A/n
You ready fo' this? Listen to some music or something.. Cuz this will be long af.. :^) And BTW.. I have no freaking clue how airports work.. so Dont murder me.. Plez
Reader's P.O.V
We arrived..
Jin's on the phone..
That pain.. Its still there..
"Yeah.. uhuh.. Yeah.. Ok.. Good bye.." He ended the call and smiled at me..
While dragging his luggage..
"Who was that?" I asked.. Im shaking.. I feel like I want to break down.. I feel so lost....
I remember I had this feeling when the accident happened..
A feeling of regret?
"Oh I just told my friend to pick up the car and he can have it.." He replied smiling at me..
"I-I see.."
I remember him putting the keys under the car..
We walked to a receptionist..
And I just sat there..
I felt a twist on my chest.. It was unbearable.. I felt the pain of stabs..
Making me shiver in pain..
Jin approached me.. and placed his hand on my shoulder..
"You okay Jagiya?" His words pierced me..
I hate the way he called me Jagiya..
I hated his touch.. I started to hate his touches..
I brushed him off.. Something that Ive never done before..
He moved his hand away..
"Whats wrong?" He sounded concern..
Usually.. I would know what the hell's wrong with me..
"How the hell am I supposed to know Jin?" I looked at him..
My eyes are getting clouded..
"Explain to me why I feel such an idiot when you ask me whats wrong with me?" I snapped..
Im raising my voice.. People was looking at us then looking away..
Im starting to lose it.. I cant keep it together..
Ever since I got out of that hospital.. I felt this uncertain.. painful.. suffocating..feeling.. that I felt before...
I want to run..
Run.. and run.. Until my legs die..
Jin sighed heavily..
I felt his warm breath on my forehead.. I clenched my fist..
I need help..
"I love you.. Youre my bestfriend..If you want to go.. Go.." He finally broke down the silence.. it was only for a couple of seconds that felt like eternity..
I stared right at his eyes with my heart beating faster every second..
What does he mean.. "Go"..
Go where.. Why Go? Where to?
"Run.." He said motioning for me to go.. and do what he said..
Run.. he said.. I want to that.. ever since I got in his car..
He hugged me.. and let go immediately..
"Just go.. Y/n.. Or else I wont let you go..." His words broke me.. to tears.. I have no clue why Im crying..
But somehow.. I am..
I glanced at my feet.. and looked back at him..
He nodded with a sad smile and I ran..
People glanced at me weirdly..
I dont know where to.. But I am..
Jin's P.O.V
I told her to go..
I asked her what was wrong with her... but she responded.. that she didnt know..
She looked like she was in so much in pain.. like she was drowning..
I told her to go.. because.. Even though I want to keep her for myself..
I cant..
Because she will always go back to who she belongs to..
Jung Hoseok..
The right man for her..
Calling her Jagiya isnt my right..
Its Jhope's..
Explaining this to Y/n.. would be tough as hell..
And I know.. that it risks our friendship..
But was it really my fault that I wanted her to be away from Hoseok..? The man who caused her pain..?
Yeah.. Maybe.. but I just wanted her to be happy..
I almost lost her..
But I guess I'll never be the one who can make her happy..
She will be better off with Jhope..
She left her suitcase here.. I guess I'll ask Namjoon to pick this up too..
I called his phone..
And he picked up..
"Hey.. Namjoon.."
"Yeah?"
"Will you give Y/n her suitcase?"
"Why?"
"She ran off.."
"I knew she would do that.. Well.. Im coming over there.."
"Thanks.." I ended the call..
I guess I'll be sitting here..all alone..
Jhope's P.O.V
Just a bit more.. and Im there.. I can reach her..
I took a quick glance my watch..
7:14 am..
What time is their flight?
I need to catch up to her..
She cant leave.. I cant let her..
I wanted to apologize.. Explain what was misunderstood..
I wanted to apologize for falling inlove with her..
If only I could turn back time.. and make it right..
It was a mistake meeting her.. But I need to apologize before she lives.. and I might never see her..
Ever again..
-at the airport-
I ran inside the airport.. I went looking for her.. but she isnt anywhere...
But I saw someone.. who was supposed to be with her..
Jin..
I approached him.. trying to catch my breath..
"Where... is she.." I panted.. as he looked at me with a surprised expression..
"She ran off.." He sadly said.. hanging his head low..
I shook his shoulders back and forth
"Where to!?"
"I dont know.. I just told her to run.. And she did.. she implied that she doesnt want to be with me.." He explained..
Is he.. disappointed? For what reason?
"She could be anywhere.. What if...it.." I remember the accident..
Its still so clear..
"Its not gonna happen again Jhope.. Hurry up and find her.. Shes most likely to run to the place closest to her heart.." He explain..
He nodded in assurance..
I ran to my motorcycle and started it as fast as I could..
I drove off..
The place closest to her heart...
I think I know where she could be..
Jin's P.O.V
Jhope was here... Why didnt he punch me? Why didnt he hurt me?
Did he come here to stop her? Why does it have to be him out of all people?
My phone rang once again..
I picked it up..
"Where you at?" Namjoon said..
He's here already?
"From the entrance.. walk straight ahead and turn left.. then straight ahead.. then right.. Youre gonna see me.. You know what I look like right?" I gave him directions..
"Yeah.. I think I see you.." He ended the call and just waited..
I checked the time.. 8:03 am..
Approximately 12 more minutes till I can board the plain..
Someone tapped my head..
"Yo.." Namjoon smiled.. his dimples are showing..
"Hey.. You got the keys?"
"Yeah.." He waved the keys back and forth.. making a noise..
"Heres the luggage.." I stood up and gave him the luggage..
"Everyone boarding American Airlines.. Please make your way to the plane.. American Airline boarders.. Make your way to the plane.." An announcement rang and echoed through the entire room we were in..
"Guess thats my flight.." I sighed and fakely smiled..
I dragged my luggage towards the big door that leads into the plane...
"Jin.. Hold up.." Namjoon called out.. I turned around..
He jogged to me..
And his lips landed on mine..
What.The.Hell..
He pulled away and smiled..
His annoying ass dimples showed..
"I'll miss you.." He said.. and looked down..
"I-I'll only be gone.. for a year and a half.." I tried to look away..
But I couldnt..
I walked again.. but stopped..
"Take care Kim Namjoon.." I left him there..
He was waving.. smiling..
I went into the plane.. and went to my seat..
put my seatbelt on.. and took a deep breath..
Now Im starting to feel my heart is about to burst..
What is this..
Reader's P.O.V
I was still running.. Im running.. and Im tripping over everything..
This time.. Im keeping my eyes ahead.. Im not making the same mistake I did..
I had to stop here and there.. just to catch a breather..
I kept running.. but not too long.. I had an urge to stop..
I stopped.. infront of a house..
It wasnt huge as my Eomma's house.. but its nice..
I dont know who this belongs to...
Nor.. why Im here..
This is just a random house..
Maybe.. I stopped on the wrong destination..
Maybe.. Its pointless... Maybe.. It was all for nothing..
I slowly walked away from it..
Still.. thinking.. why.. did I stop here..
I went back to the house..
I remember.. someone said.. Curiosity kills the cat..
But I want to know..
I knocked one the door..
No answer..
Knock Knock Knock..
No one got to the door..
Knock Knock..
Still nothing..
Knock..
Maybe.. I should just give it up..
Its no use..
I stopped here for no reason..
But I dont want to run anymore..
My legs wobbled like rocks piled up..
And they collapsed..
I was too tired..
I need a break..
Jhope's P.O.V
I know where to go..
I took the quickest way to get there..
Shes here somewhere..
I parked my motorcycle near my house..
I ran towards my or.. our..house.. and I saw a figure.. walking away from it..
I know that figure anywhere..
Reader's P.O.V
I think Im ok now..
Just a few minutes of rest is all good..
My heart beat is still way up there..
But I can walk now..
If I cant run.. Then I'll walk..
Then..
I felt warmth on my wrist..
Someone stopped me from my tracks..
"Y/n.."