| October 22 , 2034 |
| Later on in the afternoon |
I laid on the couch watching adventure time . Tezzariah came into the living room snatching the remote off the arm of the chair .
I just looked at her laughing .
[ paris ]
Cause what is you doing ? I know you b-
She turned the tv off before I could say anything . She sat down on the arm of the couch with her hands in her lap staring at me .
[ Tezzariah ]
Not you think everything peaches and cream , cookies and cream around hea . What was wrong with you this morning lil girl ?
I shook my head sitting up staring at her rubbing my head . Kane went to work today . I won't be seeing her until this evening on her break .
[ paris ]
Last night kane and I had a moment . It really made me self reflect back on something that happened in my past with Mazzi that should've never happened .
She nodded standing up moving my leg . Sitting down beside me , I put a pillow on her lap putting my legs on top of the pillow in her lap .
[ Tezzariah ]
Like ? I mean just cause you having a bad day that don't mean y-
[ paris ]
I know I know tez spare me the lecture . It's just this healing process got me going for a loop . I feel freer than I ever have now . It's like without the drama everybody , everything is calm around me even kane and you .
I said shaking my head playing with my bracelet looking at her .
[ Tezzariah]
Hmm , why is that a bad thing that everything so calm around you Cheyenne ?
She asked rubbing her ankle , leaning back on the couch chewing on the side of her cheek .
[ paris ]
Why tuh I mean think about it tez . When have you ever known for my life to be so calm and welcoming.
She nodded , crossing her arms across her chest . Before placing the remote on my leg .
[ Tezzariah]
True but you in a new era of healing Babygirl . I mean if it's bothering you so much , you gotta be doing something right . Right ?
[ paris ]
I mean I don't know Tezzariah , I don't wanna get to comfortable with anything right now .
She chuckled shaking her head .
[ Tezzariah]
You so damn stubborn Cheyenne. You deserve to be happy . Stop using your past as an excuse to dictate . What you having going on for yourself right now .
[ Tezzariah]
We not worried about the past , the past gone always be the past . You gone always have yo moment or times . Where you not fucking with me or kane even the world for that matter . Take back what happened in yo past put that shit into motion do something positive sho- I'm not saying forget about your past either Cheyenne . I'm saying forgive for you set boundaries for yourself and others .
[ Tezzariah]
After my last relationship all I could do was set boundaries plus take mental note . Up until 12 months ago , 2months fresh out , when I Met a female name Kallie coolest female you'll ever met down to earth very understanding . But I never knew that cause at the time , I was always pushing her away not giving her the time of day .
[ Tezzariah]
I mean , I would causally talk to her have drinks with her invite her over to my place . We'd talk mostly her , she'd talk about her life . I'd sit there listening never once chiming in .
[ Tezzariah]
One night we both accidentally . When to sleep together Cheyenne . She wasn't supposed to stay over but it happened no big deal right . The next morning I woke up , she was behind me with her arms wrapped around me . Knowing me I needed that shit , I cried in that girl damn arm , she held me not once judging me .
[ Tezzariah]
My point is to say allat is this , Had known her for about a good 4years . She's the reason , I'm doing better now . All it takes is one person , yo person somebody that truly understands . That genuinely cares to make a difference in your life . Rather you healed or not healed . But there still Willing to be there through it all up and downs mood swings and all .
I leaned forward a little grabbing Tezzariah hand along the way . I could feel she'd zone out talking to me . She squeezed my hand looking at me giving me a small smile.
[ paris ]
Tezzariah ? Is she?
She laughed nodding her head . Then she started crying , I instantly pulled her into a hug rubbing her back massaging her scalp.
[ paris]
It's okay Tezzariah . You'll find somebody else like her out there soon .
She sniffed not saying anything, I laid my head on her head . Continuing to hug her massaging her scalp .
Slowly rocking us both side to side a little. I noticed that when I hug people no matter , how long I hug them .
I always play in the hair , I even do it with kane . She be knocked the fuck out .
By the time I be ready to move my hand . Sometimes it even put me to sleep feeling how calm her body be next to my body .
| that afternoon |
I had been in my room sitting next to my vanity mirror . I was thinking about lylo .
Why after everything , I found about her to the point it made me physically uncomfortable .
I shook my head grabbing my phone out of my lap unlocking my phone .
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I locked my phone biting my bottom lip . I'm finna beat lylo ass , I need to run that back with her ain't no getting back cool .
My cousin knocked on my room door getting my attention . I quickly looked up putting my phone down .
[ Tezzariah]
Come downstairs right quick.
She turned around walking off . I stood up grabbing my phone heading out my room directly down stairs.
[ Kimberly ]
Little p is that you girl ? You look so beautiful grown now .
I slowly walked down the last step looking at Tezzariah then back at the female infront of me .
[ paris]
Uh excuse you do i know you ? Cousin who is this ?
Tezzariah laughed shaking her head leaning on the back of the couch.
[ Kimberly]
It's me Kimberly , 4th-
I ran towards her instantly hugging her the front door opened .
[ paris ]
Oh my gosh kim it's been so long since I've seen you , you look different.
Kane walked right towards the kitchen after kissing my cheek .
Kimberly let go of my waist leaning back.
[ Kimberly]
Yeah just in town for a few days thought I'd stop by to check on my big dawg .
She said nudging Tezzariah arm , she chuckled shaking her head holding her water bottle.
[ Tezzariah]
No you came by cause I mention them famous paris of our family line . Plus where Tajen at ?
[ Kimberly]
Don't even get me started on her ass Tezzariah.
I looked at them both , while glancing over at kane a few times.
[ paris ]
Who's tajen anyways I don't care - it was good seeing you again Kimberly.
I said , quickly walking off . I stood beside Kane smiling kissing her cheek.
[ paris ]
Welcome back home bubba .
She nodded , putting her phone in her pocket . My heart started racing a little , I chuckled nervously pulling out the stool sitting next to her .
[ paris ]
Kane is everything okay?
[ Kane ]
Mhmm
She said , playing with her watch on her wrist. I grabbed her hand looking at her leaning towards her face.
[ paris ]
Wanna talk about it , I can clearly see something's bothering you right now.
[ Kane ]
I just don't understand , why you ain't text me back mama . I been at work hella bored out my mind just thinking about you , whole time I don't wanna push you away by being so - Nevemind.
I smiled grabbing her face making her look at me planting kissing all over her face . She laughed grabbing my waist hugging me , I hugged her back .
[ paris ]
Awwe bubba you upset cause I didn't text you back. I thought I did , I probably texted you back mentally . I been waiting on you to text me .
We both laughed . I rubbed the side of her face admiring her features , she stared at me caressing my waist softly.
For a few minutes , we stared at each other smiling. Until the eyes part , I looked away . She laughed leaning towards me kissing my neck .
I closed my eyes massaging her scalp, gently biting my bottom lip . My stomach started turning . She pecked my neck kissing me one last time on my neck hugging me .
[ Kane ]
I been missing you beautiful