eunoia ? rudy pankow

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wake up ruds
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.・。.・゜✭ REAL LIFE

"oh my god." mads and bails said in sync as they entered indy's trailer.

"that scene was hot." bails said. mads and bails had watched them film the scene. they knew both had feelings for each other. they just needed a little push to admit it to one another.

"i need to tell him." indy mumbled looking up at the two from where she was sitting on the couch.

"tell him what?" mads asked as she sat down next to the blonde.

"i like rudy." she whispered barely above her breath.

"i knew it!" mads and bails squealed at the same time. indy hadn't admitted to the two maddie's because she knew they were close to rudy. of course she trusted them she just didn't want to risk him finding out through someone else.

"how do i tell him?" indy asked anxiously. she really needed the advice of the two girls in front of her. they were both in a relationship. maddie with chase and bailey with mariah.

"just go out with him somewhere sit down and tell him how you feel." bails said.

"maybe also tell him that you're scared of making things awkward. rudy is an amazing guy he'll understand how you feel." mads added.

"thank you guys." indy said side hugging the two girls sitting next to her. she decided to go with the plan of just telling him. he has to know how she feels. even if there's a chance he doesn't feel the same way.

luckily indy didn't have to film anymore scenes today. her and rudy were both off. indy decided to go look for rudy and ask him if he wanted to go for a walk. trying to talk to him one on one.

first she walked to the craft services since he was probably there snacking on the cheesits with chase. but after looking around she couldn't see him anywhere.

second she went to his trailer. he could also be taking a nap, which he does in between takes.

after softly knocking on his door she carefully opened it not wanting to wake him if he slept. as she walked in she saw the blue eyed boy peacefully sleeping on the couch. she sat down next to him and gently stroked his hair.

"wake up ruds." she quietly whispered. a smile grew on his face, his eyes still closed.

"hey." he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her down to lay next to him.

"wanna go for a walk?" she whispered in his ear, her head in the crook of his neck.

"hmm." he hummed in response. they got up and rudy put on his shoes, heading out the door.

they walked along the beach at sunset, hand in hand, enjoying each other's presence.

"hey rudy." indy said, breaking the silence and standing still making him turn around and look at her.

"yeah, what's wrong inds?" rudy asked. he admired the face of the girl in front of him, who was looking at her feet.

"i like you, not just as a friend. but i like-like you. i feel like i can be myself around you without judgement. and i felt like this for a couple of months now and i just wanted you to know." indy rambled, finally looking up at the boy.

he wasn't responding but just looking in her eyes, making the girl even more nervous than she was before. she looked at the ground regretting even saying anything. obviously he didn't feel the same way she did.

"i-i, i'm sorry. i shouldn't have said anything." indy stuttered, still looking at the ground.

rudy grabbed her chin making her look up again. she wanted to say something but got interrupted by rudy connecting their lips. indy was shocked for a moment but reacted by kissing him back.

indy smiled into the kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck. she played with the ends of his hair. rudy's hands found her hips and pulled her into him. one hand held her tight and the other cupped her cheek, deepening the kiss. rudy could taste the strawberry chapstick on her lips. he smiled feeling his heart flutter as she continued to play with his hair.

it was slow and passionate, neither of them wanted to make a wrong move. this kiss wasn't anything like the one they shared before. this one had meaning and feelings behind it. both felt content. they were supposed to be right there in that moment, together.

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