hiznawaidas

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Izinkan saya meluah sekejap. Perasaan ni berat sangat and i’ve been crying over and over again.
          	
          	These past few months have been really hard for me. After everything I’ve done, my time, my effort, my hope, everything ended up wasted, in vain. It took me some time to write again. It took me even longer to have the tiniest bit of courage to try.
          	
          	To try to write again. 
          	
          	I took my time coming back to the writing world, even though I had lost all my confidence. My heart shattered. My hopes and dreams scattered. My already low self-esteem sank even lower.
          	
          	I thought I had recovered. I thought I had healed. But the pain is still there, engulfing me day by day, making me question my worth, making me feel pathetic.
          	
          	Am I really that easy to throw away? Do I really have no value? Was my effort that meaningless, something you could just toss aside when you no longer wanted it?
          	
          	Thank you for making me feel miserable. Thank you for making me question my worth, and doubt myself again and again. Thank you for the tears I keep shedding whenever our conversations come to mind. Whenever I remember the hardship, the effort, and the time that all ended in vain. Thank you for raising my hopes, only to crush them. And thank you... for destroying me.
          	
          	I’ll carry this pain for the rest of my life. This scar is mine to keep, thanks to you.

soyabeanbean

@hiznawaidas oh mak saya tengah bacaa STK, mak saya ckp, sesuai buat kdrama cerita akak hihisayang akak????
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soyabeanbean

@hiznawaidas kak nawaasape buat niee huwaaasape buat kak nawaa nieee tak baikklaaakak nawa, ur feelings is valid????may Allah heal ur pain, semoga dipermudahkan urusan akak dunia dan akhirat??saya nak akak tahu, sayaa support akak, karya akak, tulisan akak, ketahuilaaa, saya ada dengan akak walaupun yang lain menolaksending virtual hugssaya sllu menunggu karya akak, alwaysdan saya percaya, ramai jugak yg tunggu??comeback stronger, hiznawa!! always pray, cheer and support you from afar!! sayang kak nawaaa??????
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hiznawaidas

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Izinkan saya meluah sekejap. Perasaan ni berat sangat and i’ve been crying over and over again.
          
          These past few months have been really hard for me. After everything I’ve done, my time, my effort, my hope, everything ended up wasted, in vain. It took me some time to write again. It took me even longer to have the tiniest bit of courage to try.
          
          To try to write again. 
          
          I took my time coming back to the writing world, even though I had lost all my confidence. My heart shattered. My hopes and dreams scattered. My already low self-esteem sank even lower.
          
          I thought I had recovered. I thought I had healed. But the pain is still there, engulfing me day by day, making me question my worth, making me feel pathetic.
          
          Am I really that easy to throw away? Do I really have no value? Was my effort that meaningless, something you could just toss aside when you no longer wanted it?
          
          Thank you for making me feel miserable. Thank you for making me question my worth, and doubt myself again and again. Thank you for the tears I keep shedding whenever our conversations come to mind. Whenever I remember the hardship, the effort, and the time that all ended in vain. Thank you for raising my hopes, only to crush them. And thank you... for destroying me.
          
          I’ll carry this pain for the rest of my life. This scar is mine to keep, thanks to you.

soyabeanbean

@hiznawaidas oh mak saya tengah bacaa STK, mak saya ckp, sesuai buat kdrama cerita akak hihisayang akak????
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soyabeanbean

@hiznawaidas kak nawaasape buat niee huwaaasape buat kak nawaa nieee tak baikklaaakak nawa, ur feelings is valid????may Allah heal ur pain, semoga dipermudahkan urusan akak dunia dan akhirat??saya nak akak tahu, sayaa support akak, karya akak, tulisan akak, ketahuilaaa, saya ada dengan akak walaupun yang lain menolaksending virtual hugssaya sllu menunggu karya akak, alwaysdan saya percaya, ramai jugak yg tunggu??comeback stronger, hiznawa!! always pray, cheer and support you from afar!! sayang kak nawaaa??????
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hiznawaidas

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Saya baru perasan, dah setahun rupa-rupanya Aleyna Naufal ni bertapak di wattpad. I thought I could finish this story dalam masa setahun, namun sampai ke hari ini, Bahagian II masih belum start pun lagi >.< Rupa-rupanya lama juga saya menyidai pembaca cerita ini. Maafkan saiya~~~~
          
          Sebab dah setahun cerita ni, saya bagi sneak peek sikit bila mereka dah besar nanti.
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          “Kau cakap kau suka aku, Naufal...” Suara Aleyna perlahan. Naufal dipandang redup. “Kau cakap, kau sa... sayangkan aku.”
          
          Liur yang ditelan, terasa kelat. 
          
          Gadis yang berdiri di belakang Naufal, Aleyna jeling. 
          
          “Tapi, ni apa?” Sayu suara Aleyna bertanya. Jelas pedih dengan pengkhianatan Naufal.

MissFaiera

@hiznawaidas :((((
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Coffeano

@hiznawaidas NAURRRRR
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