There is something magical about universal studios. I guess that and watching Beckett fangirl about comics and harry potter. I can't lie to you though I think I freaked out about the harry potter stuff.
While this trip was fun and everything I had expected it to be it ended all too soon. Beckett and I shared one other night like the previous one. Everything is so natural to him and it is kind of infuriating. He just knows what to do and it was kind of annoying. I though know to charm my way into places and things. Like one night I got us drinks, which I am well aware that it's bad because I am underage. You know what, it's fine.
"You ready girly?" Beckett said as he finished filling the car with gas and hopping back into the car.
I nodded my head as he turned the key and the car came to life. I was in charge of playing music on the car ride home. I played some All Time Low, fall out boy, and just all different kinds of music. I, of course, took videos and sent them to Alex and Jack when we were in Beckett's car jamming out to All Time Low.
Group created by Logan
Logan: This is why we can't go anywhere.
Alex: Did you only add 1 fourth of all time low?
Logan: Jack is here. I know how Rian feels about Group chats add him and Zack if you want.
Jack: Already on it.
Jack has added Zack and Rian
Alex: What is up boys and Logan
Rian: Wait my favorite Logan?
Logan: Yes tis be me.
Jack: I thought I was your favorite?
Zack: Bitch that spot has been taken for a while by me
Logan: Well this is getting weird. Beckett says Hey! And then asked me something ;)
Alex: USE CONDOMS CHILDREN! WE DON'T WANT YOU GUYS HAVING NO KIDS!
Jack: Remember what your daddy taught you.
Rian: Stop
Zack: Hey Ry asked me to tell you to text her. Also, you pick up the stuff?
Logan: Yes I did. I picked up your stuff. Also, I mean I did use what my daddy taught. ;) Have fun boys.
Rian: WHAT
Alex: Logan Blake you did not.
Jack: I didn't expect that one
** New Message **
Rian: You are messing with us right?
Logan: I might be... I might not be at the same time... who knows?
Rian: Logan.... Blake.... Urie.... I SWEAR TO GOD....
Logan: We will discuss this later. Beckett wants to switch drivers. We are almost back to the house. Also, I picked you and the boys up little gifts. So we may chat then. Dad is hosting a get-together tonight anyway when we get back. Like a welcome home party. Excluding Kolbi, Tyler, and Jenna.
Rian: Okay kid you get away now.
I closed my message app and looked at Beckett who was so focused on the road. We were about an hour away from home. I began to think of this trip and smiled. There wasn't a lot of tears but a lot of smiles. I placed my head on the window and watched the sights pass me by.
"You okay love?" Beckett said and moved his right hand to hold my left.
I nodded and held his hand brushing my thumb over his knuckles. I had been taking care of my tattoo like how I was told. It was not really all that gross like I expected it to be. I guess I knew too many other people so I in a way knew what I was doing.
Once we rolled into town I gave Beckett instructions not to go to my house but to go to Rian's. He pulled into the drive. I sent Rian a text before seeing him come outside and wave. He let us pass the gate and I went and hugged him. Zack was sitting on the floor of his living room.
'wait I got your stuff.' I signed at him leaving him confused.
Zack got up and I ran to Beckett's car popping open the trunk and getting our what I had rolled in extra t-shirts. I handed the bottles over to Zack and he smiled at me.
"How did you get your hands on alcohol?" Rian asked being more of a parent than my own parents.
"Don't worry about it." I croaked out making both Zack and Rian look up at me shocked.
"Woah when did this start?" Zack said and looked back behind me at Beckett who wrapped his arms around my waist and was resting his chin on my head.
"Somewhere between screaming in pleasure and trying to say my name. It's like having a baby again." Beckett cooed as I jabbed his side with my elbow.
"ow, okay I deserved that one." He said and held his side.
I danced around excitedly remember my tattoo. I took out my phone and called Alex on facetime.
"Whatcha needing kiddo?" Alex asked and I smiled at him telling him one second before adding Jack.
"Ello Loggy!" Jack screamed. I sat my phone down and showed the other two boys their band members.
"Okay, this is odd," Alex said
I began to lift up my shirt.
"Nope, not getting arrested," Zack said and tried to get up.
Jack was the first to notice the tattoo, however.
"Fucking Jesus Christ! Logan did it! Loggy you did it!" Jack screamed in through the phone jumping up and down excitedly.
Zack and Rian then inspected the tattoo a little closer. Alex sat silent and I frowned at him. I figured out of everyone Alex would be the most excited for me and want to know more about it. Alex kind of just sat there. I knew he wasn't froze because he kept blinking and looking up at what I presumed was his tv.
"A-Alex!" I said in a high tone than what I spoke a few seconds ago.
"Woah big fuck," Jack said before releasing I was the only one who could have said it.
"Wait did you just speak?" He said and looked at me giving me his famous Jack smile.
I nodded my head as Alex breathed out a little laugh.
"Why you pick us kid and not Tyler and Josh?" Alex asked as left my phone on Rian's counter.
I kind of shrugged. I never thought my first words outside of a small group of people would be Tyler and Josh. Ryleigh had heard me say things previously in my life but It was different now. I went and sat on Beckett's lap causing them to all groan in response. Part of me wanted to really make the boys wonder about what this trip was really about. I looked at Beckett and put my hand on his face before kissing him. What started out as a few short kisses became a make-out session. Jack, on one hand, was the only one cheering for us to continue while Rian picked me up off Beckett and sat me in a different chair beside Zack. Zack and I, on the other hand, had become good friends as of recently because of Ryleigh. I mean I had become better friends with All Time Low because of Ryleigh.
"No babies," Rian stated pointing to the three of us as he walked out of the room to get water.
We all snickered as Beckett went and laid on the floor and I climbed on top of him just laying down. I could hear his heart beating and I looked at Zack smiling and waving.
"You okay baby?" Beckett whispered and I nodded slightly.
Alex and Jack were snickering at the sight that was before them knowing Rian was probably going to flip a switch at the sight in front of him. I yawned and Beckett began to rub my back. I was so tired anymore and I didn't know why. Zack took pictures of the two bottles of alcohol I had brought him back. In all reality he ordered them and I just had to go pick them up. He even had them sent to our hotel room.
"What did I say about this," Rian exclaimed trying to pick me up off of Beckett.
I tried to cling onto Beckett as Kolbi does sometimes. Rian somehow won though and got me off of Beckett. Beckett then sat up and put his arms out for me. I ran into them and he wrapped his arms around my head.
"Children I swear to go," Rian said to Zack who nodded.
I flipped him off before noticing Beckett was getting a phone call from my parents. I tapped his chest as I picked up his phone that had fallen out of his pants pocket.
"One moment I gotta take this." Beckett handed me to Rian and I picked up my phone waving goodbye to Alex and Jack.
"Please tell me you guys didn't," Rian said looking at me dead in the eyes.
I looked down at my phone giving off a soft smile.
"Ri we don't need to know about their sex life we already know about Alex and Jacks which is enough as it is," Zack said and got out his phone to start texting someone.
"You did didn't you?" Rian said noticing I never answer him.
Part of me knew it was killing him not knowing. So I jut shrugged to drag this out before nodding and giving him a cheeky smile. Rian was a really chill and laid back person. Where Jack was more of the crazy one. Zack was kind of shy from everything I noticed about him. Alex was equally as crazy as Jack but could have a darker side to him like most of us.
"Was he any good?" Rian asked now on the edge of his seat.
I put my hand to his forehead and shoved him into Zack who shoved him back into me.
"Yo, we got to go. I have a kiddo waiting on me tonight. See you guys later." Beckett said and shook hands with Rian and Zack.
I gave them both hugs as we got up and left. Beckett being in true form opened the car door for me. I curtsied and climbed into the car giggling. Beckett shut the door and we began the drive to my house. Beckett punched the code in for the gate and drove up to the front running to open the car door for me. I smiled seeing mom and dad at the door. I walked up giving both them a hug. Dad held me a little longer than usual but it was fine he probably missed my silent ass while I was gone.
He might just have to get used to being an empty nester if I decided to go to college. Beckett and I had briefly talked while in the harry potter world. If we wanted to continue our education. I had the option to go and finish up the last of my school in an actual school or finish it online. I was finishing it online while Ryleigh went back. Ryleigh was also a year behind me so it was fair for her to want that. Beckett talked about wanting to be an actual author that was published one day. I smiled watching his face light up talking about his hopes and dreams.
We also talked about the future. Where we saw ourselves if we had families. Beckett of course said he saw himself having at least 2 more kids on top of having Kolbi. He saw himself never stopping learning. I saw myself touring the world and never stopping. I knew how the crew worked and how to help them. It was the best thing ever plus Ryleigh and I did sort of have something like a band going. I knew people would help us if we really wanted to go after this head-on. I told Beckett I could see myself touring and I think that scared him. I think he thought I'd be leaving him. In some ways while I would be leaving him, I wouldn't be leaving him like the way he thinks. I can see myself marrying him and maybe giving him those other two kids he wants but nothing anytime soon.
Everything right now was perfect and now that I was home. I had a puzzle to put together and solve. I had a person I needed to go speak to. I texted Jack quickly.
Logan: Hey can you take me somewhere tomorrow?
Jack: Yeah where to loggy?
Logan: I'll tell you tomorrow. Thanks see you in a few
Dad, of course, wanted to know all about our trip. He and Beckett were unloading our suitcases. Mom eyed me up and down and I nodded. I knew she was asking the same question Rian asked. She nodded and motioned toward the back hallway that leads to the back yard. I followed her.
"You did use protection right?" Mom said and looked at me.
I nodded and she hugged me.
"Well, I hope you enjoyed the vacation because your dad and I have been working on getting you into a new speech therapist if you are ready to take the next step." Mom told me and I smiled ear to ear.
I nodded again before going inside. Dad was now standing at the island drinking a beer. I smiled seeing Josh there and waved at him like a dork.
'Where is Ryleigh?' I signed and he pointed up toward the stairs.
"Beckett is there too!" Dad called out to me as I waved leaving the kitchen to go be with my friends.
I felt this utter since of joy walking in to see Ryleigh and Beckett putting their heads together as they looked through photos. I was still wearing the promise ring Beckett had given me when Ryleigh noticed it screaming excitedly and slapped Beckett's chest before hugging me tightly and swaying our bodies side to side.
Only Ryleigh would ever understand what me telling Beckett yes would ever mean. Because to everyone else, it was words. Ryleigh understood the deeper meaning of yes in my world. Ryleigh could tell by the look in my eye and hugged me so tight.
"Never leave me with all these men again." She said and sat down beside Beckett as I went and sat on the other side.
I placed my head on his shoulder and listed to his heartbeat though his shoulder. It was fainter this way than when I lay my head on his chest but all the same, it was something steady in a world of chaos.