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christian faith based writer
kpop fan in the past

some times I can't find a book to read,
 so I write what I want to see myself. 
hopefully you guys also enjoy!

my testimony:

I use to obsess over kpop idols and fashion with my friends filling my mind and time with Enhypen (especially Sunoo). But it all just turned out to be a distraction from my real life. I craved authentic relationships, but Enhypen didn't know me and the people I surrounded myself with didn't have the emotional capacity for me. It broke it me down, and I started to ask what's the point of all this, if I even was doing this life thing correctly... I cried a lot, calling for Jesus to help me because even though I didn't know what exactly what it was I knew something was terribly wrong inside me. He heard my cry in the depth of night, he met there, said he forgives me of everything I did wrong, that he will give me a new way of life, and that he would teach me how to follow him. So... that's where I've been the past few years. I've been following Jesus, joined Christian community, completing college, and traveling. God is good; God is merciful and he is loving. I so grateful he saw me in my lusts and pain and saved me from myself.

I won't take my old stories down as a testimony of my transformation. I do not know if I will write more stories right now. I am very interested in continuing my story the SECRET PLACE, but I will be honest: I haven't kept up with Enhypen for a while and their concept has become immensely darker since I originally followed them. If I keep writing, it will definitely be nothing more than fantasy ?? pure fanfic for sure.

thanks for reading my bio :)