//Prologue//
"Yukhie,what are you feeling right now?"
A shake on his body made him wake up he's now lying on a bed
he opened his eyes and wandered aimlessly at the whole room,he saw a guy in front of him with an eyeglasses,wearing a white gown with a stethoscope wrapped on his neck and a girl wearing white he looks at them with an eyes full of confusion
"Yukhie?,what are you feeling?"the guy asked him again
He glares on him"are you idiot or you're just stupid?"
Lucas looks at her mom who's glaring at him
"nothing doctor"Lucas answered
"Yukhie,stop lying,i know you felt something"
Lucas bit his lower lip then rolled his eyes and made a deep sigh
"Yukhie,if you felt something don't hesitate to tell us huh"the nurse said smiling beside the doctor
"we're here waiting for your recovery"
Lucas glares unto them and furrows his brows"you'll get tired of waiting doctor"Lucas said and switch his position"i wouldn't feel something after all those therapies that you gave me every week is just a wasting of money and time"
"The government provides us son,don't worry"His mom said while fixing her new colored hair
"i want to go home"he whispers
"you'll get discharge later Lucas"The doctor says
Lucas looked at them as they went out he gets up and listen to their conversation
"So,doc,sooner or later,he'll be fine right?"
"yeah,he's fine now,and looked at your son ma'am his mental awareness is improving,we noticed in his every therapy sessions that he can now felt emotions,but he cant distinguish if what is it"
"is this what they called improving?"Lucas mumbled while facing his ear on the wall
he then heard his mother like talking with someone
"Yukhie's mental awareness is now improving,the hell if he recovered we cant get the money"
Lucas felt something unfamiliar on him as he heard those words from his mother
"so,she doesn't want me to be fine,because of money?"Lucas mumbled and sat on his bed
"that's why i don't really want to have emotions and feelings, I'd rather be a robot for my entire life than feeling what they felt,what's that again?"he scratches his head while looking above the ceiling like he's finding some answers above
his eyes widened"ahh i know now"
"TO BE HURT BY WHAT THEY CALLED LOVE"
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WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?|LuMark
Fanfiction"i cant feel something and i don't want to feel anything" -in which Lucas has a disease called Alexithymia,he cant feel something or anything then he met Mark lee will he felt something?or nothing after meeting that guy?
