Lucas silently laid on his bed have some 12 midnight thoughts thinking about how wicked their mom is and about how his lips and that transferee guy named Mark Lee interacts he then starts touching his plum lips imagining how soft and fluffy Mark's lips was,heat rush going to his cheeks"f-u-c-k what am I doing,what am i feeling right now? i-it's really strange"
a minute after thinking he stands up and run going to the bathroom washes his face and look on the mirror"Aaargh, what did you do to me f*cking Mark Lee?"he sighs"I'm going insane"Lucas slaps his cheeks"grr"he then gets the towel and rubs it on his face jumps on his bed and laid on it eyes begin to close while hugging his pillow
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Morning came Lucas wakes up early and went on his school along with his hyung's Johhny and Ten while they're walking they saw Taeil and Mark on their way they stop for awhile
"Good morning"Ten and Johnny greeted them bowing with a sweet smile
Taeil smiles"good morning guys"
"Hi mark"Lucas looked at Mark and waves his hands
"Hi Lucas"Mark replied with a smile"anyways,i joined a music club do you guys perhaps wants to join as well?"Mark added
"hmmm"Johnny and Ten hummed
"I'm not good in singing nor playing instruments tho"Lucas said
"Ten will join"Johnny raise his brows and smirks"his voice is a lil bit sexy for me"
Taeil nods"i agree"
"what me?no?but is my voice really sexy?owo~ but i want to join a dance org not a music org I'm more confident on singing rather than dancing"
"if you guys wants to join or you know someone who's good in singing or playing instruments kindly ask them to join jusseyo"Taeil pleaded"ah- anyways mind joining me having my lunch?"
"are you inviting us"Johnny asked
"yes hehe"
"ofcourse we will join you"
Ten rolls his eyes"Oh Johnny mother f*cker"he murmurs
"what are you saying Ten?"Johnny glares on him
"nothing just saying that yes we'll go right Lucas?"
"Yes gege,Mark will join us as well"
Taeil claps his hands"okay, the more the merrier see y'all at lunch time on the cafeteria"Taeil waves his hands and starts walking he turned around and winks on Johnny
Ten rolls his eyes while Johnny is giggling
"Hey,Johnny stop that's just a lunch and wink"Ten crosses his arms and walks quickly going to their room
"Hey wait!!,bye Lucas take care i need to go see you kiddo"Johnny runs towards Ten leaving Mark and Lucas alone
The two walks silently feeling awkward"hmm,Mark?"
"Yes?"Mark looks at him while smiling
"nothing hehe, how's your sleep?"
"it's fine tho, how bout you-"Mark pauses when Donghyuck holds his wrist
"Mark,you should get rid of him"Donghyuck whisper-yelled on Mark
"No Hyuck, please stop okay? you know that i have a task to find someone here and it's probably him, it's probably that Lucas with alexithymia"
Hyuck sighs"okay fine Mark I'll go" Hyuck walks away
Lucas goes towards him
"Hey Mark,are you alright?"Lucas asked
"Hmm yeah, I'm fine"
The two continued from walking while Lucas is thinking he's really confused
"why does he says that it's probably me?what does Mark mean?why he mentioned my name on their conversation?i haven't met him before so why he says that it's probably me?is he just using me or what? I can't stop over thinking and I don't wanna ask him,i just don't want to I'm- guess I'm afraid of knowing the truth, I don't really know? is this the feeling of being afraid?geez"he sighs and just walk along with Mark
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WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?|LuMark
Fanfiction"i cant feel something and i don't want to feel anything" -in which Lucas has a disease called Alexithymia,he cant feel something or anything then he met Mark lee will he felt something?or nothing after meeting that guy?
