heard asked by Jin. I was surprised by his swearing, but closed my eyes, embarrassed. “No, none of that.” I opened my eyes to see Jin looking at me softly.
“I can't seem to use my legs,” I mumbled out quietly. I heard a chuckle behind him and saw Yoongi standing there, leaning against the door frame.
“After we get some food in you, I will run you a bubble bath with a bath bomb and everything,” Jin said and I beamed a smile up at him. “But first, let's get you up.”
Jin carefully put an arm around my shoulders and lifted me into a standing position. My legs were shaky and Yoongi saw. He rushed over to my other side and between the two of them, they brought me to the dining room. The table was set, but the food was being reheated.
“Yoongi-hyung, you said to take it off once it boils, right?” I heard shouted by Tae from the kitchen.
Yoongi looked at Jin and I before helping settle me in a chair, which had a sofa cushion on it. I looked at them confused, but both shook their heads. They didn't know who put it there, but it was perfect and she was thankful.
“Let me go help those three before the kitchen burns down,” Yoongi hurried into the kitchen, leaving me with Jin. I blushed, feeling his eyes on me and I looked down at my hands. They were currently in my lap, fingers laced together.
“Baby girl, why are you so shy?” Jin asked, softly, sitting in the seat next to me.
“I really don't know,” I began looking up for a moment before looking down. “I don't regret a minute of it. But now I just can't stop being shy and embarrassed…” I trailed off and looked up. Hobi was holding Jungkook, whose head was leaning on his shoulder. They were watching and listening to us.
“I'm glad you don't regret it,” Jungkook said, blushing slightly. He kissed Hobi quickly on the lips before joining us at the table. “I love you.” I looked up at Jungkook and saw the sincerity in his eyes.
“I love you, too.” He leaned over and captured my lips in his. Then, I felt his hand on my bare thigh as he squeezed it slightly. My heart started to race as he tilted his head and intensified the kiss. I couldn't help it, I moaned into the kiss.
“Fuck Kook, wait until after we eat!” I pulled back, remembering where we were. I was trying to catch my breath and focus my eyes. I looked around, slightly dizzy.
“Shit, is she in subspace?” I heard whispered. I looked around, but still felt all floaty.
“I should have realized,” Jin said from next to me. I felt an arm drape around me and I tried to look at him but almost fell out of my chair. If he hadn't had his arm on me, I would have. “She’s been all blushy and meek. I should have realized she was in subspace.”
“Well, the aftercare we can do right now is feed her,” I heard Namjoon say and I smiled at everyone. I heard some chuckles and giggles before the scraping of chairs and clanging of utensils.
“Here baby, let oppa feed you,” I heard softly said. Jungkook was smiling at me, holding a spoon.
“Good job Kook, you've been learning aftercare well,” Hobi told him as I let him feed me a spoon of soup. I felt a hand going through my hair, finger-combing it. Then I heard him whisper in my ear.
“Being such a good for your Kook-oppa, good girl,” I shuddered as Jin's breath tickled my ear, but I also preened. Being called a good girl made me feel all warm inside.
I nodded and opened my mouth as Kook raised another spoon of soup. This continued until my bowl of soup wasn't finished. I started to come out of my haziness and became more solid.
This time, I wasn't so scared or confused. It was one of the things I spoke to my therapist about. At first, I was a little embarrassed to do so, but once I started to explain my reactions to things, she assured me everything was going to be okay.
“Y/N, it's okay. This type of responses to the correct stimulus is okay. There is nothing wrong with your sexual preferences or responses. You have do have a passive, submissive personality, but you are also strong.” She told me one day when I was venting out my worries to her. She even helped me dealing my response as a little.
“That, is both a combination of your past trauma and your submissive personality,” the therapist explained to me. She pulled up a medical journal article about the subject of “Little Space.” It explained how it isn't a bad thing to go into Little Space. However, if it is a response to traumatic experiences, then additional therapies would be needed.
So, as I came out of Subspace, I enjoyed the aftercare of Jungkook. As he went to grab another spoonful, I stopped him.
“Thank you, oppa,” I said shyly and with a smile. Everyone whipped their heads to me.
“Out of subspace?” Jin asked me and I nodded. I looked to see that Jungkook had been feeding me the whole time and I got worried.
“Oppa, did you not eat?” I asked glancing around the table. I felt a kiss to my temple and saw Jungkook smiling at me.
“Don't worry, Jiminie was feeding me,” Jungkook said with a smile. I looked to see Jimin smiling and nod at me. He was hold a pair of chopsticks in one hand, eating food, while the other had a spoon.
“Never feel bad about falling into subspace,” I looked to see Namjoon and Yoongi looking at me with pride.
“It means you trust us,” Yoongi added. I nodded and looked at the time.
“How long do you get off?” I asked them, looking around.
“Well, since it's just a small break between tour stops, we have four days before we head off to Europe,” Namjoon said softly. I nodded, knowing that they were still on tour.
“I understand, after my exams I will be busy with my practical classes,” I said without telling them what my practical classes were.
“That's good to hear, you wont be stuck in the apartment while we are gone,” Namjoon said with a nod.
“How are you feeling going outside these days?” Tae asked and I smiled in his direction.
“It's getting better. I have some good days and some bad days, but according to my therapist, it's progress,” everyone smiled at me.
“I'm glad to hear you are getting better,” Jimin said and leaning over Jungkook to give me a kiss on the cheek. I giggled as Jungkook complained about his hyung laying on top of him.
“Yah, Kookie-ah, you've never complained about me being on top of you before,” Jimin said with a smirk as he leaned more onto the maknae. I giggled as I saw Jungkook blush and everyone else laughed.
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The rest of their time at home consisted of us hanging out together and individually. I wasn't intimate with anyone else expect for a couple of steamy makeout sessions, but they hinted at needing me to heal from my first time.
I felt my love grow for them every day and their wanting to make sure I wouldn't be in pain again. I watched their few practice sessions while I sat in the back, studying for my final. It would be the day after they leave. The day after that I would have my first meeting at the company.
I giggled every time I imagined their reaction would be when they find out that, for the next six months, I would be here at the company training with their choreographers.
The night before they left for the next leg of their tour, we were all laying on mattresses on the living room floor. I was currently cuddled up with Jimin on one side and Tae on the other. We were watching a movie and I kept feeling the ghosting of lips on either sides of my neck.
“Guys, we need to stop,” I moaned out as Jimin started to suck on the side of my neck. I felt hands ghosting under the blankets and rubbing my thigh. Tae nipped at my ear.
“As much as I am enjoying the show, Y/Nie is right,” Hobi said, a growl in his voice. Jimin and Tae didn't even stop, they kept going and I couldn't help but close my eyes and moan again. One of their hands had made it down my sleep shorts and was twirling on my clit.
“Fuck,” I heard gasped out. Next them I see is Yoongi kneeling in front of me. The rest of the room were in various stages of making out.
“Baby girl,” I turned to look at Yoongi, a little dazed. “Can I have a taste?” I knew Yoongi had been waiting and wanting to do this for awhile. I nodded my head.
“Yes,” I whispered out. The fingers on my clit disappeared and I was lifted onto a lap. I looked to see a smiling Jimin before he stole my lips. His kisses were intoxicating. Then, I felt a hand an on my breast through my shirt. Tae looked at me with a mischievous smile and pulling up my shirt.
I wasn't wearing a bra so he had easy access to my very pert nipples. I felt goosebumps run across my body as Yoongi was peeling my sleep sorts and underwear off.
“I've missed this sight,” I heard him mumble before lowered his head to my clit. He caught my eye and smirked before licking a stripe at my opening.
“Mmmphf," I moaned out as Jimin swallowed my moans.
“Shit, she tastes amazing,” Yoongi mumbled out and a few moans and groans went around the room. I was so engrossed in my own pleasure, I wasn't able to look at any others in the room.
“Fuck babygirl,” I heard moaned into my ear. Jimin breath made be shiver. I hadn't realized as Yoongi was eating me out, I had started to grind into Jimin. “Don't stop.” Then he attacked my neck, moaning.
Tae took his spot on my lips, kissing me with such passion. His tongue tangled with him and I felt him grind against my thigh. Not wanting him to miss out, I fumbled my way to his pants. Not waiting for a response, I shoved my hand under, grabbing his dick.
“Oh, fuck,” I heard him mumbled against my lips before attacking me with more passion. I slowly ran my hands up and down his length. I felt someone quickly grab my hand and spit into it.
Opening my eyes I looked to see a smiling Jungkook before he hurried away. I took my no slick handed and added more speed and pressure. Tae moaned loudly against my lips and pulled back slightly, gulping air.
“Oh fuck, I don't think I can hold back, baby girl, are you still sore?” I looked to see Yoongi on his knees, pants off and his very hard dick on display.
“Don't hold back,” was all I needed to say and he pounced. Tae pulled back slightly so that Yoongi could kiss me. My hand was still pleasuring him and heard his moans combined with others in the room.
“Hyung, fuck her on top of me,” I heard Jimin moan out, causing a chain reaction in the room.
Yoongi pulled back from the kiss and ran his tip across my opening before slowly pushing in. I moaned as he stretched me, but it didn't hurt. After pushing into me fully, he gave a few moments to adjust before pulling out and pushing in again.
“Oh,” I moaned out as I felt his balls hit my ass. His thrusting started to speed up and I felt my ass sliding up and down Jimin's length. He moaned into my ear and Yoongi leaned forward, first kissing Jimin and then kissing me. I moaned as he sped up and I sped up my hand on Tea.
Tae moaned loudly and I his white seed spurt onto Yoongi's face. He didn't even pause as he leaned forward over my shoulder. I couldn't even register what was happening, but when he pulled back, his face was clean.
“Go faster hyung, make her ass milk me,” I heard Jimin moan out and Yoongi growled, moving faster. I felt the familiar building in my lower half.
“Fuck, she's tightening,” Yoongi moaned out. “Hold it baby girl, hold it and let us go with you.” I did my best to hold it in, moaning. I felt my hands being held and I opened my eyes. On one side as Namjoon and on the other side was Hobi. I didn't have time to ponder why before Yoongi growled out.
“NOW!” And then I saw stars as I let go. I trembled and my body was shaking. Yoongi was calling out my name and so was Jimin. I felt the edge of my vision starting fade.
“I love how she squirts,” I heard Hobi say appreciatively before my vision disappeared.
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AUTHOR POV
Yoongi was breathing hard, holding himself up until he had the strength to pull out of Y/N. Jimin was a puddle under the two of them.
“Baby girl, you okay?” Yoongi asked, pulling back to look her in the face. But then he realized, she had passed out. Surprised, and a little worried, he pulled out of her and checked her breathing.
“Don't worry hyung, she is just passed out,” Jungkook said. “She passed out with me, too.”
“Is it normal for women to pass out after orgasming every time?” Tae asked, biting his lip. They looked at each other before shrugging.
“We could ask a doctor about it,” Jimin suggested and they all agreed. “But first, let's get her bathed and changed. I want to cuddle her before we leave tomorrow.”
Hobi and Jin picked up their girlfriend and carried her to the bathroom. Hobi won the rock-paper-scissors of being able to carry her bridal style. Jin went in first and started the bath, putting in a lavender scented bath bomb.
“I'm so happy…her being with us is like a cherry on top of a sundae,” Hobi said, using a cup to wet Y/N's hair. Jin looked lovingly at the two of them before joining Hobi on the floor next to the bathtub.
“I know what you mean,” Jin said with a kiss to his temple. “She makes us feel complete.”
They finished bathing Y/N and wrapped her in a towel. They cooed at how cute she was when she snuggled into Jin when he picked her up. In the bedroom, Jimin and Taehyung waited with a set of soft pajamas. The duo gave their hyungs and kiss and then took over. They carefully dried Y/N's skin and dressed her the clothes. Jimin sat in front of her with the hair dryer as Tae sat with her laying against his chest. They were surprised that the hair dryer didn't wake her up.
“I didn't realize that Y/N was such a heavy sleeper,” Tae observed. “Unless, do we know if she is sleeping well?” Jimin stopped and looked at Tae before looking at Y/N.
“I don't think we have really asked her, have we?” Jimin observed, running his hand through his hair and putting the hair dryer down.
“We need to be better boyfriends, don’t we?” Tae asked into the silence. The two locked eyes and nodded. “I feel like we don't spend enough time with her, even when we aren't touring.” He pouted and Jimin leaned forward to give him a quick peck on the lips.
“Let's make more of an effort when we return.”
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Y/N POV
I woke up surrounded by my boyfriends in the living room, not remembering much. I do remember what happened before and felt my heart race at the memory. Carefully stretching, I stood up and looked around. It was still dark in the apartment, so it was still early.
Tiptoeing out of the room, I find my phone being charged on the island in the kitchen. It was 4 a.m. and I know the guys needed to be awake by 4:30 and out the door by 5. Wanting to surprise them, I decided to make them breakfast.
Knowing how they were before long flights, I made sure to plan out a light, but filling breakfast. There was some fresh fruit in the fridge and I took it out. Along with eggs and some American style bacon I was able to find at the store.
I whipped the eggs with some soy milk to avoid any upset stomachs on the flight. I cooked some as scrambled eggs, but then put some in a pot to make steamed eggs, adding some diced onions and bell peppers. Seasoning was just enough to give it flavor. Then, I cut up the fresh fruit. I had picked up some apples, pears, and bananas at the store earlier in the week in anticipation of making them breakfast.
Once I cut up enough for small servings each, I take out a pan and heat it up, adding a little butter so the bacon doesn't stick. Seeing the steam, I quickly drop on the bacon. As it starts to cook, I grab a plate and place a paper towel on it to soak up the extra oil.
I started to layer up the finished bacon on the plate when I felt a pair of arms circle me. I looked up over my shoulder to see a sleepy smiling Jin.
“Good morning oppa, I'm almost done with breakfast. Could you start the coffee for everyone?” He gave me a kiss on the top of my head before going to do what I asked.
I giggle seeing him sluggishly walk over to the pot before turning back around to keep an eye on the bacon. As I'm finishing up the last of them, the rest of the guys enter. I watch them sniff the air and smile, the pleasant aroma of both coffee and eggs combining.
“Good morning oppas, have some fresh fruit, bacon and eggs two ways, please eat so you can get ready for your flight,” I say sweetly, placing the plate of bacon on the table and turning around to bring the rest. I was about to reenter the kitchen when two sets of arms hold me in place.
“Baby, why don't you sit down and we will bring the rest?” I turned to see Tae smiling at me, any trace of sleep gone from his expression. I turn to see Jimin also smiling at me before placing a kiss on my cheek.
“Okay,” I said quietly and kissed them both on the cheeks before sitting at the table. Everyone else was already sat and they were kind enough to leave three seats empty next to each other. Smiling, I made sure to sit in the middle because I really wanted to sit next to the two of them.
Soon Tae and Jimin finished serving the light breakfast and everyone dug in. I didn't eat much because I was going to sleep some more after they leave. My only schedule today was a therapy appointment and studying at the university. I found out if I studied in one of the study carols there I would get more quality studying done there.
In no time at all, all the guys were dressed in their airport attire and dragging their bags to the front door. I smiled at them and this time they said goodbye from youngest to oldest. Jungkook was holding his mask in one hand has he gathered me in his arms. I got loving words of assurance before a brief, but passionate kiss.
Jimin and Tae said goodbye to me at the same time. I was sandwiched between them, all three of us rocking back and forth cutely. I giggled as they whispered silly and loving things in my ears.
“We will miss you, baby,” Jimin whispered into her ear and Tae gave her a passionate kiss. Then Jimin turned her around and gave her the same, yet different kiss.
Next Namjoon lifted me up into his arms, making me wrap my legs around his waist like a Koala. He laid my head on his shoulder as he whispered words of praise and of how much he was going to miss me. I pulled back and looked him in the eyes. I saw the worry there but I shook my head and gave him a kiss. He answered with so much love I felt like crying.
As he lowered me to the floor, Hobi bounded over with his sunshine smile. I knew he wasn't always sunshine and that sometimes cloudy days and storms come, but eventually the sunshine breaks through again. When they video called me, I noticed that there were many cloudy days while on tour.
“Remember, even though I am not there in person, I am just a call away. If you feel down, let me be there for you, my sunshine,” I whispered in his ear as he hugged me. I felt him squeeze me tighter before pulling back slightly. I saw tears in his eyes, but he didn't let them fall. He leaned down and kissed me. I felt this love and thankfulness.
As Hobi pulled back, I could see him smiling a little brighter. He gave me one last peck on the lips before he pulled back, allowing Yoongi his turn. His gummy smile made me smile in response.
“Oh baby girl, I'm going to miss you,” Yoongi said, gathering me in his arms. I snuggled into his neck, feeling him chuckle. “I wish I could stay and pamper you, like you deserve, but duty calls.”
I pulled back and looked at him. Yoongi looked genuinely upset about leaving. I gave him a smile and chuckled as I saw him pout. I kissed him, making him groan as his arms tightened around me. We heard a cough behind us then I felt a hand on my hair.
I pulled back from Yoongi and looked to see Jin standing there, cheeks a little pink but with a smile on his face. He smiled as if observing something adorable and it made him content.
I turned and gave Yoongi a peck before pulling out of his arms. He kissed my cheek before following the others out of the apartment. I stood there, looking at the door for a moment before bring my attention to the eldest.
“Baby girl, make sure you call or message us every day. We will do the same. You will need to tell us if you are struggling, okay?” Jin said, with concern. I know they were all worried about leaving me again this round, after what happened during the first leg of their tour. However, I didn't know that it was Jin who was worrying the most.
“Jinnie-oppa, I promise,” I said with a smile and he gathered me in his arms. He lifted me up and I automatically wrapped my legs around his middle. I kept my eyes closed and tucked my face in his neck as he carried me somewhere. I was enjoying his scent when I heard a door open.
He had brought me back to my room. I was confused but he gently put me in my bed and pulled the blankets up over my form. Jin must have noticed my confusion because he sat on the edge of my bed and spoke.
“I just want to make sure that you are safe in your bed as we leave. The last time, that message from Kook-ah worried us. Now,” Jin leaned forward and kissed me in a way that left me breathless. Then he pulled away and started to pet my hair, digging his fingers in on occasion.
I didn't think he had time for this, but I was enjoying the feeling. I felt as if I were a cat, I would be purring. Jin then started to hum softly and I was a goner. The last thing I remember is feeling a kiss on my forehead as my eyes closed.
A/N:I hope you enjoyed this update.
Loves
~Luna