after the break up

N E S S A

The last two weeks have been the best weeks of my life, I hope that rest of the month goes on like this, I'm releasing of you love me soon, just the music video left, which I'll do later

It was an normal day I was hanging out in sway, I was about to go home as soon as I opened there was this girl standing there, I had never seen her I assumed it was kio's new girl.

"heyy who are you?" I questioned, "hello I'm Ginny, I'm here for Josh," she responded, surprised, "oh" I answered, "please don't tell him I'm here yet, I wanted to keep it a surprise for him regardless who are you?" she inquired.

"I'm Nessa," I said, "oh, you're his ex," she said, and I gave her a puzzled look and nodded. "Well, I'm his hometown best friend," she said, and I felt like I was carrying a burden. is this jealousy

That's when josh came down.

"omfg Ginny," he exclaimed as he hugged her; I smiled and waved them off; I had no idea why I was envious; josh had several female best friends, and I had never felt jealous, so I didn't let it bother me.

i drove to my apartment and sat down on my bed, thinking, when my phone rang and it was my mother on the other end, I picked up, we talked for a while, and I realized how much I missed my parents and little brother, and I knew it was time to go see them, so I booked a ticket for next week and called Addison

A-: heyyy ness
N-: can ya come over I need help
A-: sure gimme 30 min I'm going to be done with he item beauty thing
N-: kk

Time pass to when Addison comes to her house
N-: heyyy
A-: hey what's wrong
N-: come here
I lead her to my bed and we both laid down
N-: I miss my parents and I was thinking of visiting them
A-: when?
N-: next week
A-: wait what?
N-: yeah
A-: For how long
N-: a week or soo
A-: um k
N-: do you know anyone known as Ginny
A-: yeah today when I went to sway there was this new girl, she was like close to josh ig
N-: yeah she is his hometown best friend
A-: ohh what about her tho
N-: idk i just feel like she's more than a friend to him, and I'm jealous I was never the type of girl who got jealous if a girl got close to him
A-: ness your prolly overreacting he won't do that to u
N-: yeah
A-: I'm moving into my own apartment
N-:ohh when tho
A-: tmr
N-: can we cuddle today please
A-: sure come here

And we fell asleep