I don't know how it happened, I don't know where it began and I don't know when it ends.
We met on an app, we were never meant to be such close friends, but we were, maybe even more.
We grew close, yet we were strangers at the same time.
You were my shoulder to cry on even though you were rarely there physically.
I told you my secrets, but I was so caught up in the thought of finally having someone there for me that I never realized the fact that you never told me yours.
When we first met we were inseparable. We weren't meant to be more than just acquaintances, but somehow, we grew closer and I got attached.
I tried to stay away, I tried to keep my distance, but I was clouded by the fact that I wanted- needed a friend.
The walls I spent so long building up, you knocked them down so easily, that it looked almost effortless.
I fooled myself into thinking that you would always be there, that you were different from everyone else, that you wouldn't leave like them, that you wouldn't drop me like I was nothing.
Foolish girl.
We grew closer, I got attached and somewhere along the way, I fell in love. You never loved me the way you loved her, did you?
Was I just a broken toy you wished to fix? Did you pity me, the lonely girl that barely survived the world?
Why did you leave? I wake up one morning and you're gone. Gone from my life, from my mind, from my memory.
Please tell me why.
Why was this our falling out?
Please tell me.
What was it, the words you continue to whisper to me before I close my eyes?
She wanted to change and that's what she did.
17 year old Bailey Skeels has been one to follow rules and go by the book. But after getting accused for something she didn't do with only a semester left of her senior year, she see's that the people around started treating her differently, especially her parents. She decides to get help from the school's notorious rebel, Skylar Morozan, an 18 year old girl of foul words and bold actions; she follows her in changing who she is into how she's seen but she soon whitenesses the damaged life that Skylar lives wondering if it's any use to continue being who she's becoming.
"Skylar, what have you done?" I stood a few feet away from her seeing dark droplets drip from her knuckles.
"I told you to stay in the car, get fucking back in the car Bailey!" She didn't hesitate turning around not answering my question.
"Who's on the ground?" I asked again my hand shaking trying to point at the limp body on the damp concrete.
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Highest Rankings cus I don't know how this happened:
#1 teen romance: 08/12/22
#1 bisexual: 08/12/22
#4 girlxgirl: 08/12/22
#8 lgbt: 08/12/22
#29 romance: 08/12/22
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Story will contain triggering aspects but readers will be warned before chapter begins.