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If Only She'd Loved Him

By PamHHarrison

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It's a good thing when you give a person hope, isn't it? At least that's what Megan told herself as she brok... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
Chapter 89
Chapter 90

Chapter 3

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By PamHHarrison

Thursday 8:00 am

Neon orange blinking incessantly into her eyes, Jean stared at her alarm clock.  Aw hell, she had class in twenty minutes.  Guess I'll have to skip that one, Jean decided.  Eyes closed, she fumbled around before she got the nasal whine of the alarm to finally be quiet.  Rolling back on her side, she burrowed under her covers and shut her eyes.  But her eyes refused to stay closed.  It was useless.  She was up for the day.  Her stomach rumbled.  Pancakes.  She could really go for some pancakes dripping in maple syrup.  The tall stack, not the short one.  Due to an outgrown sweater collection, and barely cresting five foot three, Jean hated both the words "short" and "stacked."  Climbing out of her bed, she decided to check on Megan and see if she wanted to eat breakfast out with her.  Deciding what to wear wasn't a challenge.  She threw on jeans, a pale green tee shirt and was ready.  After years spent in plaid skirts and crisp white shirts, the freedom of  jeans never failed to make her happy.  After a quick glance in the mirror, Jean passed a comb through her short red hair, got it stuck in the curly mess, and quit. Crossing the hall, she knocked on Megan's shut door.

"Are you guys decent in there?"

Getting no answer back didn't disturb her a bit.  Megan liked to sleep in almost as much as Jean.  She opened the door, but the room was empty.  It looked exactly as it had last night before they'd raced to the Game.  Jean frowned.  Megan could have spent the night with friends, but she had an early class today and Megan had always refused to sleep over if she had to get up early the next day.  She glanced around the room.  For a slob like her roommate, it looked normal: books strewn on the dresser, makeup piled all around her mirror, clothes both on the bed and hanging over the closet door handle, but the bed had definitely not been slept in.  Clean yellow sheets lay in a heap on the stripped-down mattress.  Jean shook her head.  Megan's a big girl, she told herself.  She doesn't need you to worry about her.  She's probably just out getting some breakfast.  But still, something bothered Jean. Megan had never spent the night out when she had an early class.  And Jean meant never.  Megan was positively neurotic when it came to being late.  Uneasy at her thoughts, Jean left Megan's bedroom and went into the kitchen.  Paul's number, highlighted in yellow, was scribbled on a notepad on the counter.  Jean dialed and waited for his phone to ring.  Three buzzes later, she got his voice mail.

"This is Paul.  Matt and I are busy right now reading the articles in Playboy, but if you'll leave us a message listing your turn ons and turn offs, we'll get back to you fast, just not too fast."  The message ended with wild laughter.  Jean slammed the phone down.  Could they be more juvenile?  Reluctantly, she re-dialed and left a message. 

"Paul, it's Jean.  Look this is silly, but Megan didn't come home last night.  Her bed hasn't been slept in, and you were acting so weird last night I wanted to call and make sure everything was okay.  Call me back.  You know the number."

Jean had just decided she was acting more like a mother than a friend and was about to head out the door for her coveted pancakes when her phone buzzed. 

"Hello?"

The voice on the other end was soft and full of fuzz.  It sounded hung over.  Big surprise.                       

"Jeanie, this is Paul.  What do you mean I was acting weird last night?  I wasn't near your place. I knew Megan wanted to play her little Game, so me and Matt went out and got some beers."

"What?" Jean interrupted him.  Were blackouts part of Paul's beer blitz last night, too?  Couldn't he even remember what he'd done to her wrist with his stupid "no lights" crap.  "Don't be an ass, Paul.  You were here when we got back last night.  I saw you."

"You must've been on something then Jean, cause I was at The Slate.  I left a message."

"No, you didn't.  Quit kidding around.  You were waiting in our apartment when we got home.  You know you were."

"Jeanie, I don't know what you're talking about."

Paul sounded sincere—confused but sincere.  Wetness, warm and salty, spread through Jean's hands.  As the phone slid through her fingers, it got heavy in her palm.  Her right wrist ached.  Suddenly, her mind flashed back to last night.  She felt Paul's fingers on her wrist closing down, keeping her away from the light switch.

"Oh Jesus," she whispered.

"Jeanie, what's wrong?"  Paul's voice was clearer now.

"Megan didn't come home last night."

"So?  You said she was with you."

"No.  You don't understand.  After the Game, we came back here and someone was waiting for her.  We thought it was you.  He wouldn't let me turn on the lights."  Jean's voice rose, began to squeak as it got faster, higher. "Megan left with him.  Oh God."

"Jeanie, calm down.  I'm sure it was someone playing a joke on you.  Probably someone with the Game.  Megan's fine.  Just relax.  She'll probably show up in an hour or two."  He snickered.  "Maybe you'll even get a ransom demand, and if you do I'll pay it.  I'd love for her to be in debt to me.  Just try to calm down.  You're getting hysterical over nothing."

A faint giggle laughed in the background.  It sounded a lot like Megan. Were they playing a stupid joke on her?  What were they up to?  Jean didn't feel like screwing around.

"Who's that with you?" she demanded.

Silence.  Jean heard frantic whispering before Paul got back on the phone.

"Oh, that's Liz," he sounded much calmer now.  "She stopped over to give me the notes for Zo."  Another whisper and his voice got short, clipped. "Look, we have to get class.  But if Megan comes over here later on, I'll let you know."  Jean could have sworn she heard something funny in his voice.  She heard another laugh, quickly muffled.  Frowning, she strived to remain civil.

"Yeah, okay.  Umm, thanks, and don't forget to come to the party we're having on Saturday.  It's for the Game but we'll let you in anyways."

"Great," he replied dryly.  "I'll see both you girls Saturday.  Later." 

Jean snapped her phone shut.  Paul had made her feel like an idiot for worrying about Megan.  She glanced at her watch. Damn, this idiot had better get to at least one class today.  So much for breakfast.  Only later as she sat in class nibbling on the end of her pencil, listening to her professor drone on about stratification in shales, did a thought begin to gnaw inside her:  Why hadn't Paul sounded concerned about Megan being out with another guy?

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