And you're just so beautiful that I drown in your presence and I can't get you out of my mind, I'm lost the moment I see your face, gasping for breath and heaving, and somehow it's fine, I wouldn't mind losing myself in you, anything to be with you, that's all I realize that I need and everyone says I'm insane, suicidal, for letting this happen, letting myself go, then you go and hurt me, break my heart and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, and I realize too soon, that it's too late, I've lost so much of myself in you that I don't have anything else left for me, I can't pick up the broken pieces because there are no broken pieces left to even piece together, and now I'm nothing, my existence meaningless, and I lie on the ground looking to the sky for one last time before-
"He's dead."
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"AND WHO'S TO SAY YOU'RE NOT GONNA LEAVE ME, TOO?!" Panting, heaving, breath coming out in angry flames, "HUH-?!"
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"Wear a mask for so long, you start to forget who you are underneath."
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"I only did what I thought was right-"
"For yourself."
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抖阴社区 idea:
Hero is in civvies, hits on Villain who is also in civvies and Both are aware of their civ ID but don't know the other is aware of that
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"It's, I guess...it's easier? It's better, it's better- this way, you know?" They lean down on their folded arms, staring at the window. "I'll be gone before you know it. Our class will be even-numbered. Our teacher will have one less of a problem student. My parents won't have to waste any more money. And you-"
"And I-" you cut them off. "I'll lose someone I love."
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"I can't see." A choked sob. "I- I can't see anything. I can't-!"
"Shh," you comfort, cupping their face in your hand while the other wraps around their waist. "I'm here. You're, you're here. With me. It's okay, we're safe." You kiss their forehead. "You- you're okay."
"No, I'm fucking not!" They scream, breaking your hold. "I can't SEE JACKSHIT, DUMBASS!" You try to get close, try to hug them, but your hands are slapped away. "I'm NOT 'okay'!"
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"I'm not interrupting anything, am I~?"
You freeze, face flushed red as you hurriedly unwrap your arms from their neck. They're blushing too, hands pulling away from your body.
"Oh no," the damn bastard grins at them. "Continue, continue~ I'll be quiet~ You won't even notice I'm here."
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Angry puffs of breath escaping, teeth grinding so hard it feels like they're gonna break, feet hitting the ground none too softly -and you're sure the pain will hit you and the soles of your feet at any moment- but fucking hell, you are damn right pissed as fuck like goddamn--
"Wait, I'm- I'm so, so sorry," they say, voice coming from behind and you clench your fists tighter, "Wait, slow down, plea-"
"/'Sorry'/," not facing them, nope, fuck that, fuck them, fuck their stupid face, nope nope nopity nope- "doesn't mean fucking /jackshit/, you jackass-!!"
"I-"
"I knew it!" You screamed, "I just knew it, I knew it, I knew it-!" It's getting harder to breathe, shit, calm the hell down, calm down- "I should've-" fuck fuckfuckbreathmoron/breathe/onetwothree- " I was so, so stupid!"
It gets quiet sans the short shuffling from behind you and your heavy breathing (and choked up sobs-).
"I-"
"I thought you'd be different," you say, hunched over and hugging your sides, hugging yourself. The wind is freezing, where was your jacket? where where where comfort only familiar comfort-
"Guess I was wrong."
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um, hey er, Seto's back that's, that's ... good umm, sorry im not good at expressing my own feelings so yah not good at this stuff yup