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**CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN** lowercase intended. trigger warnings: talk of self harm, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, drug abuse/overdose, alcoholism, abuse, rape/sexual assault, and possibly more. read with caution. started 2/15/24 welcome to my first ever story! please please read the trigger warnings and take them into account. if you are not in the right state of mind dont read! constructive criticism is always appreciated. this story is based around me and my past. ps: i write on an iphone, i don't know how this is gonna turn out, i have no previous experience on writing books, but i thought i'd give it a shot. i love you guys!! take care of yourselves, im always here if you need anything. dont be afraid to reach out!

"this is wrong" "i know" "i don't care" "me neither" - so basically a lil story of you and billie, AND it includes other people i'm pretty sure u know who they are so yay

When a chance meeting at a Billie Eilish concert leads to an unexpected connection, things quickly get real between the fan and the star. As they grow closer, Billie opens up about the tough side of fame and depression, while the reader shares their own secrets. Together, they face the highs and lows of life in the spotlight, learning that even the brightest stars have their struggles. Love, fame, and the messy reality of being close to someone like Billie Eilish collide in this unforgettable journey. (This is my first story! If you like it, please let me know by voting and leaving a comment. I'm a fan of writing detailed, long stories so be prepared for a bit of a longer read, but I promise it's worth it! I'm planning to write more, so if you want to see where this story goes, don't forget to follow! Thanks so much for reading!)

the rewrite is out; read it instead please :) ============================== "I want you and you want me, so what's the harm, babygirl?" ============================== She was the "bad guy" of the school, if you will. Me, on the other hand, was what you would call a goodie two shoes. But after meeting her, that all changed. I found myself skipping classes for her, trying every possible chance just to even see her. I think she changed me for the worst, but if I was being honest, I didn't mind. ============================== She's rough and tough on the exterior; but on the inside a rare gemstone. ============================== A story in which Billie Eilish does not do music and goes to high school. More info in the book :) ============================== Started: 9/9/2019 Ended: 2/6/2020 ? #9 in #billieeilish 9/14/2019 ? #103 in #lesbian 10/16/2019 ? #2 in #finneasoconnell 10/20/2019 ? #1 in #eilish 11/17/2019 ? #2 in #insta 1/3/2020 ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 1/26/2020 ? #2 in #girlxgirl 10/2/2020

We can't help who we love and I happen to love him... I had a normal life until Jax Beckett, I had friends, I partied, I loved hard- or so I thought, I thought my heart was solid and full. Until he came along with all his warnings, previews and snippets... He warned me that being around him wasn't good, that he'd hurt me someday and the scars would never heal. I should've known honesty was his ONLY policy, looking back, I was so stupid... Loving Jax Beckett was the biggest whirlpool I'd ever fall into... Then again, Bad Habits die hard... --- Main Song: Ocean Eyes x Billie Eilish --- STARTED: April 27, 2020 COMPLETED: May 17, 2020

Sometimes, there can be situations where home doesn't feel quite like home. Naturally, it's instinct to go searching for a place that gives you all the comfort and the warmth the walls you live in could never give. Sometimes, home can be a place that makes you feel valid. A place that makes you feel safe and secure. "Home" is any place that lets you forget the rest of the world is in flames, even if it's just for two minutes. But sometimes, your only option comes to leaving home. When my home wasn't home, and he was what it never could be. Does that make it easier to leave? Or will it drive me insane and force me to stay. And all times, there comes a part where you depart from home. But when it's a person who finds home in you too and not a place, do you still have to leave? - "Quit it!" I snapped Turning around, my eyes were boring into his. As he smirked. Still clicking his pen. "What's wrong?" He asked, his smirk getting bigger. "You clicking your pen you Nimrod!" "Nimrod?" He asked me laughing. "I haven't heard that in a while." He looked away. "Yeah whatever, just stop with that!" - Sometimes, love stories... don't always go right. -40,564 words-

{rewritten version of 'different' } lowercase intended "i could never hurt you" billie paused for a moment. thinking carefully about her next set of words. "not when i feel like i'm falling in love with you" achieved; #1 in thiller #1 in bellyache #1 billiefanfic #2 in eilish #2 in billiefanfiction #1 oconnell

random short stories that i don't have the energy to make books out of <3 . [ started : november 2018 ; discontinued ] copyright © 2018, urst4rgrl. all rights reserved.

This is the fourth book in the My Girl series - "I don't want you to leave," I tell her. "You're going against your own words now," she says. I nod. "I don't care. Please, just stay," she sighs and nods. "Okay," she says quietly. "What's gonna happen? Between us?" I shrug. "I don't know. Do you think there's even a way to move on from everything? Would that even be a good idea? I mean, think about it. And like really think about it," I tell her. She doesn't say anything for a moment. Then she sighs. "There's only one way to find out," - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, and assault warnings. Includes foul and suggestive language. - - Started: October 28th, 2024 Finished: November 11th, 2024 - Book One: My Favorite Girl Book Two: My Unrecognizable Girl Book Three: My Sentimental Girl Book Four: My Unforgettable Girl