So so happy diwali to everyone.
May this diwali bring happiness in your life❤
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Theme song: Tay hai
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~~HIS MISERABLE SIDE~~
Ruhaan's pov:
I was home early today as i had to pick kiaana from her dance classes. I was sitting with my family members when bhabhi received call of her papa.
Trust me from morning I'm feeling not so good, i don't know why. I wanted to talk her for once, i wanted to hear her because my heart wasn't at peace, it was like something was Separating us.
But my fear came to true, when i heard the most worst thing in my life.
“Reet is ready to get married” Her father said and i cannot believe it, she must be joking right. She can't do this, she loves. This is joke.
“What? Oh my god congratulations reet” Bhabhi congratulated her and she thanked her. She cannot do this, i know my reet her father must have forced her.
“you're getting married by our own wish or?” Bhai asked and i hoped she would deny saying she has been forced.
“No it's my decision jiju” She replied and my patience broke, i snatched the phone from his hand..
“You did what?” I asked her, anger bubbling all over.
“I'm getting married ruhaan, congratulate me” She said with a smile, a fake one i know.
“You are not” I said sternly
“I'm ruhaan I am and i will” She said and looked at me with tears and hate in her eyes. Why is that look in her eyes? Now what happened her suddenly? When i said her to wait for me she said she will, from one year she is. What happened to her?.
I threw the phone on the ground going to my room.
“Ruhaaaaannnn” I heard Raj's voice who came just minutes ago.
“What happened to him?” Bhabhi asked.
“Nothing mm it's just her instant decision so i.. I guess” I heard this for last and then came inside the room, slamming the door and locking it.
“I'm getting married ruhaan congratulate me”
“I am ruhaan and i will”
Her words ringed in my head continuously and i kicked the things that was on the table.
“Aghhhh you can't reet you can't you said you love me” I said punching the wall.
I paced around the room my mind wasn't ready to calm down. I raced my fingers in my hairs to calm down myself but i wasn't. I want to scream, yell, break everything.
“Ahhhhhhh” I said pulling my hairs
I sat on the floor and i don't know when and how tears started flowing down from my face.
“I'm getting married ruhaan congratulate me”
This was the only words roaming all over.
She cannot how the fuck she did this? I love her, i love her..
“I love h…”.
“Does she knows this?” I saw around me, myself standing there staring at my me like I'm a fool.
“She… knows” I said stammering.
“You also don't know yourself ruhaan that she knows or not?” He said.
“ You should have not let her go ruhaan, otherwise this day wouldn't have come.” He said mocking me and i realized what the fuck i did.
“You should have kept her if she wanted or not, you would because she is yours Ruhaan. Only you can have have her, no one else ruhaan, she's meant to be yours. You love her dammit, keep her with you if she happily wants but if she doesn't then also chain her to yourself forever ruhaan” My inner side said to me and then it disappeared.
I got up taking deep breaths, my mind not working what to do. Only one thing was coming in my mind, i. I need drinks to calm myself,i need to forget everything.I picked up my car keys and went down stairs, i looked over my family they were busy so i hurriedly went out and got in the car.
I sped up the car , my brain fucking up literally. I parked near a bar and looked at it.
I shook the thoughts and got up getting inside the smell filling up in my mind. I went towards the counter.
“What you need sir?” The Waiter asked me.
“Anything” I said sitting on the stool and he started serving me the drinks. I picked up the glass and looked at it, closing my eyes i brought glass towards my mouth drinking it in one go.
“Another”
“Next”
“Another”
“Another”
“Another”
“Next one”
“Another”.
“ Another”
“sir calm down it's too much” i heard waiters voice. The alcohol started hitting in my nerves, my brain freezing at this moment. I looked over at him.
“I'll pay” I said and he stopped so i snatched bottle from his hand drinking it directly.
“I'm getting married ruhaan congratulate me”
“Aggghhhhh” I screamed throwing down the bottle, i picked up the next one drinking it. And my mind started hazing off completely and I know now i can no longer remember anything .
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Author's pov:
He was continuously drinking since an hour, the waiters were looking at him only because they know he's not someone who drinks daily, they have never seen him. Afterall he is Ruhaan oberoi.
“You know the girl i love she left me” He said in drunken voice.
He removed his phone sitting on the couch which he probably fall down due to not being in his senses.
He picked up the bottle still drinking while looking at her picture.
“You said you loved me reet” He said with teary eyes while looking at her photo.
“You.. You know I have planned so much for us, the big fat wedding, our home, our love, our babies and you.. You're marrying someone else that's not fair jaan” He said to himself while looking at her picture.
“You love me right?” He whispered.
“You're a liar reet you're selfish you just think about yourself, you don't love me the way i do to you. You just thought about yourself, you're no more less than anaya but still i love you more than anyone. Please don't do this jaan” He said gulping the whole bottle while Looking at her picture.
“Why was that hate in your eyes for me reet? Did i do something baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry, i promise I'll fix everything” he said and a waiter approached him.
“Sir you're not in your senses how will you go? Do you have a driver?” He asked and ruhaan glared at him.
“Can't you see I'm talking to her just be quiet” He said and gulped the next bottle.
Everyone around him looked at him who tried to get up. They tried to hold him but he jerked them while standing but he wasn't able to. His legs giving up because he was highly drunk. Still he managed to walk and his steps haulted.
“You know i love you” He heard a girl saying to a boy.
“Then trust me” The boy replied.
“Don't don't do this mistake I'm telling you don't trust her, she'll break your trust. She'll also leave you one day and then she'll marry to another” Ruhaan said screaming.
“Baby trust me” The girl said and ruhaan laughed sarcastically..
“Don't do this trust me love is so useless shit in this whole world” He said and everyone looked at him who was creating a whole scene all over the bar.
He went from that side picking one more bottle of alcohol, drinking while looking at her picture in his phone and tears slipped from his eyes.
He went on drinking again and again. It has been two hours that he was continuously drinking. The waiters and manager tried to handle him but he didn't listen to them, he pushed them off.
“Reeeeeetttttttt” He whispered her name.
Meanwhile on the other side Reet was crying continuously after declaring everything. She wasn't able to look at herself after what she did.
Amaira tried to pacify her but she didn't listen to anyone. She couldn't handle the hurt expressions on his face, she was sitting alone all since one year. Amaira was there but reet stopped crying in front of her but after today's incidents she's crying uncontrollably.
She wanted to talk to ruhaan but that one audio broke her whole heart, she isn't ready to believe that but the voice was only of his.
She felt an unknown feeling in her heart like he's calling her, she knows this all is bullshit but her heart wasn't ready to accept it.
For once she wants to call him so she picked up her phone dialing his number. It ringed for 3-4 times and the call was picked up.
“Hello… ru.. Ruhaan”she called out his name while sniffing.
“Reeeet” He whispered her name.
“Ruhaan you're okay right?” She asked him but didn't get an answer.
“Ruhaan?” She called out his name again
“How cann iii be hmm? Y.. You love me right!?? Why are you going away from me jaan?” She heard his voice, which was not normal.
“Ruhaan why are you speaking in this way? Where are you?” She asked , she Was clearly so tensed.
“Uhh i. I don't know but listen to me.. You… you're not marrying anyone reet, you're mine do you understand that jaan. Only mine and if you do anything i swear i.. I will kill that person… . Aa.. Are you… li.. Listening?” He said shuttering in drunken voice.
“Ruhaan are… are you drunk?” She asked hoping he says no.
“I… i don't drink, i promised everyone i won't drink. I promised my kiaana but i broke that promise reet because there was no other option left.” He said
“Ruhaaan you're drinking are you out of your mind ruhaan?” She shouted at him while crying.
“Where… where are you ruhaan? Are you with someone?” She asked wiping her tears.
“Are you crying?” He asked.
“that's not important ruhaan tell me where you are?” She asked pacing here and there.
“I cried too reet, i al.. Also cried when… when you.. You said you're marrying so.. Someone else” He said and she bit her lips to control her sobs.
“what should i do haaa? You think i will wait for you forever when you don't even want to see me” She said.
“I want you back in my life jaan” He mumbled.
“It can never happen ruhaan” She replied.
“But I'll make it happen reet” He said.
“Ruhaan now tell me where are you,haa you're in the club, hotel, bar?” She asked Forgetting everything because now he's much more important.
“First say you love me” He demanded like a child and reet froze at her place holding the phone in her hand, tears flowing from her eyes.
“Ruhaan, tell me where are you?” She asked him sternly.
“First say you love me… . . Only me” He said in his drunken voice.
“Ruhaannn” She whispered his name not knowing what to do. He was demanding like a baby. If she doesn't tell him i love you he'll not say where he is. She closed her eyes wiping her tears while clutching phone tightly.
“I… i lo” She tried to but shuttered.
“Sayyyy” He demanded again.
“ I love you ruhaan”she said closing her eyes and he smiled.
“I… i lo- no i will not say” He Stammered and reet's heartbeats quickened at this.
“Where are you ruhaan?” She asked him again.
“I don't know” He replied and reet blankly looked at the phone.
“Is anyone there around you?” She asked him.
“mm u..yes” He said
“Give phone to him ruhaan” she said and he obeyed.
Reets pov:
“Ma'am sir is drinking since from two hours” He said and i stood their shocked. Two hours?? Why ruhaan?
Tears slipped down from eyes, it's happening because of me. I know.
“Please take care of him I'll send someone, can you give me the address?” I asked him and he replied. I wrote down the adress in my hand. I said him to take care of him for a while.
“Why is he out at late night? Anyone didn't notice it when he went out. And it's it's 10 pm why anyone didn't check on him?” I said holding my forehead.
“Whom should i call jiju?? No no i cannot what will i say him about how i know? Di?? No no i cannot give her stress while she's pregnant. Whom should i call? Yes yes rajjj” I dialled his number and he picked up the call instantly.
“Ree—”
“Raj where is ruhaan?” I asked him.
“Reet what happened he's at his house” He said and i closed my eyes controlling my anger.
“Rajj ruhaan isn't at home? How could you be so careless you're his best friend? Why anyone didn't think that where is he missing?” I said angrily.
“Ohh you're tensed for him? Huh don't be reet. There's no use, you left him when he needed you and right now this things” He said mocking me.
“this is not the right time's to Mock me, you know where he is raj? He's in the bar, he… he's dr.. Drunk. He's all alone there” I said crying
“What where??????” He screamed.
“Last he went to his room after talking to you, when did he go to bar? Fuckk why i didn't see this?” He said clearly tension was evident in his house.
“Raj.. Go.. Go get him please raj please” I pleaded him while crying.
“Reet how do you know?” He asked and i wiped my tears.
“I called him raj and he wasn't in his senses, he's drinking continuously” I said while crying.
“Reet calm down I'll go and get him don't worry, don't cry I'll bring him back i promise please don't cry. I'm so sorry it's happening because of me” He said.
“Sorry?? Why you know something raj? Yo.. You” I asked him as he apologized to me, i don't know why did he do.
“Uhh i mean i was there and i didn't concentrate on him” He said and i hummed.
“I'll give you the adress raj bring him
Safely okk” He said and i gave him the address. For last he convinced me that he'll take care of Ruhaan i dismissed the call.
“Everything is happening because of me, I'm the reason today he's in such state. I'm so bad, i cannot keep anyone happy, no one can be happy with me. My parents, my friends even the love of my life” I cried while sitting down on the floor.
I covered mouth so my loud cries won't go out, i pulled my knees towards my chest closer, hugging it. I kept my head on it while letting my tears flow.
Author's pov:
As Raj turned after speaking to reet, he froze. It was siddhart standing right behind him
“Bhaiiii” He said him nervously who was looking at him with stoic face. He was been never like this.
“Where is Ruhaan?” He asked him and raj gulped nervously.
“Uh… in his room” He answered.
“Where is Ruhaan raj?”he asked again and raj knew there's no point to hide from him
“In the bar” He replied and siddhart stood their shock.
“Bar??” He asked and he nodded while looking down.
“first let's bring him back then I'll ask further things” He ordered and he nodded.
Siddhart went to his room looking at her 5 months pregnant wife, who was sleeping peacefully. It was like he was experiencing everything again which happened 5 years ago. He Kissed her forehead and went with raj.
In twenty minutes they reached to the bar, first raj went inside to get him. As ruhaan sees raj he tries to get up but his balance shooks and suddenly siddhart catches him.
“Ruhaaan”
“B.. Bhai” He whispered, siddhart looked at his state, his hairs messy, eyes red. He wasn't able to walk neither he was in his senses.
“Ruhaan yeh kya haal bana rakha h apna?” He asked looking at his brother.
(Ruhaan what you have made of yourself)
He hugs him tightly while sobbing.
“Ruhaaaan” Siddhart called out his name as he sobbed
“bhaiiiiii i.. I love her bhai i love her” He mumbled and siddhart looked at raj who wasn't able to meet his eyes.
Both of them took him to the car and made him sit in the backseat while raj was driving so siddhart sat with him laying his head on his shoulder.
“Ruhaan what happened will you tell me?” He asked him softly.
“I love her bhai i love her so much, she said too she loves.. Loves.. M.. Me bu… . But she's ready to.. To get.. Ma….Married to someone else bhaii.. I.. I sa.. Said to wa.. Wait her bu.. But she didn't” He said while crying and siddhart kneely looked at him.
He has never seen him crying him this bad but his heart broke at this sight.
“who's she ruhaan?”he asked him.
“Ree.. Reet” Ruhaan whispered his name. Siddhart knew that something was going between them, her going from house out if nowhere and then ruhaan acting as if he doesn't care. But still never letting anyone use her desk, and in the evening too he acted so weird.
“from when it's going on?” He asked again.
“I.. I do… don't know” He replied.
“B.. But i really love her bhaii… so much” He said and siddhart still remained calm. He has gone through this , last time when his heart broke he never said to anyone but today he's enough open. And he won't let his brother suffer this time.
“Kya lagti hai vo tere liye Ruhaan?” Siddhart asked him and ruhaan looked up at him with a smile forming on his lips.
(What is she for you ruhaan?)
“Jaan hai vo meri bhai” He replied calmly and Siddhart smiled at his brothers true confession. He was drunk but so honest
“Toh use kyu jaane diya ruhaan?” He asked him.
(Then why did you let her go ruhaan?)
“She doesn't trust me bhai….. I told her i don't want anaya still she thought i want her, even after everything was going on smooth she was waiting for me.. But suddenly shee.. Shee decided to get marry” He said and siddhart clenched his jaw.
He knew Reet has trust issues but here she was wrong. He was not going to justify her today , her every move is wrong here. If she loves him why is she marrying someone else.
“Raj lets take him from backdoor, if shaanvi got up then she'll be tensed” He said and raj nodded. They took him out of the car taking him carefully to his room without making any sound. They brought him inside of the room and made him lay on the sofa because kiaana was sleeping on the bed.
“let him sleep and you you will tell him everything from starting” Siddhart said sternly to raj and he nodded. They stood in the balcony while raj started explaining him everything.
He was listening everything what happened and what they did.
“You and amaira did this?” He asked glaring him and he nodded.
“We had no choice bhai” He said.
“Ek baar mujhse toh puch liya hota, i may have talked to her. You know what you'll don't know about her. She's so sensitive and easy to break raj, ruhaan was healing her completely. You know she never trusted anyone after Everything happened with her even shaanvi. But she did trust on me, she never loved anyone in her whole life”
“I'm not justifying her because now she's wrong she did with ruhaan what Happened with him years ago but situation was different. If she loves him she has to trust him, she must have believed on that audio but she has to speak to ruhaan in this Matter. I don't know what's wrong with this girl, she always takes wrong decisions and this is her worst decision ever. I will never let her Marry anyone and destroy her life. With this there are three lives which gonna destroy. Ruhaan, reet and mayank's” He said and raj listened to him carefully.
“Ruhaan will never let this happen bhai” He said and siddhart looked at him
“This is going to be tough raj. She has evoken his worst side now she has to face this consequences” Siddhart said and looked back in the room but didn't find ruhaan there.
“Raj where is ruhaan?” He asked being tensed.
“Ohhh shit” Raj exclaimed and they started searching him. Raj went out of his room and siddhart looked in washroom when his eyes fell on the study room, the door was open.
“Bhai he's not there” raj said and looked at the director siddhart was looking.
“He must be there” He said and they moved. Siddhart remembered he never allowed to go anyone inside.
As they came inside their eyes went wide when they looked all over only to see Reet's potrait. They looked at each other and then at ruhaan who was painting her potrait.
He was drunk still his hand didn't shake for once, he immensely painted her. They were so stunned to see this, they looked all over the room was filled with her portraits.
At last they looked at each other and stood their waiting for him to complete the painting and when he was done after three hours.
“I love you” He whispered making them smile.
They made him Stand and carefully laid him on the sofa moving out of the room.
“Go and sleep bhai I'm there here, I'll take care of him. We will talk to him at morning” Raj said and siddhart nodded. Giving a last glance to his brother he went away.
Raj sat on the bed beside kiaana who was peacefully sleeping. He caressed her hairs and looked over his best friend who was so vulnerable right now. He just prayed that everything should go as he has planned
He felt his phone vibrating so removed it from his pocket.
“Hello” He heard Amaira's voice.
“You're not sleeping?” He asked her.
“No I'm in reet's room right now. She just slept now” She said and he chuckled.
“Ruhaan also slept few minutes ago” He replied.
There was silence for some minutes.
“Are we doing right raj? I didn't knew ruhaan would dr..drink, he's suffering alot. Reet wasn't ready to listen me,she was just going on chanting that everything was happening because of her” She said him.
“Amaira we did now and we can't back off” He replied
“Bhai knows everything” He said and Amaira gasped.
“I don't know he will support or not. Let's wait till morning okk” He said and they continued speaking while the two souls where sleeping, their life devastated, they didn't they have to go through this much.
And as the night went offf they finally slept in each other's dream.
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Ruhaan's pov:
I woke up as sunrays fell on my face , my head hurting badly. I sat straight on the sofa holding my head when suddenly it hit me what i did.
I Got drunk!!!!!!!!!!
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So here's the next chapter
Last chapter target wasn't completed and people called me selfish for putting 3.5k votes as target where i clearly wrote i need time to write. But it's okk..
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