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{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

Phil reached his hand to mine and held it in his."I think everyone exists to look for happiness,"he said softly."and eventhough they don't find it,they still try." [COMPLETED]

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

"I can't just get over it, he's dead because of me," I screamed at Phil, "No matter what, he's the one, he's him. it's always been him, it'll only be him" just an fyi this hasn't been edited/revised in over a year!! please ignore errors you find, thank you! 2017 Copyright @writingaddiction_

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

"Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

The imagines about Phil and you that I found on Tumblr. Credits to the owners.

"why do you stare Death in the face as if he's a joke?" "maybe because he is." Psychotic!Dan x Innocent!Phil

Phil Lester feels like he has no use, no more ideas. Dan Howell feels useless. They're both tired of how they feel and can't handle it anymore. They both planned to jump off the tower bridge, but when they meet sparks ignite.