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Growing up kinda Sucks.
          
          You learn to become self-conscious, more aware of your mistakes, and worst of all your passion for things you used to love- dies.
          
          I mean, I still write stories until today, just haven't been updating. But I no longer write stories as shamelessly as I did before.
          
          May 18, 2025
          
          I'm reading all your guys' comments in "Road to a New Life", and I was like- Wow... you guys really did love that book. I loved that book too, you know. It was my pride and joy, until it became greatest shame... I really went through a phase while writing that, not saying that I'm done with that phase, but I was shameless about it back then.
          
          I grew up now... I'm finally 18, "legally" an adult. You guys probably grew up too since the day I started that story, not sure how many of you are left to read this.
          
          I'll cut it here, cause I think I'm gonna start venting if say anything further than this.

OMG!
          
          It's all coming together! I'm now in the process of editting it!

So, I'm working on my research right now. While it's good news for my academics, unfortunately my writing hobbies will suffer from this, because I am BAD at being consistent.
          
          That's all.
          
          Bye. 

I've made progress... On the book that I haven't been published yet. What is wrong with me?
          
          Nothing's wrong with me.
          
          It's okay, if I only work on things that I can manage. Don't stress out, it's just a fanfic.
          
          Except when I'm working on this fanfic instead of doing my School Research.
          
          WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

I love to write...
          But I don't like anything that I write..
          
          Does that make sense?

I hate that I can't finish what I started
          
          So I'm trying to fix it.
          
          I don't think my FGOD version has any hope anymore, as I haven't got any ideas of it moving forward. 
          
          I've been working on other Fandoms now, and then worked on another one.
          
          There's a book I published. It's 'The Void Soul', a rewrite of 'The Twin Bells'. I update this book  every 9th day of a month. I don't have a lot of chapters prepared, but I at least have something to show once a month.
          
          Then there's another fandom I'm writing, from Aphamau's Minecraft Diaries. Yes, I also fell in that hole. This one, I'm only picking a part in the story that I'm making a fanfiction of. It only has 9 chapters, which means I'm learning to make only the things that I can manage.
          
          I'm learning to place a limit to myself.
          
          At first, I thought of 抖阴社区 as a learning platform for me. Where I can write freely without the judgement to my development in writing skills. 
          
          Now, it has become a dedication.
          I don't really care if my stories are cringe anymore, I just want to finish ONE STORY.
          
          One.
          
          Cause, if I'm being fairly honest with you guys. I feel like a failure no matter how well my writing skills have become. Like, I read stories with wild plotpoints. I might think they are cringe, but the truth is I'm just jealous that they had the guts to finish it and I couldn't 
          
          I'm so sick of punishing myself for this, so I'm gonna be venting a lot from now on.

So, I have been working on a new fanfic.. from a new fandom. 
          
          It's from Mystreet, a roleplay series by this YouTuber named Aphmau. 
          
          It's a Garroth x reader.. 
          So, if there's any Mystreet fans out there.. just letting you know. 

It's been three years since I began writing FGOD!Error... 
          
          And I'm not even halfway done.. T-T T^T T-T
          
          When will it ever end!? 

Yes, I did just change my whole personality.
          
          From: Newra the Wolf
          To: Lazy Narrative
          
          This name sounds more fitting. 
          
          I never truly felt like a wolf, I just thought they were cool. 

It’s been 1 long year