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"Evan, do you want a girlfriend?" "If we don't get girlfriends, let's be boyfriends." AKA Connor is mentally unstable and Evan is gay [First titled A Little More Than Forever]

help /help/ verb 1. make it easier for (someone) to do something by offering one's services or resources. Connor Murphy needs help. Jared Kleinman needs help. Evan Hansen needs help. Will they find it? /// Updates whenever I want it to Started: July 21st, 2019 Finished: September 11th, 2019 I do not own these characters, they belong to the musical Dear Evan Hansen, yada yada yada. Trigger warning: This book will be based on mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Self-harm and eating disorders will most likely be included in this book. These will not, and I repeat NOT be listed at the beginning of chapters- read at your own risk. Now that we have all of that out of the way, I hope you enjoy my book!

• R E Q U E S T S C L O S E D • I nEeD mOuNtAiN dEw ReD! Be More Chill and Dear Evan Hansen inspired one shots! Enjoy! Please don't read the first few stories. Please. Highest Ranking(s): No.1 - kleinsen No.1 - sincerelythree No.1 - jeremyxsquip No.1 - expensiveheadphones No.5 - evanhansen No.7 - squip No.19 - boyf No.30 - bemorechill No.36 - dearevanhansen

Evan Hansen is an introverted teenager with severe social anxiety. His mother, in attempt to get Evan out of his shell and into the world, pushes him to sign up for a theatre class. After some arguing and relentless begging, Evan reluctantly agrees, only wanting to make his mom happy. Connor Murphy, facing depression, drug addiction, and an increasingly deteriorating relationship with his family, finds joy only in weed and acting. He'd been attending the same class for three years, the only place he felt at peace. On Evan's first day, he notices everyone else already had their own groups of friends, no one was alone, except him. Well, him and the boy with the long hair and black hoodie who was intimidatingly brooding in the corner. Connor is not the most welcoming, in fact he's far from it. Though, eventually he begins to tolerate Evan's presence, and soon goes from tolerating it to enjoying it. When Evan miraculously gets cast as the lead role in a show the class is performing, Connor takes it upon himself to help Evan step into the spotlight. (I do not own DEH, I also do not own the cover art!) #youwillbefound

(COMPLETED) Pretty angsty kleinsen book. It's kinda like my oneshot, 'jealous and alone' from my kleinsen oneshot book, but it's different.

A Treebros fanfic (yay)! I'll put trigger warnings at the start of a chapter. Also, this might include swearing. When Connor Murphy stops Evan Hansen from jumping out of a tree, everything changes.

I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS OR ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T COPYRIGHT ME PLEASE. Evan has always had some trouble making friends. He will admit that. His school was extremely transphobic, homophobic, you name it. But there are those few accepting people who may care. Jared knew he was kind of a weirdo. Okay a huge weirdo. He really just wanted some real friends. Is that too much to ask? His only real friend didn't even think he actually cared. Connor just wanted the pain to stop. That's all. He could numb it all he wanted but it never went away. He hated his parents. His sister was barely tolerable. But he just wanted to die. Evan and Jared have been friends for a while now. But they are just "family friends" although they both want more. They meet Connor and feelings erupt from the three. Connor and Jared support Evan in his troubles. Evan and Jared help Connor to better his mental state. And Evan and Connor give Jared much needed love. Everything goes smoothly until Evan starts getting sick. Really sick. The stress that his anxiety put on him may have been too much. No one knew what caused it, but just like words, his heart was failing. Will Evan be okay? Will this affect their relationship? Jared and Connor worry too much for their own good but they can't help it. Who can?

cross-posted on AO3!! - A group chat containing Jared Kleinman, Connor Murphy, and Evan Hansen, and the stuff that happens in between. *this story is in Connor's POV unless stated otherwise* ALSO this story is cowritten with my friend, user Kazilton on Archive! (Connor is AFAB and masc androgynous) - I DO NOT OWN DEAR EVAN HANSEN!

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

Evan Hansen has a hopeless crush on Jared Kleinman and he thinks Jared would never like him, nevermind like that. Besides Jared, Evan has his own little secret that no one knows. Will Evan confess his love for Jared? Or will Jared self combust and tell Evan himself? Will Evan tell anyone about Connor? Besides this, who's the new kid Alex?