What if forever's not enough? (Re-writing in progress)

~Him a memory and sickness~CHAPTER 4 

Before I forget...the song is: Robin schulz-sun goes down (kind of for the flashback part in the chpater)   -great song-

And what does everyone think of the new cover ?! 

Yes I know I changed the chapter title (If you didn't see the notification don't worry about the meaning in this)  

Authors note

Hey guys! so I hope you all enjoyed the last chapter. Make sure to let me know what you think so far. So I started to write this chapter while on the plane to South America unfortunately I started on this chapter approximately 4 hours before the end of the flight because honestly I couldn't concentrate or think because I was very upset and sad and EXTREMELY tired. I had no idea how I was going to cope for the first couple of days (with the jet lag I mean) but other than this very long authors note to start off the first chapter to join me on my journey/adventure in South America I would like to dedicate this chapter especially to; 

 My 'sister' Elle (elleluvs2dance), my other 'sister' Anna (1Dbreanna) and my actual sister-Cous Phia (sophia_denise) 

I'm going to miss you guys soooo soooo much I already do. You guys are the bestest (yes I know bestest isn't a word) friends anyone could ask for (even though Phia is my sis-cous)

And to all my other friends who are from or not from school, 

I love you all and wish you and all other wattpad readers/writers the best in this new year.

 2015!! 

Ok so now that my rant Is over I present to you.........

Chapter 4

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 Recap 

He blinks and shakes his head as if snapping out of the trance-like state, forcefully. That is when I gasp in recognition my eyes widening to the size of saucers. His eye brows furrow in caution and concern. 

I blink a couple of times shaking my head a little shocked as to how I just remembered the most important aspect of this boy I have great feelings for. How I didn't figure this out sooner is unknown to me, but what I do know is that now, I finally remember the name to his face. The face I can't live without. It's him. I need him.

 "Jacob..." 

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Jacob's eyes and face mirrors my expression for about three seconds before he takes a big intake of breath and his luscious pink lips break out into his heart stopping signature grin. 

I let out a soft sigh from seeing him again. Jacob walking over to me with his grin still plastered along his face, as he makes his way to just a few feet away from the edge of my hospital bed; makes my lips show a relieved smile, and as soon as he's within about arms length of me I get this strange feeling. Albeit it's not a bad feeling but a relieved energizing feeling, and I can't help my fingers twitching to reach out and hold his hand in mine. 

I suddenly feel sick to the stomach; my head pounding and it looks like from the flash of pain that just crossed Jacob's face that he is feeling the same way...Experiencing a slight percentage of what I'm feeling, or, knowing what pain just travelled and occurred through my body?

Is that possible...?

Jacob's face seemingly swipes into a small grimace before landing on a mask of concern.