Addicted【Zenix X Reader】[ Completed ]
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  • Reads 5,997
  • Votes 365
  • Parts 47
  • Time 5h 26m
Complete, First published Apr 24, 2020
Mature
CONTENT CONTAINS :

SELF HARM
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
SUICIDE ATTEMPT
MENTAL ILLNESS
SEXUAL CONTENT
DRUG USE
ASSAULT
ABUSE
TORTURE
VIOLENCE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" She told me the pills you were taking weren't for your brain injury "

" They're aspirin "

" I've finish my meds years ago. . . .I take these for the migraines and headaches "

" Do you take it often? "

" Not as often as last time, I reduced it after an overdose I had a few years ago "

•

My daddy issues gets worse every year, he always gets himself in trouble, like getting in debts, drugs, alcohols, while mom decided to take a step out of the house and never step in again.

Our brothers and sisters couldn't live that life, we tried our best to pay off the debts. I got myself into trouble as well, which had me ended up behind bars.

As for brothers and sisters, they can rest in piece.

Years of self medicating doesn't work, not even therapy.

One guy walk into my life and let's just say I'm more Addicted to him than my medications.

What illness does this person have?, Who is this one guy?, How did this person ended up behind bars?, What was his intentions?

Read this book to know.

Credit : To a series called 'Shameless'

[ Completed ]

Started : 16th October 2020
Finished : 8th March 2021

[ Highest Ranking : #61 in Aphmau ]
[ #3 in Zenix ]
[ #1 in Zenix X Reader ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
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