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Book 1/2 * * * * * * * "He fucking abused me!" Meet Jamie Da La Cruz. He is on the football team and gets bullied for an incident in 6th grade. His hides from his past and has a thick layer of sarcasm to hide his true feelings. Does he learn to accept? What breaks him, or should I say who? "No, it wasn't rape it was almost rape." Now meet Ethan De Paz. The quarterback of the football team, and two parents. People think he has the perfect life, but does he? Or does he have a dark secret that he hides from the world? Will he tell someone what happened that day or forever stay silent. "They don't care." Meet Jared Anderson. A conceded bully who is secretly hiding, and battling his inner demons. Only person he told was an old friend. Why? Maybe bacause nobody cared to ask. But why would they, he is just a bully. Will he ask for help or keep it to himself? Or Will somebody care enough to ask him themselves? "I'm not perfect, I have problems to." Lastly meet Vincent Blake. A nobody who is always caring a camera. What is his problems? And who does he confide in? When they all connect at football summer camp, will they be the death of each other or the only thing keeping then alive. What, is any, relationships form? What conflict raise? And most Importantly, what do they recover from and will they....recover? "We're all fucked up some way somehow." ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ This book is a bxb and a bxg! But mostly focused on the male to male relationship. If you do not support. Do not read. Any hate to anyone's ethnic and or sexual orientation will not be tolerated. This book is made by two people; me @rainbowthisbitch , and @freakingweirdo14 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤️❤️ P.S: There will be many references in this book, so if you find them, point them out ;)

...We were so caught up in the shared moment of care free joy to notice the midnight grey Toyota pickup truck speeding directly towards us. Meters before impact dad finally caught on to what was about to happen, despite it being day the approaching vehicle's headlights blinded us as our cars breaks slammed on, the sound of the tires melting away as the rubber tires scraped against the pavement filled the air and the scent of burning rubber overwhelmed my nostrils, despite our efforts the brakes didn't slow us down, we were to late. There was nothing we could do as we collided head on..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Attempt two at writing a book lmao, summaries without spoilers are not my strong point but here you go: After a tragic child hood accident Astra is left utterly alone, forcing her to make a massive move across the states to live in Tennessee with her grandmother. A few years pass and Astra finds it difficult to deal with the trauma she experienced as a young child, but surrounded by friends and throwing herself into education she starts to heal, until she meets Jason. In the beginning Jason was a kind, caring guy who seemed genuinely interested in getting to know Astra, but not everyone is who they seem to be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW LIST!!!! (there's alot) swearing PTSD/past trauma Character death Violence/ injury detailing Stalking Kidnapping Depression, anxiety Panic attacks Alcohol and drug usage Over thinking Self harm/sabotage Survivors guilt Potential homophobia HEAVY Eating disorders If there's anything you think needs to be posted as a TW then let me know, also please don't read if there is anything that triggers you. Some of these topics are personal, don't be afraid to reach out if you need to talk or ask anything :) Also this is my first solo writing project so any feedback positive/negative is appreciated, writing tips for anything too, hope you enjoy. - jammy :) 24/09/24 - ?

[COMPLETED] ***NOTE: ONLY THE FIRST 15 CHAPTERS ARE PUBLISHED HERE. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO READ THE REST THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO GO TO AMAZON KINDLE AND READ IT THERE*** Handsome and charming, young teacher, Grayson Parker is pumped to teach his first class at a local high school that he and his friends attended when they were teenagers. Being a new teacher is always tough the first week or so, but being new and a young teacher is even tougher. With girls swarming around him, Grayson only wants to get through the school year without any drama and hopefully have the female students respect and see him as a teacher rather than a love interest. That is until he meets Catalina Monroe, a student with an adventurous, outgoing personality and a willingness to do the best she can do. She only sees him as a teacher. He wants to see her as a student, but all becomes difficult when his heart begins to yearn for hers. In the end, will he choose his job or will he choose to win her heart? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~ Status ~ Started: October 2018 Completed: December 2020 Edited: January 2025 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (Plot for this story is completely from my imagination. This is the non-kpop version of my original story from my first account @atlas-carter. PLEASE DO NOT COPY MY PLOT! Thanks.) (Cover © @atlas-carter / @atlas_carter) (Copyright © @atlas-carter / @atlas_carter)

• Girl x Girl • This is the sequel to the Escaping Love (Rewrite) [Book #1]. DISCLAIMER: This book contains drugs, trauma, violence, and both physical/verbal abuse! I will do my best to put disclaimers and trigger warnings at the top of those chapter! ~~~<>~~~<>~~~<>~~~ BOOK #2 "Things were fine and everything felt perfect with her. Finally we're able to live our lives together." This is what Jackie thought after graduating Jane Highland High School. That was until she witnessed something she wished was forever erasable. Unfortunately, it wasn't, and what she thought was fine turned into a mess. Tears formed and the aftershock of Charlotte's reaction has Charlotte watching Jackie drive away. "One day things were fine, and then the next... you're left heartbroken and having no idea how to fix it all." As Jackie and Charlotte try to repair the damage that towed on their relationship, Carmen Grant has situations of her own that she will need to deal with. How far will Jackie and Charlotte need to go before hitting their breaking point? What can be going through Carmen's head, and what history does she have that's impacted her life? ~~~<>~~~<>~~~<>~~~ Start Date: 06/19/21 End Date: 06/11/23

*Girl x Girl* In a difficult line of work, her parents have to move from San Diego, California, all the way to Seattle, Washington where they are happy employed. That was two year ago, and Jacqueline Blake is now a senior at Roosevelt High School. She's been happily enjoying her time at Seattle, with her best friend Amber West. But what happens when she starts her first day seeing the past she though she had push away at the school... all the hard times, all the pain and sorrow she'd went through to push this "tiny" area of her life away. And as problems progress through her senior year, and after high school graduation, will she be able to take on all these changes and adjustments, or will she have to run... avoid... and forget... all over again?

After being forced to constantly relive the trauma of that day, Chris Dalton's life is finally taking a turn for the better. He is embarking on a new career change as an elementary gym teacher while preparing to propose to the love of his life, Laila. Everything seems to be falling into place until he meets the girl in the cargo-pants, Ada Zabala, a special education teacher whose classroom happens to be right next to his office. There is something about Ada that captivates him, but he struggles to pinpoint it. Could it be the pain behind her eyes? Could it be the secrets she carries from her past? Or could it just be the way she fills him up and makes him feel like he isn't the only one with demons? The problem is: can two dark and empty souls fill each other up when their pasts are constantly clashing with the present? The other problem is: He made a promise to marry Laila, how can he break that promise? Ada just got out of an abusive relationship and swears off dating men from work, until he follows her to her classroom after she ran out of a meeting crying. His genuine worry for her made her feel seen. It made her feel heard. It made her feel like she was no longer alone. Though, as much as she wants him, Chris is already in a committed relationship and she isn't ready for another one. However, no matter how much they fight the urge, can they really stay apart? Why is he so drawn to her, and why can't she resist him despite knowing they're not healthy for one another? Secrets. Guilt. Pain. Loneliness. They know those things all too well, but will that bring them closer together, or just tear them apart harder?

Anjila, a high school art teacher, finds out on her 26th birthday that her mother had left a beach house, an apartment in the city, a few nice cars, and 25 million dollars as inheritance for her. The only catch? She has to be married before she turns 27 to receive it. Jay, a high school economics and business teacher, also working at the same high school as Anjila thought she was done with relationships. Her last break up was 6 years ago and it took her 4 years to get over it. After going through therapy, she is finally ready to settle down and find the one. No games, no messing around, she just wants to find the one. At 32 years old she doesn't have time for games or sleeping around. But, she hears about Anjila's predicament and together they come up with an arrangement that will allow Anjila to claim her inheritance. But will they catch feelings in the process?

Alyssa Bronx is just like any other sophomore in high school. She's a quiet girl just trying to graduate and get through life. But when life is full of negativity, it's hard to enjoy. Alyssa has past trauma and self doubt running through her mind constantly, leaving her circle very small. After Alyssa lost her father, her whole world came crashing down. That's when life really shows who cares about you and who is really there for you. Newsflash, Alyssa didn't have anyone. That was until freshman year when she met her now, two best friends, who she believes are the only people she has left in her life. When Alyssa gets sent to detention, she catches her brother's best friend, who doesn't even remember who she is, staring at her. After making her feel very awkward, they somehow become friends and talk regularly. However, with past experiences, Alyssa has trouble opening up to him, causing bumps and frustration in their relationship. With her brother becoming distant and her stepmom rarely around, will Alyssa's mind take over and make things worse in her life? Or will he break down her wall of Unspoken Words? This book has been for the most part rewritten. If you previously started reading, I would suggest going back so it makes sense. **Contains swearing. Touches on topics such as eating disorders, sexual themes, and abuse.** Not edited.

I wrote this book in 2016 when I was 14... I'm now for some reason having a blast from the past and re-reading this at 20 yrs old and y'all... PLEASE know that I was mf 14 years of age LOL. The story isn't half bad. But the whiplash you'll get from the sequence of events going so fast.. be ready. Nicole Lawley, an 18 yead old girl who lives in San Antonio, Texas with her best friend Jc Caylen. Unfortunatly, Nicole gets bullied in school, not to the point where she's physically hurt, but emotionally. No one but Jc knows about it. When her senior year in high school ends, her and Jc decide to pack their things and fly out to Los Angles to live with Kian and the rest of O2L. Little does Nicole know what the universe has instore for her in Los Angeles, but she hopes its better than what she had in San Antonio.