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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'

"You may not want to be in my head. You might find someone other than myself that you won't be able to forget. It'll haunt you like a nightmare you can't tell. " "Silly. What's in that tough demeanor, ate Cray?" tumawa lang si Ember at kumapit ulit sa braso ko. "I like you. That's enough right?" Napailing na lang ako sa inaasal nito. If she'll learn our history, she'll then understand. Pinalis ko yung kamay nitong nakakapit na naman sa braso ko. "Compose yourself, Ember. I don't like you. You're just like a sister to me. Someone I had to protect with my life." I caught the way those words cut through her. It's visible in the same set of lifeless coal eyes that I am most familiar with. "Bakit?" I stared at her blankly. "Atleast tell me what you don't like about me." "That's exactly why it hurts the way it hurts." Napangiti ako ng mapait. "You have too many questions, too many words, in your head. But those will be left unsaid. Like me, you have to suffer through the intricacy of feeling too much every single day of your life. It hurts like hell." "Damn you. I like you." "You like me for what?" "You. You're not like everyone else. You're so sure of yourself. You're clever. You're self-made. You're everything. Everyone likes you. So you should be mine." I laughed at how shallow those things meant for her. Someone who can't even meet me in the depths of my shattered soul. "Thanks. But those are all my disorder." As i was about to turn my back, she whispered, "I actually feel sorry for you. You still don't know what it was that you even had. And yet still choose to lose. But one day, you'll see me for who I really am. And you're going to hate yourself for turning me down." No, Ember. You're wrong. I know you. You don't know me. Our past will surely haunt us. For you, I'll just be a girl known by everyone. But in fact, known by no one. It's terrible isn't it? The way we throw people away. ****

Bawat kirot ay may katumbas na paghihiganti. Yes, every pain demands a payback. That's the first thing I learned when I loved him. Not consciously, not right away-but slowly, in pieces. He taught me how to love. His love was wildfire-reckless, consuming, beautiful in the way it ruined everything. I thought I was lucky to have it. I thought he saw something in me. Maybe he did. Maybe he saw the parts that were already breaking. He taught me how to bend the rules, how to silence the voice in my head that said "this isn't right." With him, right and wrong blurred until they didn't matter. Until all that mattered was staying close enough not to lose him, but distant enough not to drown. And then came pain. He taught me pain in a thousand unspoken ways. In words that stung more than silence. In apologies that came too late. In touches that lingered with regret. And pain... And pain. Again and again No fairy tale. No forever. It was never about soulmates. It was just... a story. A complicated, messy, painful story. But still, I gambled. I bet my heart on something that didn't deserve it. And in the end, that so-called love? It destroyed me. It didn't just break me-it broke everything I cared about. Everyone I loved. It burned through every soft thing I had left inside me. Because that love... Was disastrous. Behind the illusion of love hid everything I was afraid of: pain, betrayal, lies, manipulation. A heartbreak wrapped in promises. A knife dressed like a kiss. But here's what no one tells you: after heartbreak comes something sharper. Stronger. Revenge. And revenge-it's not sweet. It's not cold. It's best served hot. The kind of heat that doesn't ask for closure. It takes it. I, who was a he, now turned into a she. I will serve pain out of pain. Not to mirror the cruelty, but to remind the world: You don't get to hurt someone like me and walk away unburned.

Dearest First Love, I never thought I'd always be thinking of you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I never run past a day not thinking about you nor regretting about how we end up separated. I have loved you and I still do. But sometimes, my heart just feels like you were never really meant to stay and sometimes it wishes for you to come back. I can never really tell when my heart is certain because now and then it changes its mind and I can only wish that whatever it may feel from time to time, I hope it will end up happy and contented. I know moving on is such a long process and a hard one but I want to try to move on because I want to forget about all the unnecessary emotions I have inside and I also wish I could live a life of happiness and love. P.S. I have always wished that when I'd love...I'll get to love you again and right because I thought that maybe I wasn't able to give you the love that you deserved and I really hope I could give it to you BUT if Fate believes that our love was meant to end, then this moving on might as well be for the RIGHT person and although I hoped for you to come back, I will still welcome an opportunity of a new love. :) <3 Let us all be inspired to love and forgive as we experience Mari and Ken's love story...

Hating people and making them hate me is what I do. It doesn't matter if I did it intentionally or not. For years, I have been living my life giving disappointment, hatred, and putting those people's lives in danger. I don't care because that's how they made me feel. But why am I conscious of what you think about me? Why do I feel the need to obey, respect and make you think that I am a good person? What power do you think you hold? And who do you think you are? Eventually, feelings grew, mine became love that I want to keep for eternity. We both tried our best to fight for the love that we think we deserve. We both promised ourselves to conquer the waves and climb mountains to reach the hands of the person that we love. We strive hard to protect the string, and to not let anyone or anything cut them. We were so desperate that we forgot it wasn't just the string that connects us. It was also our love, our souls and our fate. Our love was so deep that if one tries to touch it, they drown. Our souls were so intertwined that we became one till death. And our fate was cursed... that we ended like this... Did fate really play with us? Or it just puts us in a place where no one could drown in our love and to break the curse? Status: Completed. Date Started: July 23, 2022 Date Completed: September 8, 2023 Skyyryu

Have you ever fallen in love with someone you wouldn't know will have a tremendous impact on your life? He is just a stranger but suddenly made your whole life different. Like, you did not read that specific book because you found the cover page boring. But when you go through its content, it caught your attention by surprise. He changed you. He has been part of your daily routine. You planned all your dreams with him. You prayed for him. You wanted to create a new beginning with him. But what if it all stopped? That "Once upon a time" did not end as a "Happily ever after". How will you move on? How will you step forward? How will you continue all the happy memories you have started with him? How will you accept the fact that he will no longer be with you anymore? How will you close the book that you have just started reading? No matter how far it is, no matter how high the mountain is, no matter how deep the ocean is, I will never stop chasing you. -- This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or events is coincidental.

I promised myself that i won't be tame by anyone, not until he came. Not until i met Blaze Jaexian Dixon. I thought I was careful enough to keep those walls. I thought I build them strong enough to not let anyone destroy it...but I'm wrong. That's what I only thought because I didn't even realized that from the first time that I saw him, leaning on the wall of his room, with his messy hair and lazy eyes, he already caught my interest. As I get to know him, my heart slowly softens. He made me realized how it feels to be understood. How it feels to be taken care of. How it feels to have a shoulder to lean on. How it feels to have someone who will willingly wipe your tears. He listened and never judge me. He made me smile, he made me laugh, he guided me. He listened to my dramas, he knows my past but he...never judge me. He slowly enters my heart and before I could even realized, he was already sitting there comfortably. The walls are already completely destroyed and there are no ways to fix it. He completely destroyed it.

She's not the girl that most of the guy in their school wishing for, she got the personality but they don't see it, because they just see her as big fat girl. "Smart but fat", everytime there's compliment for her, there will always have 'but' next to it. They try to compliment but end up hurting her feelings. Her insecurities eat her, to the point in her life that she want to be homeschool, but her parents can't let that. She dream to have a guy that will accept him, even she's fat, and nerd, but she think that she's just waiting for a moon to be a sun. There will be no guy admiring and loving her because of what she is. At her downfall, she's afraid to love, to let a happy emotions out. But.... At her breakdown, unexpected person came, teasing her but ended up folding by her death glare. A person she never expect will fall for her Because... Because he's gay! He supposed to like men! And ended up liking her?! Does the moon turned into sun now?! He fell in love to a big fat nerd girl Is she ready for love? Or she will also break the heart of the only man who truly love her?

I was a rape victim. A woman who has a dark history. No one knows. No one can ever know that crime apart from my broken self and him. It was an unbearable hurt. And it still is. I choose to forget, not to speak. Thought that it could protect me. However, secrecy and past beggining to haunt the little trust I have in me. Betrayal is only my friend. It always has and shadows over me. Everything regress upon me when I saw a woman wearing her wedding dress, walking nervously down the aisle. She's heading towards the terrifying man standing tall and proud, showing his success to have his price possession. I will never forget his threatening eyes, the evil gleam on his rough face. The sinister that sheltering his large form. His lips moved. "I will always hunt you down. My beloved sin." Those imminent words keeps playing on my mind. It was frightening enough to wake me up, that I'm still inside of this nightmare. The woman walking up to him is none other than me. My insides churning. My sights getting blurry. "No." I whispered. Why? I silently cried to myself. I want to run and escape. Marrying my rapist is the last thing I desire. Author - CharleeNine

She's someone everyone admires. Everyone loves her because she's lovely, kind, understanding, and beautiful. She's beautiful inside and out. It seems like she has no flaws at all. Every day when I see her walking into my coffee shop, I always see the color of yellow on her. It's like she's walking with a ray of sunshine behind her back. And every time she gets her order from me, I always see her pretty smile, and it always brightens up my day. Little did I know, the attraction that I felt towards her, I thought it was just a simple crush. But then I ended up loving her in a way that I didn't expect. I just woke up one day that I found myself smiling and dedicating that one song of maroon 5 to her. Yellow suits her the best.

#1 IN FICTION #54 IN ROMANCE Thank you all!!! ~~~~~~~~~~ "If love were only feelings, then there's no such thing as lasting..." "Marrying you is the biggest mistake that I have made in my life!" "I love you.. and I'm sorry coz I can't be with you." Two hearts find their way to LOVE. Two hearts that beat as ONE... How can they surpass all the challenges that come into their lives? They LOVE each other, but they cannot be TOGETHER. Are they willing to SACRIFICE for their LOVE or allow DESTINY to play with them? CHANCES are LIMITED BUT ARE THEY WILLING TO TAKE IT? ARE THEY WILLING TO TAKE THE RISKS?

A lot of people believe that love is the most omnipotent rival you can come across, as humans are too feeble to prove their solidity against it. I almost concurred--on the verge, to be exact--until I heard about this underrated archenemy, Time. Due to the fact that it is rarely tackled, no one is paying much attention to the repercussions it can cause. You can love a person yet accept the reality that it won't last for infinity. Any minute, wherever you are, whatever's currently occurring on your road, Time will constantly tick, ring, and, worst of all, remind you why it is labeled as the underrated but merciless opponent among the existing ones out there. Where will love take place if, from the very beginning, you knew that Azrael might press the break and park right in front of you? Of course, with the primary aim of taking you with him. This is the story of us. Started before the chicken created a noise, forgotten just like our childhood toys, came back just like the sun producing a golden hour to remind us tomorrow you'll witness its beauty once more, and ended as the wind creating a connection with you even though you never saw its figure, what it looks like, or what its name was. You just felt it to the bone--enough to call it real. Despite it didn't touch the commencement of perpetuity. The days were worthwhile. Feisty Annalei Madrigal: The Body of Bravery (Cover is not mine. Credit to the rightful owner)

"No! Stop!" I could see her fading silhouette. She keeps on walking away just like the way I dreamt of her every night. 'No! Please don't walk away. I need to see your face. I need to know your name. I need to find you.' But I know that it wasn't enough. If there's anything that she's good at, it is into dodging people away. "Please!?" I almost beg. "I need to see you. Just stop." I keep on running and chasing after her. But like in every dreams, she kept on slowly fading away. And I could feel the same emptiness within whenever I've dreamt of this. It starts with her fading hands. Like a human form that's painfully breaking into tiny crystallized pieces that's scattered into thin air, she's dissolving in an incredibly fast-paced. "No. Please don't!" I could feel the tears that's running down on my cheeks as I try to grab her fading hand. "No! No!" As if there's a heavy rock on my chest, my breath starts to heave. I could feel the hollow emptiness within and the contradictory feeling of being crushed beneath.

# 1 nasaktan # 1 blindedbylove # 1 sporty Book 1 **** He tilted his head at me then he gave me an irritated smile. I literally froze from looking at his smile. He got up from the rock then walked towards me. Hindi parin ako nakagalaw sa kinatatayuan ko. Both of us are in an opposite direction, we were 6 meters apart base sa dinadaluyan ng tubig sa falls. As he walked near me, unti unti ring natanaw ng maayos ang mukha nya. (punyeta.. Panty hold on lang) He has a tan skin, 5 ft nearing 6ft taller than me. He raised an eyebrow at me, as he look at me questioningly with his ocean deep colored eyes, i even saw his well defined jaw tightened a little bit, probably because of what i asked at him. ** I was His and..... Who was he again? Stratagem, those dark dreams that turned into success. Welt, a swollen heart is all i gave him to turn him into someone else worse than my very curled bangs. (Unedited: I'll re-edit those grammatical error line on the holidays. But as of now enjoy reading new schmittens.)

There are some things that aren't worth keeping. Nastia Kahlila Quijano has been convincing herself that walking away was the right thing she did. Even if it's already been three long years ever since she left. But with every passing second and every in-between of those years, she couldn't seem to getaway with the feelings still lingering in her system. She was haunted by the ideas of him, what might have been, and their memories together. Each day, each night; it was a choice she didn't want to regret. She was determined to move forward. But the biggest relapse struck her unexpectedly. All of her effort and hard work went down the drain. She couldn't seem to pull herself back from the memories reeling her in. From the phantom lurking in the form of her next door neighbor seemingly pulling her back to his arms. Maybe she should run away. Far enough where they wouldn't meet ever again. Far from his reach. Maybe she should treat him indifferently until he finally gives up. But Nika couldn't seem to handle the thought of him walking away and ending up with someone else. She couldn't have that either. Maybe, it was time for her to let things happen like clockwork. Maybe fighting it was futile. Maybe the right thing to do was run back to him. In his arms wide open. A place in the world that's only meant for her. Maybe, this time, they were meant to be. Book cover by: goldenaraw (on twitter)

I've always been a big fan of yours. You're loved by many, owned by no one. I've always known you were meant to be admired from afar, but never to have... You are a star, I'm an average Jane. You are a prince, I am no princess... It was okay. It was never an issue. I knew what my priorities were. Love is a distraction that I didn't want. I was perfectly happy with my own run of the mill world. But then you came when I was least expecting you to. You gave me affection, unconditional love, and every thing a woman would certainly fall for... I got scared, but you assured me time and again that I had nothing to be afraid of. Said you would never let me down and that I was the last person that you'd want to see hurt. You were there when I fell. You became my world. I became yours... Ours was like a fairy tale. Perfect. We were so in love... So in love that I thought nothing could ever come between us. But then... she happened... She turned our fairy tale into a night mare. In a snap of a finger, the once perfect love became nonexistent. You felt so far even if you were just right beside me... I tried to fight for what we once had... But how can I fight for someone who wasn't there anymore? I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care... or that you eventually stopped. -Some Chapters contain mature content.

What do you do when life suddenly changes in a blink? When the person you used to be feels like a stranger in the mirror? Kelsey Hale was once full of dreams-independent, unstoppable, and free. But after a tragic accident, she returns to university not on her own two feet, but in a wheelchair. Everything feels different. People stare. Pity lingers in every smile. And her heart? It's guarded, broken, and unsure if it can ever trust again. Then comes Sebastian Voughn-quiet, mysterious, and annoyingly persistent. Their first meeting? A literal collision. But behind his awkward apologies is someone who sees past the chair, someone who tries to make her laugh again. But is it more painful when the person you're slowly falling for... sees the version of you that you no longer recognize? Is it harder to heal when your scars are deeper than skin? Does love still matter when you don't feel whole anymore?

[ MPREG ] [ Trans X Straight ] Love really makes you do all the stupidest- oh, correction, obsession. Obsession really makes you do all the stupidest and unimaginable deeds. Is it embracing humiliation, discrimination, degradation, physical and psychological violence, inhumanity, and ruthlessness are part of what? Obsession? Love? Or maybe both. How can you let someone trample your morality, dignity- yourself.... your own self. Is it worth it? Is the pain worth it? Are you happy? Is the 'part' of obsession and love makes you happy? The undying unscientific paradox distressing Vanna since they take up residence in Lardizabal abode. Everyday those questions remain unanswered, for Vanna, it's next to impossible. Seeing how her sister was badly wounded, bruised, wet every time she came home from university makes her blood boil to her and.... to him. How can she let those animals do that to her? Those animals... that tyrant philandering narcissist- Damon. True to his name, a demon, no, a satan, the devil himself. Even the word demon is not suitable for his persona. Countless women was fucked and cried, many gay was beaten and humiliated. Gay? Is that a reason why he 'did' that to Vanna's sister? Why are they chasing that satan to begin with? Is it because of his breathtaking gorgeousness? His unparalleled godly face? Unbelievable but it's the truth. The reality of the society that slapped Vanna unkindly. It's really better to be slapped by the truth than to be kissed by a lie. It hurts but the pain helps her unfold her mind. She will not let it happen again. She must not let it happen again. As the true life begins to unfold, weaves of secrets and mysteries bound to be unveiled with looming weaves of suffering, weaves of uncertainty, and weaves of hope. A roller coaster of emotions that eventually jammed with unforeseeable affection. Smoldering with abhorrence turns to an alluring fragrance; then, an abyssal love will begin to ascent.

Strong feelings and pure love will never change and fade away, even the one person got an amnesia. Croshannah Vonschweize In the present time. The feelings of her for Jilo never been change and fade away. Not because of his attractive smile it's because of her heart are beating so fast like there's a tiger chasing behind her while she's in front of him. She never expected that she will still have this kind of feelings after five years. And there's so many things just happened unexpectedly. But those things happened while he's away will make her feelings and love destroyed and fade away for him? Would those things will make her trust she made will destroyed? Would she accept every pain she has that her memory reminds her in the end? Disclaimer: This story is written in taglish. Expect grammatical and wrong typos.

I dont believe at love at first sight, never thought of falling at fast but everytime you smile, every time you cry I am mesmerize. I like how my reflection coming from your eyes. I never thought meeting you was the most heaven and hell to me. Heaven when I feel you and Hell when you leave me. How this small admiration deeper and goes way to love. They say in ways to mans heart is through his stomach that's lie because in way through mans heart is the woman they loved. A man only love woman and I am proud to say I love her, not by her beauty, her past but the woman she is. The woman who I fell at the first sight of seeing her. --- ✔️WRITTEN IN TAGLISH ✔️UNEDITED ✔️GRAMTICALLY INCORRECT ✔️COMPLETED