after the break up

J O S H

I consider it my duty to protect Nessa, to make her eat and to make sure she takes the right amount of pills at the right time. Quinton ordered the food and we all continued watching the movie, but then there was this memory that kept replaying in my head, I was so lost that I kept staring at Nessa, I think Bryce noticed it, I mean I think all the boys noticed it. "Josh, may I speak to you privately? It's urgent," Bryce asked. "Sure," I replied.

We got to Bryces' room, and he locked it. "Hey, what's wrong?" I said, "no, what's wrong with you, you've looked tight ever since you came from the hospital," he underlined.

"Well, um, I'm taking it as my full-time job to take care of ness, she didn't faint because of the stress, she had been starving herself and she overdosed on anxiety pills," I said, knowing that nessa would be upset with me, but she and Bryce are like siblings, and I and Bryce are like brothers, and I know if I mess up or forget something, he will be the one to remind me.

"oh- why didn't she tell anyone?" he wondered. I was going to respond when Addison cried, "josh bryce come down the food is ready", "im coming darling" bryce replied, "so answer" bryce added looking back at me

"I'll tell you that later, but promise me if I ever forget about it or like if I'm not there you would help her out and also ur not telling this to anyone," I requested as a favor, "of course," he replied soothing me, and we went down, he sat with Addi and I sat next to Nessa.

"here," Addison said, handing me my meal, and then handing Bryce his, I looked up to Bryce and he simply nodded, "nessa eat," I commanded in a low voice, "but I don't feel like eating," she muttered, "right, we'll watch iCarly and then u can watch and eat k?"

"yes," she replied, "can you turn iCarly on since she wants to watch it?" I asked, Bryce changed the channel, and then I saw Nessa eating, she didn't finish the whole thing, but she ate some, and she slept on my chest while eating and watching.

"Josh, take her to your room and let her sleep," oliva urged. I lifted her up in a bridal style and carried her to my room, where I gently placed her on the bed and departed.