University Days-TommyinnitxReader

(Tommy's POV)
Ever since breakfast, Y/N has been avoiding me all day. Every time I came near her she would avoid me and go talk with someone else. I didn't want to push it too far but it hurt that I didn't know what was wrong. When we did a Q&A video she didn't sit by me, she sat over by Nikki and Wilbur. Finally, when the day was done I decided I needed to go to Y/N's room and talk to her. I took in a deep breath before knocking twice on the door. Waited a while before I heard the door lock move.

Y/N had her short hair up in a small ponytail and wore a crop top with sweatpants. She was so beautiful wearing lazy clothes. It made me smile and my cheeks started to burn. She looked up to me but didn't say anything. She kept her hand on the door like she was ready to close it at any moment. My heart threatened to jump out of my chest looking at how pretty she is. But I took a deep breath knowing I was gonna be the one to have to start the conversation.

"I wanted to talk to you," I started off.

"Okay, go on." Her expression was stern. She seemed like she was mad at me but I had no reason to know why.

"So I've noticed you've been kinda distant today and I was just wondering why?" I asked kindly hoping I wasn't being too pushy.

"I've been just trying to get to know everyone." She dismissed and started closing the door. I quickly stopped her from closing it and pushed past into the room so there was no way she could lock me out from this conversation.

"That's great, that's why I wanted you to come on this trip, cause I knew everyone would love you. It's just even if you were just doing nothing by yourself you wouldn't let me come talk to you. I just wanted to know what I did."

"You've done nothing Tommy. Everything is fine." Y/N turned around to look at me, there was something in her facial expression that I could tell that she was lying.

"I don't wanna push you but I know you are lying and we can end this here but I just wanna talk."

"Fine Tommy, do you wanna hear that I've been sick all day is because all I can think about is if I keep continuing to get close to you people are gonna start calling me a gold digger or that I'm doing this to get more views?" She snapped at me.

"I-" I started to say something but Y/N cut me off.

"Cause if you wanna know I don't give a flying fuck about the money or the views. I could've stayed at an average of a thousand views and been content. But since I'm a decent sized streamer and you are the biggest toxic fans are gonna start hating on both of us." She took in a deep breath as she let out everything in one swift motion.

"Why do their opinions matter?" I questioned.

"Because I'm a female. I get bashed every day just for being a female and I just deal with it cause I know that's how it goes. And if people start thinking I'm dating you of all people I'm gonna get double the amount of hate and you," she stopped for a second. I never realized how hard it was for her. "All you're gonna get is why would you date her, oh she's so ugly, you could do so much better types of comments which are still bashing me not you." I could see the tears start to form in her, I knew they weren't sad tears, they were hated for how screwed up the world is. I walked over to her and grabbed her hand giving it a little squeeze of reassurance and I used my other hand to left up her chin to look at me and wipe away the couple of tears on her face.

"I could never do better than you. You are the best person that ever happened to me and I'm so grateful to be your friend. You are beautiful, kind, talented, funny, pretty, and if we were ever to date I would tell you this every day so you wouldn't believe these comments." I pulled her into a tight hug as she cried into my chest, letting out all her frustration. "Now I think it's definitely time to go to bed." I guided her over to her bed where I pulled her in close to me hoping that she knew she would always be safe with me. As I drifted off to sleep I thought about how much I wanted to kiss her and call her mine. That's when I knew I'd tell her by the end of the trip.

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AN: I'm only 100 away from 2k reads which is insane since I got 1K reads only like two days ago. Thank you guys for all the support and voting. The next chapter will be a small filler and after that, the next three (or more mattering if I split it up into parts) will be pretty spicy for Y/N and Tommy. Potential admitting feelings??? Who knows. (Oh wait I do 😏)