I did my presentation at school and dang I was about to faint on the spot, but luckily I was able to make it. I got really good feedback form it and people said I was confident, but does mixing up your words make you confident...... I don't think so
Beside of all of that stuff, let's get on with the chapter.
Things to look out for
Y/N- your name
D/N- daughters name
F/C- favourite colour
Your POV
It was the next day, I was hanging out on the cliff I went a few days ago, it was started to become sun rise, I stared deeply at the sun that was coming up. It was cold out so wearing a F/C and leggings/jeans maybe need to be more warmer, the wind was blowing against me, and grass was blowing along with it cause of how tall it is.
You came back
As I opened my door D/N was sitting with Dmitri on the couch on their phones, I smiled and went to the kitchen I was going to make eggs. ( or whatever you want ) I heard a knock on the door.
D- I WILL GET IT!
I heard D/N scream across the room, I heard a door opening and heard a voice.
???- well hello D/N is Dmitri here?
D- yes Aunty Nicole he's in the living room
I heard the door closed and feet coming to the kitchen.
N- well hi Y/N!
Y- morning Nicole
N- where were you?
Y- what do you mean?
N- Y/N I know you were out
Y- I was hanging on the cliffs
N- you shouldn't do that it dangerous
Y- why would it matter to me, I no need to be here
I would always tell myself I was worthless here, they would work but people say I shouldn't.
" give up! "
" you not worth it! "
" why am I here? "
" cry no one cares! "
" worthless "
Tears started building in my eyes, Nicole looked at me and her eyes started glistening. She came up to me and stared crying on my shoulder.
N- Y/N I don't know how you can just say that like you would want to, I need you here, everyone does. What if Zayn needed you, look even though you think we need you, we actually need you so don't go and saying that your worthless there are people out there who love you..... Okay?! I know we all have those times saying that to ourselves, but you don't need to say it
My tears stared going down my cheeks and onto the floor.
N- go sit on the table and I'll cook you something okay?
I stood there in silence but gave a small nod, I walked the the table and looked down the the wood that was I fount of me, I heard whispers of D/N and Dmitri I closed my eyes tight, and did a huge stressful sigh. I wiped the extra fares in my eyes and looked at Nicole, her eyes were still watery but still did her thing.
As she finished she handed me a plate of eggs ( or whatever ) I looked at the plate in front of my nod pushed it away.
Y- I'm not hungry
N- Y/N you need to eat
Y- but I said I'm not hungry
N- at least eat something
Y- but I don't have the appetite
N- Y/N..... You can't do this to yourself
I didn't say anything back, I sniffed and looked at her. She was looking at the food then back at me.
N- please even if it's just a bit
Y- but what's in it for me?
N- Y/N..... I don't want you like this
Y- then can you just stay along with me, I'm not hungry
N- ....
Y- I'm going out
N- huh? Out where?!
Y- somewhere
N- wait Y/N, tell me where your going, Y/N wait!
I closed the door and ran. I didn't look back but my legs were getting tired, I reached the cliff and looked at the view I sat slowly on the grass and there was no wind. The sun was hitting my head which made it warm, I fiddled with the grass I was ripping of. Tears started slipping down my face.
I was so mean to Nicole but she doesn't understand.
I stated to sing lyrics.
Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
I hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans
Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is the prize
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
???- mind if I join you?
Wait what?!
Sorry cliffhanger!
Author~chan out