_himeros_

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Hello babes, 
          	
          	I want to clear some things up.
          	
          	I’ve read what you all have had to say and I appreciate the feedback and support. I want to make sure you are all aware of next steps.
          	
          	I will not be uploading the website or updating the books at this time.
          	
          	When it came to the week I publishing I realized I would be drawn back into not only maintaining, paying, and housing a new website but I would still be having to write and update even when I no longer felt connected to any of it. It would be another year of dealing with copyright, fighting for my books to stay up, dealing with 抖阴社区 and then an entire website. I would be back to dealing with plagiarizers and rude readers and dms about how terrible I was while dealing with my life falling apart at the seams. All of these things and interactions, slowly picked away at my passion to write. 抖阴社区 had become toxic from me and despite me wanting to separate from Himmy, I would have no choice if i decided to upload.
          	
          	So I chose what was best for me.
          	
          	You are allowed to feel angry, sad, betrayed, disappointed, I understand and don’t negate your emotions and how you are feeling from the news. I knew above all else, I couldn’t put myself fully back into this world when I’m not mentally 100% okay. I can’t be in the hospital one day and updating the next or dealing with depression and forcing myself to update because people say I’m horrible or a liar. Last year was the worst year of my life and I’m sorry I couldn’t keep the promises I made but I hope you know I tried.
          	
          	I love you all so much no matter what. I’m sorry if sharing my story and previous trauma felt like a trauma dump to make you forget or to have an excuse. I just wanted to be truthful with how I was feeling. My mental health is the biggest reason why I am stepping away and I knew I had to be honest with my reasons.
          	
          	I hope you can understand.

xplicitlyvenus

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Guys. With Zookah on leave, Rhia on supposed hiatus, and Himmy completely off the app, I know we’re all starving for a new book to spiral over, and I got you. I’m writing a book called Nexum, and WAIT!!! don’t scroll. I swear it’s worth your time.
          
          If you’re into that good girl gone feral kind of arc, this is it. None of that grumpy x sunshine stuff where the fmc just blushes and stands there while the guy does everything. She starts off naive, sheltered, and way too forgiving, but by the end? She’s calculated, a little cruel, and finally playing for herself.
          
          Nexum is enemies-to-allies-to-lovers. There’s betrayal, tension, family secrets, debts, and emotional chaos. And the guy? Not a softie under the anger. He’s genuinely dangerous, and watching him unravel is half the thrill.
          
          If you like slow burns with actual character development, messy power dynamics, and plots that don’t disappear by chapter 5, maybe check it out. 
          
          No pressure, happy reading <3

CeyKia

can vouch!!! this book is good even though she barely has chapters out rn!
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xplicitlyvenus

@Blairgrewwings oh SHUT UPPP
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Blairgrewwings

@xplicitlyvenus You’re finally promoting Nexum *tears up* thought I’d never see the day….
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